The Sea Inside by Philip Hoare is not really about the sea. It’s about the invisible and unknowable, both within us and beyond us – about barely-known whale species and possibly extinct creatures from remote islands. It’s also about the state of remoteness itself. The sea that separates hermits on their rocky island from the world that they can’t find a place in. The sea he swims in, at once afraid of it and buoyed by it.
The book follows a loosely told travelogue of ocean exploration, from Hoare’s hometown of suburban Southampton (UK), to the Azores, Tasmania, and the southern island of New Zealand. It’s clear that this project grew directly out of Hoare’s previous, acclaimed, book The Whale, and the author’s general obsession with all things cetacean (he appears on the rear book jacket flap in a t-shirt printed with a Bowhead -- or maybe a Right? – Whale), as his trips do not follow a narrative but rather opportunities to dive with rare whales and dolphins. Line drawings of whales, dolphins and birds wander across the pages.
Woven in between these journeys is a series of biographies in miniature, both human and animal. The biographies are not of whales, but of other creatures to whom Hoare ascribes the ideas of lost-ness, imagination, and misunderstanding that are his themes. The corvids (ravens, crows, and jays) receive redemptive treatment early in the book, and Hoare returns to them, and seabirds like the albatross and the gull, as a talisman throughout. “They’re an alternative community over our heads; gypsy birds, a mysterious race with their own hinterland. They live on the periphery in the way that all animals do, existing on the same plane as we do but inhabiting another time and place” (23).
Another memorable profile is of the Tasmanian tiger, a terrifying striped marsupial that was likely driven to extinction by the twin destroyers of science and sport. This book filled with dissections (I made the mistake of reading Hoare’s detailed account of a porpoise autopsy while eating my dinner of Vietnamese noodle soup) and creepy science museums (the Hunterian Museum and its founder makes several appearances); London menageries with cages barely larger than the animals; exhumations of human “oddities” such as toweringly tall Irishmen and the last members of a harassed Oceanic people. Hoare is urgently, but cryptically, underlining throughout the book that our desire for knowledge consistently kills what we want to understand most.
It may be no surprise then that most of the time that Hoare spends on people he spends on hermits, writers, and mystics who retreat from civilization, seeking the company of animals without the human zeal for possession and cataloguing. Many of these men are also gay. Somehow this seems a dual retreat, in Hoare’s portraits, as if these men had renounced the structure of family and the promise of a posterity, in exchange for the mysteries of the wild. He begins his touching and tone-setting portrait of T.H. White (author of The Once and Future King), this way: “In the summer of 1936…T.H. White was busy training a goshawk. His friends found this ridiculous, and told him so” (113). These men who leave polite society are a bit ridiculous. St. Cuthbert, also an island recluse, is known as the patron of eider ducks.
There are more hauntingly absurd man-and-animal relationships that thread through the book, stories that probably Hoare felt he couldn’t ignore. He drags Coleridge’s heavy albatross from “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner” across the sea, and Ahab’s obsessive hunt for Moby Dick through the Pacific. There is a note of obsession that bleeds from these two touchstones into the rest of the book. The whole book is an act of obsession, Hoare’s obsession with whales, of seeking some kind of presence with the animal world, whether through scientific research, historical account, or physical experience. His swims with whale communities surge with sensory detail and a feeling of love, but also loneliness. Because he can’t, really, ever understand.
We get a bit throughout the book of Hoare’s life. He grew up in suburban Southampton, where the book opens, and has returned home after his mother’s death. He has had some kind of health crisis, and spent some time in the hospital. The “sea inside” himself is as much a mystery as the sea he travels throughout the book.
At times I felt like this book was also a mystery, as filled with sightings and losses as an attempt to track a migrating swallow from Africa to British Isles. The geographical scope is so vast, as is the range of reference literatures – there are New Zealand aboriginal folk tales, Pre-Raphaelite paintings, and a healthy heaping of marine biology – that sometimes it feels not like a story at all, but rather a wander through Hoare’s seeking, questioning, wandering mind. Perhaps this feeling of wandering is what motivated his frequent references to the navigation instincts both of whales and of birds. Sometimes the narrative disappears like the ziphids he meets in the Azores, bottlenosed whales that disappear for long stretches deep beneath the sea, so that they are nearly undetectable, except for the clicks you can hear from an underwater microphone.