Books that deal with the relationships between girls are my favorite. I mean sisters, girlfriends, best friends, room mates, all of it. It's one of the reasons Jessica Warman's one of my favorites, because when an author gets certain aspects right, it feels really good. I got a feeling really close to that with Jessica Martinez, which surprised me.
The book starts off really slow, and in fact I'm not so sure it started in the right place. Amelia's world is bright with promise and friends, though she always feels like she's in the shadow of her younger sister. She believes she's the less attractive, the less charismatic, the less boy-friendly of the two. Their interactions in the start of the book do make me wonder why she would think this -- Amelia had so many friends, and once had a steady, happy boyfriend she was crazy about. To me, it sounded much like she had quite the perfect life.
This all changes when Charly disappears one night, comes back in awful shape, and later reveals that she's pregnant. Immediately, it falls on Amelia to shove her life to the side and comfort her sister, and when they grow the courage to go to their ultra-religious grandmother for guidance, the lady lays down the law. The girls are being sent to Canada to live with their aunt. Not just Charly, the pregnant one, but Amelia as well. This is the point where things started to get interesting, and Amelia's ugly side peaks out. Because, really, who wouldn't be absolutely infuriated that they were ultimately transported back to a time when girls had to be shipped off to live with family for being pregnant? These girls live in a small town, which also comes equipped with the grandmother who is more concerned about the family image than keeping a close eye on her grand daughter.
While I say this is where things started to get interesting, what I really mean is that this is where I almost stopped reading. I didn't know I was about to be put through some super religious "slutty slutty sluts and their slutty slut ways" thing when I picked up the book. What got me back on board was their arrival in Canada, and the way the country is presented. They're Florida girls, after all, totally not used to the super dry world that is Banff. Intrigued? You betcha.
Martinez weaves some awesome imagery, and wonderful descriptions of Canada. I'm stationed in sunny Arizona, missing my snowy NY homeland daily, and this was like a breath of frosty cold air in my lungs. The images are so crisp and memorable that it made me want to put on some long johns and hop the train to Calgary, all the while pining for Timbits and an iced cap. It doesn't just stop on their arrival, though. It stays a constant part of Amelia's world, and I completely appreciated it. Because when you live in a place where the weather can get incredibly severe and last for a while, it doesn't just go away. The care you take becomes a part of your daily routine, and I loved seeing that as a part of Amelia's. It reminded me in a way of Colleen Clayton's What Happens Next, and how the cold Rust Belt winter is portrayed. It's not over-the-top, but it's there.
So really, Canada saved this book for me. I decided to bite my tongue and get past the ultra-religious, misogynist crap coming from Amelia. After all, it is something that has been a part of her life for a long time. She's not just that way because society's like that, but because her community, and family, are all very judgmental as well. Amelia mentions at least once that her sisters deserves to be called a slut, which just completely shocked me. I understood that she was angry at her, but to be so filled with hatred at her sister? We have a really angry girl on our hands, don't we?
Luckily, Amelia kind of gets what's coming to her. I cheered internally at the scene in which the ex girlfriend of her love interest (I'll get to him in a minute) blows through and calls Amelia the kinds of things she called her sister. Unfortunately, this doesn't get through to Amelia. She's upset because she was called those things, and how afraid she is that it's a reflection of her real behavior. It makes her mopey and upset, and keep her distance from this guy, Ezra. He's a wonderful love interest with a family history that seems more suited for his own novel rather than being a side character in this one -- but it does a good job of keeping Amelia on her toes. It also serves as a reminder for her that other people out there are dealing with much more difficult things than "my sister is pregnant." Bringing that perspective to her is what I really liked about Ezra, more than their cutesy scenes, or how he warms her up (literally, with hot water bottles under her armpits and many coffee drinks).
I do think that the summary of this book is a little misleading. There is a secret (that you may or may not get before it's even brought up), and it is a big one that will change their relationship. But it's not the secret that could have torn them apart, it's Amelia's attitude. She only really comes around to showing respect for her sister when she learns the truth, and even then, I got the sense that she still felt more incensed about not being told immediately than anything else. For all the talk of the importance of family and family values in that specific culture, that didn't play a very strong role. The biting, hate-fueled relationship between Amelia and Charly played a bigger role, and even in the end, I don't know that it was resolved. The ending comes so swift that you might even feel empty at the lack of resolution for anyone.
While it was tough to deal with the misogyny in the book, and Amelia was definitely not a character I liked, I did ultimately enjoy reading it. I got a lot more out of the romance between Amelia and Ezra than anything else, and I think that a lot of other readers would feel the same. It's filled with little moments that keep things interesting, and it's Ezra's anchor to Amelia's hot air that makes the book special.