I really like Lynn Austin's historical religious fiction, but this book was different. It was her personal testimony of Jesus Christ and the lessons she learned from a trip to Israel during a unique time of change in her life. Her insights were personal and profound. It made me want to study more deeply and think about personal takeaways from the same Biblical stories and the life of Jesus Christ. There is much we can learn from the scriptures as we truly seek to know and understand Him better.
I'm grateful for the opportunity I had several years ago to visit Israel briefly. There is something special about being able to see some of the places where Jesus walked and talked. His life and ministry changed the world and being in those places helps you internalize some of His messages. Austin talks about what it's like to travel UP to Jerusalem and "wander" in the hot desert for many hours. She describes many of the locations where Jesus spent the last week of his life. She talks about the Sabbath in Jerusalem. It is a unique and special experience to observe and so much to learn from these faithful and devoted people. These experience help put the lessons of the Bible into context and make them more personal.
We each have a journey to make to get closer to God. I loved learning from her personal insights. Here are some of my favorite quotes:
"The journey has been a parody of my life recently: rushing, waiting, wandering, feeling lost and losing sleep, wondering if I'm getting anywhere... The opportunity to tour Israel came at a good time. For months, my life has been a mindless plodding through necessary routine... Life gets that way sometimes, when nothing specific is wrong but the world around us seems drained of color. Even my weekly worship experiences and daily quiet times with God have felt dry and stale (p. 10)."
"My imagination is the problem...especially when it collides with God's plan for my life (p. 11)."
"God has taught me some important lessons after I made up my mind to dig in and search for Him with all my heart (p. 13)."
"God commanded the Israelites to make pilgrimages to Jerusalem three times a year for the three annual religious festivals of Passover, Pentecost, and Tabernacles (p. 14)."
"Worship helps us recognize our need for God... They left behind their routine lives to celebrate God's goodness and renew their faith so they could return home refreshed and reconnected with the God who walked with them every day (p. 15)."
"'O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water (Psalm 63:1, p. 19).'"
"After two hours of vigorous hiking with no end in sight, I have a newfound empathy for the Israelites, condemned by their unbelief to wander for forty years in this wilderness (p. 20)."
"When God wants to shake us free from our old habits and lead us into a new walk with Him, He sometimes begins with a desert journey... The truth is, I really don't want to walk by faith. Do any of us? I prefer comfort and safety, a well-stocked pantry and an abundant water supply, a map that shows exactly where I'm going and how long it will take to get there--and I would like to choose the destination myself--thank you. But who needs God if I have all those things? Israel's downfall didn't come when they were homeless wanderers in the desert, but when they lived in cities where they were self-sufficient and well fed... God must have known that I needed this walk beneath the relentless sun, through this dry, empty wasteland to remind me of my need for Him (p. 21)."
"The wilderness has given me a sense of my own frailty and of my need for God (p. 23)."
"I need to accept help and then offer help in return... Maybe together, praying for each other, bearing one another's burdens, the journey will be lighter for all of us (p. 27)."
"Like the nation of Israel, I need to stay continually watchful, prepared with the whole armor of God if I want to combat the temptations of the world, the flesh, and the devil (p. 31)."
"Nothing can defeat God's plans (p. 37)."
"We serve a promise-keeping God, a God of miracles. My vigorous attempts to save myself...will never succeed (p. 37)."
"I don't need the world's cisterns. Just as God provided water in the wilderness to quench His people's thirst, He will quench my spiritual dehydration if I pay attention to my symptoms and recognize my need... I can go to the true Source... that would require spending time with God... getting to know Him, communing with Him, praising Him (p. 41)."
"Discovering an oasis in the wilderness shouldn't surprise me. Again and again in Scriptures and in life, I have seen God faithfully provide a time and place of refreshment for His weary children (p. 47)."
"Waiting is always harder than doing something (p. 49)."
"When we truly trust God, we're able to extend His grace, even to people...who don't deserve it. Vengeance belongs to God (p. 51)."
"When we take the time to seek God's wisdom for our dilemmas, He enables us to see things His way and wait for His perfect timing (p. 53)."
"I take time to pray as I descend, asking God to help me be content where I am, with the provisions and the companions He has given me. Content to wait for the promises yet to come, even if I seem to be waiting in a barren place (p. 54)."
"'Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go (Joshua 1:7, p. 55).'"
"I'm standing at a new Jordan River in my walk with God, on the shores of new changes in my life (p. 58)."
"I've decided to travel through Israel with two maps. One is the modern nation with its neighbors and highways, cities and landmarks. The second is a map of the region in ancient times, showing enemy nations such as Moab, Edom, and the Philistines. Studying these two maps is very sobering. Israel seems so small compared to the rest of the world (p. 59)."
"Spiritual growth and vibrant faith in God don't happen in isolation, but under pressure. Without the danger of threats from Pharaoh, we never would have to decide if we're going to trust in our own chariots and horses, or in God. Maybe we can see more clearly what we believe and who we are when we're able to contrast our faith to other nations who don't know God... Our faith often grows stronger when we have to defend our beliefs (p. 60)."
"I waged a constant struggle to separate Christianity from culture (p. 62)."
"The central reason for choosing to follow Christ in my daily life should be my deep love for God (p. 64)."
"God has graciously provided us with a road map--His holy Word (p. 65)."
"Going up to Jerusalem requires stamina... It's much easier to stay home and forget the long journey (p. 65)."
"It's important that we keep moving toward God, climbing and sacrificing and remembering (p. 68)."
"Discipleship is a journey (p. 69)."
"Jesus broke the rules quite often, healing diseases on the Sabbath...to deliberately show that a close, living relationship with God should serve as our guide, not rules (p. 74)."
"'Walk about Zion, go around her, count her towers, consider well her ramparts, view her citadels, that you may tell of them to the next generation. For this God is our God for ever and ever; he will be our guide even to the end (p. 78).'"
"Man-made walls can be toppled by man-made means, but God's rock of protection cannot be moved... So often, I'm tempted to build my own fortresses and rely on my own provisions for security... When I place my trust only in things that I can see with my eyes and touch with my hands, that's idolatry... Each time I testify to God's faithfulness in my own life, it becomes a building block in my wall of faith (p. 84)."
"Whatever suffering we may endure, whatever the reason for the disasters we may witness, one thing is certain: our loving God remains sovereign over all of it (p. 101)."
"'God will provide the lamb for the burnt offering (p. 104).'"
"I know I can pray anytime, anywhere, but there is a sense of accumulated faith here [at the Western Wall], as if the prayers of countless millions of worshipers throughout the centuries still linger in the air (p. 115)."
"The Jewish way of studying the Bible is very different from ours... Many Christians seem afraid to ask the hard questions, afraid of sounding like a heretic (p. 121)."
"In Jewish teaching, questions are the essence of the way young people learn... be brave enough to ask the tough questions (p. 122)."
"Keep digging, keep asking, tearing the Bible apart line by line, knowing that God will show us the answer if we search with all our heart (p. 124)."
"We need to be vulnerable and honest with each other--and with Him. He knows all of our warts anyway, so why not bring them into the light and let Him wash us clean (p. 135)?"
"Disciples are supposed to watch the Master and imitate His actions, not merely parrot His words (p. 135)."
"We are to serve one another--and that means swallowing my pride and self-sufficiency and allowing my church family to see my hurts and doubts and fears (p. 139)."
"God, like this gardener, knows what He is doing... The stripping away that God does in our lives only looks harsh to our untrained eyes. He asks us to bear it patiently, for our own good, trusting that abundant fruit will follow to His glory. May our prayer be, 'Not my will, but yours be done (p. 143).'"
"The word repent means to do a complete reversal, turning our back on our sins, taking a brand-new road, walking in an entirely new direction (p. 160)."
"I take a photograph of the Mediterranean Sea to hang over my desk back home, reminding me that Joppa is a place of decision, a place where God demonstrates His great love for all mankind (p. 169)."
"If I'm living in obedience to the Word of God, then all of the floods and storms of life... will be unable to shake me (p. 173)."
"Will I continue to trust that God's plan for me will be fulfilled even though I have to wait for it like Abraham did, like Joseph did--and then wait some more (p. 176)?"
"Scattered against their will, the early Christians brought the teachings of Jesus to the entire to world. They became salt, scattered freely, and light, shining abundantly, everywhere they went (p. 183)."
"This is God's usual way of doing things. His template is change, not settling down (p. 184)."
"Christians are difficult to spot in our culture, blending in so well that we're indistinguishable from typical Americans (p. 186)."
"Jesus traveled through the region... to minister God's love and grace. People were important to Him, so important that He would stop His travel plans to speak with them and heal them. So maybe I should ask myself this question: Is the love of Christ evident in my life, or am I indistinguishable from the rest of the crowd (p. 187)?"
"We might have to walk through fearful places. And we may make some unwise choices on our journey... But with Christ as our guide, at least we will see where we're going instead of wandering around lost (p. 191)."
"I've always believed that Peter became the leader of the disciples because of what he'd experienced during that midnight storm. From that night on, he knew that if he stepped out of his comfort zone at the Lord's call, he could do the impossible. He could walk on water. It was a lesson that the other eleven disciples, remaining safely in the boat, hadn't learned (p. 201)."
"The Hebrew word for Sabbath--Shabbat--means stop. And when the sun sets today at 4:47 pm, all work will cease whether it's finished or not. The public buses will all return to the station and cease running. In homes and apartments all over Jerusalem, people will turn off their televisions and computers and cell phones, they'll stop checking their email and text messages... They know how to keep the Sabbath (p. 217)."
"The Jewish people rest out of obedience, as a way to love God with all their heart and soul and mind and strength (p. 221)."
"Moments of rest give music its rhythm--and so it is with Sabbath rest (p. 222)."
"I am overwhelmed by the goodness and love of God in bringing me here today and speaking to my heart in such a powerful way (p. 226)."
"Meeting with God is more like an appointment at the vision center to get my glasses adjusted--and maybe finding out that I need a new prescription altogether (p. 227)."
"True worship means setting my gaze on God and the beauty of His holiness, not on myself and my needs as if God were a heavenly vending machine, dispensing answers to my prayers (p. 228)."
"'Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us (Hebrews 12:1, p. 231).'"
"We can't always see the details of all the plans for the finished building. But we can bend to the task that He gives us each day, knowing that our day-to-day work matters... trusting in the Master's plan (p. 233)."