Let’s face it. All of us grown-assed women (and men) have looked at a fine specimen and appreciated the view. Sometimes they are attainable, other times not. Yet, we love to live in the fantasyland of our brains where we can totally do that actor we saw in the movies, that model we saw with the nice rack, that UPS man with the fantastic guns, that NBA player whose body is a sculpture, that football player whose pecs are perfection. During the Olympics, men and women alike got the chance to positively gawk at the bodies of athletes in their prime, parading around in tiny scraps of clothing that left very little to the imagination. We might as well admit it. That was a pure unadulterated lust fest.
“Taboo” is a great, quick read about Ruthie, a young woman in her late twenties who’s just suffered the demise of an engagement. The summer before she enters the Physical Therapy program at Duke, she works as a nanny for a thirty-something couple in Raleigh, NC. As she cares for her tiny charges daily, making lunches, taking them for appointments, and making sure they get the obligatory summer pool-time, Ruthie and another nanny she befriends while away their time scoping out the HOT, young lifeguard.
She learns quickly that he is only eighteen, and this deflates the joy of seeing such a beautifully muscled back and toned swimmer’s body on someone who’s taboo for a woman her age. Although she first denies she’s going to do anything but look, she finds herself obsessed and summarily drawn to him as they interact at the pool on a daily basis. Soon her fantasy becomes reality when Carter, the beautiful boy lifeguard who looks at least twenty-one, returns her interest.
This story was told in such an engaging, measured way, delving into all the reasons why, if they were to have anything, it had to be physical relationship only. As Ruthie embarks upon a hot summer fling with the lifeguard, she convinces herself that she’s helping to prepare him for all the loves he’ll invariably have in his life as he goes on to college. Carter is cool with their arrangement, because he’s been so focused on school and sports; he’s not had a lot of experience with girls. Ruthie is eager to teach him everything she knows, and to assuage him of all that pent-up sexual frustration.
Like art imitating life, Ruthie and Carter exist in a blissful sexual bubble for awhile. However, when the rubber meets the road, they’ll have to make some hard choices about where a relationship could conceivably go for them. Ultimately, they’ll make a choice based on where she is in life and where he isn’t, and she doesn’t have the luxury of waiting on him to get there. So, suffice to say, reading “Taboo,” can be a glorious trip down memory lane for those who’ve experience a May-December romance, and for those who haven’t had that experience, it will be glorious exercise in “what if.”
Will Ruthie and Carter’s relationship end after summer as planned, or will they find a way to build something lasting from what was only meant to be a summer fling? Find out by reading “Taboo,” by Roxy Queen. I’m all but ready to hail her as the “Queen of Steam,” because “Taboo” will definitely get your mojo working.
I give Taboo four and a half out of five stars.