“I dream of a partner that I can split my pain with, one that understands me, that completes me, makes me whole, and now I’ve found him.”
Book 2 is Never’s story; her past and present, her demons and her struggle for answers. Never loves Ty with every ounce of her being, he is her soul mate. But in order for her to move forward, she has to tackle her past, fix things with her family and see for the last time if her heart still lies with her first love. I enjoyed following Never’s journey and her path to finding her true self, but I did not enjoy this book as much as the first one.
“I feel him though, inside and out and everywhere and nowhere all at once. I am Ty McCabe and I am not. He’s me and he’s not. It doesn’t make any sense to me, but I know it’s all true.”
In the first book, Tasting Never, the emotional chemistry between Never and Ty was raw and intense. Damaged and broken. I just didn’t get that same feeling with Finding Never. I don’t know if it was the added love triangle, but I lost some of that intensity and I missed it. I still loved them as a couple, especially their understanding of each other, although, I sometimes got the feeling that Never ignored Ty’s unsaid feeling so that she could justify exploring feelings for her ex. Ty was amazing and supportive in this aspect, more than most people would be, but even as a reader I could feel the pain and hurt just below the surface. The words he left unspoken each time Never went with Noah or Noah was around tugged at my heart. No amount of confidence could hide what he kept buried. Never should have also seen this, since she always said they were like two peas in a pod and respected his feelings more.
“Relationships can’t be measured with a clock or a calendar, Never. It’s about getting each other. You get me, and I get you. That’s the only thing I give a shit about.”
While I absolutely adored Ty, Never didn’t work so well for me. She annoyed the living day lights out of me, and I often found myself disliking her a lot this round. I totally get that she had to put the past behind her in order to move forward in her future with Ty. It’s the way she went about it that I didn’t agree with. These two were perfect for one another, they were kindred spirits. Why did she need to explore her past with a boyfriend she hadn’t seen in five years? Especially since the entire time she knew, it was Ty she wanted. It was Ty she thought about constantly. Ty got the “new” Never when no else understood. The relationship with Noah felt forced to me, like she just couldn’t bear to let go of the past even though it was the present that she needed more than air. One thing that really pissed me off about her was the way she would get so pissed off or jealous of Ty’s past with other girls. How dare she expect him not to look or even talk about another girl while she strings him along figuring out whether her feelings lie with him or the ex. I truly wanted to rip her face off on a couple of occasions.
However, I loved this quote from the book. It really shows how Never has grown with Ty not just as friends, or even as a couple but as an individual. After reading book 1, the fact that she is able to differentiate that love is a different feeling than need and self-destruction is huge. Sex is no longer a means of escape for her, but an act that attaches feeling to a single meaningful person.
“All I know for sure is that making love and sex are two totally different things, and I can finally tell them apart.”
Ty was amazing in Never’s story. His character was built around strength and acceptance, the author’s continued development of him is perfection. I don’t know if I could have withstood half of what Ty has been through and still come out the bigger man. He placed Never’s feelings before his own. Her happiness matter to him more than anything else, even though he wanted her to choose him. Not because he made her, but because she looked at all the choices and realized that he was it for her, that there honestly and truly was nobody else who compared. In addition, this story focuses mainly on Never and her family more than Ty and their friendship/relationship. I loved that we saw Ty showing his support for her, and allowing her to make the hardest decisions she had knowing that he was by her side no matter what the outcome.
“Tyson McCabe, my bad boy, my tortured soul, my little piece of dark with bits of light that glimmer like stars.”
And this right here, ladies and gentlemen, is exactly why I love Ty McCabe. He said the sweetest things. He was stereotypical bad boy on the outside (tats and piercings) and underneath the facade he was so damn vulnerable and broken, but not afraid to put it all out there for his girl. Even if there was a slight chance, he might lose her.
“No lies, remember? I’m dead f**cking serious here. I am like, head over friggin’ heals, butterflies and puppies, hearts and f**cking kitty cats in love with you. Seriously, I am like a f**cking Disney prince or some shit. Want me to sing for you? I could sing.”
I still loved the story and our hero/heroine. I adore CM Stunich's writing style, and I think that I had a a little bit harder time on a personal level connecting to the love triangle because I am attached to Ty. I couldn't stand the thought of seeing him broken.
Thanks to CM Stunich for providing me with a copy in exchange for an honest review.