WOW. This was the most unpleasant, challenging, horrifying, uninviting book I've ever read. It takes place in a blend of first and third person limited - third person when Selby Jr. describes to us what our protagonist (or antagonist?) does in the present and first person when we delve into our protagonist's fantasies or memories. The style itself is a bit jarring as it jumps back and forth in time with no real warning to the reader. I do like this, though, as I'm a big fan of modernist stream of consciousness.
I'm torn in how I want to rate this book. In terms of what I think Selby Jr. wants to accomplish with this book, I think he went above and beyond and achieved something even greater than he intended to create. This book is scary. I'm serious: fucking scary. For over a week, I was too afraid to pick this book up and put myself through more horrific depravity. I've never experienced that before, with any type of fiction or art. I think that Selby's intent here is twofold: in using an unnamed, undescribed character, he does not give us a degree of separation from this petty criminal's thoughts - he makes us an accomplice in these fantasies; he wants to show us something similar to McCarthy in Child of God - we're not really all that different than the protagonist (and, for the record, The Room is much much more disturbing than Child of God).
So let me tell you about why this book terrifies me. I think in some way, it has to do with the act of reading itself - and I'm going to talk about the most disturbing movie I've ever seen, too: Irreversible. The Room features an excruciatingly long rape scene that far exceeds Irreversible's; it has scenes of torture and degradation that are nightmarish and make me feel hellbound. What's different about a book when compared to, for example, a movie, is that you are an active participant. You are required to read in order to bring forward the narrative; you play a role in the story. If you're watching a movie, you can zone out and the story will progress without you. I think that this is why The Room gave me a feeling of desperate fear every time I picked it up - it was absolutely necessary that I had to participate in these vile acts in order to get past them.
Selby Jr., in actually writing The Room, reminds us of the things that we can bring to life in our fantasies. Selby Jr. is a lot like many of us - perhaps more weak, vulnerable because of his physical frailty. We're all capable of imagining and fantasizing about horrible things. He was able to imagine fleshed out scenes of true evil. Why couldn't we? And this criminal is an otherwise nondescript person - he's a petty criminal, he does feel guilt and shame and sadness and loneliness and vulnerability, and, yet, his fantasies are like a blend of Gacy, Bundy, Toy Box Killer, etc.
Selby Jr. also implores us to consider something very important: are we guilty of an evil if it's only a fantasy in our mind? To what extent do we bear guilt if we take pleasure in thinking about evil things? How comparable is thought to action, in this way? Because, when we delve into these fantasies, they truly feel like they actually happened.
Now the other thing is that there is absolutely NO catharsis to this experience. There is just a feeling of departing from this story as no longer a whole person. The Room took something from me. It was disturbing and painful and scarring. We don't get any redemption or resolution. Just pain.
Stylistically, this book is quite disconnected and doesn't boast the lyrical, biblical prose of McCarthy, for example. It's plain, but it has an energy that is reminiscent of Selby Jr.'s Last Exit to Brooklyn. Perhaps, too, the prose could be considered to be in a similar style to that of Denis Johnson's Angels. That said, Selby doesn't seem to view his protagonist as someone from whom we are disconnected. Instead, he treats this protagonist as one would any other ordinary person. Selby is compassionate with his characters, and it is because of this that the novel works on a functional level. Our protagonist is not some evil villain who Selby deplores and yet recounts this man's evil acts in a cheap voyeuristic manner. No. He shows us how human this villain is. This is what makes the subject matter as disturbing as it is.
Selby wants us to acknowledge our own humanity as well as others. I find this quote of his to be the epicentre of his work:
"Sometimes we have the absolute certainty there's something inside us that's so hideous and monstrous that if we ever search it out we won't be able to stand looking at it. But it's when we're willing to come face to face with that demon that we face the angel." - Selby Jr., Last Exit to Brooklyn
So, overall, I think this work is genius and vastly outdoes the lofty goals it sets for itself.
That said, I have to also take into account the personal experience I had in reading The Room. This was a book that was so unpleasant (albeit, intentionally so), meandering, jarring, horrific, disgusting, disturbing, vitriolic, vile, depraved, debaucherous, indulgent, gratuitous, and sadistic that I feel it would be irresponsible to recommend to most readers. This took me forever to read (i mean, almost a month for 225 pages? that's crazy!). It was not a book that I read with eagerness or enthusiasm; rather, it was something would pick up knowing I would have to face the abyss and the demons that lurked within. I dreaded reading it. I was afraid to read it. I HATED reading it. And yet, it had such a significant impact on me - as mentioned above.
While I think that it did accomplish something tremendous, I cannot say that I think it is a better written novel than Last Exit to Brooklyn. That was full of energy, depravity, and, most importantly, love for his characters. Here, I feel we lack the in-depth and enthralling characterization and storytelling that Selby seems to do so well.
So, for all the reasons above, these are my two ratings for The Room:
- in terms of accomplishing its goals, evoking a gutturally emotional response: 5/5
- in terms of style, narrative, characterization: 2/5
Therefore, we have an overall score of 3.5/5
I tend to round my scores down, so this will be a 3/5.
Be careful if you decide to read this. It's the most disturbing book ever written.