Angst-ridden, bittersweet and refreshingly honest, Confessions of an Angry Girl is my favourite YA Contemporary of 2013 so far! It was like ordering a vanilla ice-cream but instead getting the whole deal; one scoop each of vanilla, chocolate and strawberry and rainbow sparkles all encompassed by a crisp waffle cone with melted chocolate drizzled over the whole fiasco like a rivulet of pure heaven. Soulful and delicious. I devoured every bit of it with a ferocity that only comes when I'm reading one of my favourites!!
Rose Zarelli is angry at the world. Her Dad just died in Iraq, her Mom is barely there-emotionally and otherwise, her brother is slowly edging her out of his life, her best-friend is ditching her for the Cheerleading gang, and that the one guy who she actually may tolerate like is going out with the main cheerleader, who is now out for her blood. So, of course she's pissed. I mean, do you blame her?
I am Rose. No, actually, I'm convinced Rozett somehow traveled to Singapore, got the scoop on yours truly, and then wrote this. Okay, I know there's no way in hell that can be true and I don't have it as bad as Rose by any means, but I felt an unmistakeable connection between us. We're kindred souls, I swear. Before starting this, I was slightly worried by the fact that she's only 14, but I soon found that that didn't even matter. Because despite how old you are, or your background, there are some things that everyone can relate to and empathise with. You don't have to be a certain age to experience the things Rose has, which is the way the world works. Bad things happen way before you're ever 'ready' for them. Maybe it's just me, but there's something so liberating and glorious about being angry and basking in the feeling. Despite however much Rose tries to make things work, sometimes the Universe just isn't with her. That's when the anger, lurking under the surface of false emotions and pretences rises up, breaking through the cracks, simmering and unstoppable. My utter love for this book and Rose's character may have something to do with the fact that I see so much of my 14-year-old self in her. I could feel her emotions as if they were my own.
The romance was the only thing I didn't fall that hard for. Jamie was slightly frustrating at times, to be honest. One second he was in, the next he was cold as an ice cube. Although it was pretty clear that he liked her, I just felt like he wasn't worthy of Rose's adoration. However, I do have to say that since Rozett portrayed everything so authentically, I guess Jamie's character was part of that. Nobody is perfect (at least not in real life hehe)- not even those who seem flawless.
It's been so long since I read a YA Contemporary that I fell head over heels in love with like this one. Once upon a time, this was my favourite genre, but lately I guess I got lost in the hullabaloo of shiny covers and cute plots- I forgot how truly empowering and moving this genre could be when done masterfully. Amongst a sea of preppy female characters, bubbly romances and cute guys, Confessions of an Angry Girl reached out to me; alluring and exciting. Completely different and unique, this was a breath of fresh air! All this time I was yearning for something honest and genuine that realistically portrayed this difficult period in a teenager's life, and I just didn't know it until I read Confessions of an Angry Girl.
Don't underestimate this, guys. Fresh, honest and so full of heart and soul, this High-School coming-of-age novel will surpass your expectations and introduce you to one of the most spirited, authentically-depicted female characters I've ever met.