When I was younger, I discovered this poet, and marveled at how much his poetry spoke to me, a southern farmer born before my parents, and me a wandering gypsy in love with the world: and that is our connection. In this collection, he is open and honest and angry and religious; but speaks of the light and trees like I feel of the light and trees. A lot of poems were about farming and tilling the land; and a lot were about religion; and a lot about conservation, but through it all, he writes poems about his wife and kids and grandchildren and it is all woven with the light of nature, of the earth, of simplicity and complexity paired with mindfulness. Beautiful.
Nature of course includes damage as a part of her wholeness. Her creatures live only by the deaths of other creatures. Wind, flood, and fire are as much her means of world-making as birth, growth, maturity, death, and decay. She destroys and she heals. Her ways are cyclic, but she is absolutely original. She never exactly repeats herself, and this is the source equally of our grief and our delight. But Nature’s damages are followed by her healings, though not necessarily on a human schedule or in human time.
That one is sometimes able, among the disturbances of the present world, to wander into some good and beautiful whereabouts of the woods, grow quiet, and come to rest is a gift, a wonder, and a kind of grace.
He is a tree of a sort, rooted in the dark, aspiring to the light, dependent on both. His poems are leavings, sheddings, gathered from the light, as it has come, and offered to the dark, which he believes must shine with sight, with light, dark only to him.
He sets out at times without even a path or any guidance other than knowledge of the place and himself as they were in time already past. He goes among trees, climbing again the one hill of his life. With his hand full of words he goes into the wordless, wording it barely in time as he passes. One by one he places words, balancing on each as on a small stone in the swift flow
1979 I I go among trees and sit still. All my stirring becomes quiet around me like circles on water. My tasks lie in their places where I left them, asleep like cattle. Then what is afraid of me comes and lives a while in my sight. What it fears in me leaves me, and the fear of me leaves it. It sings, and I hear its song. Then what I am afraid of comes. I live for a while in its sight. What I fear in it leaves it, and the fear of it leaves me. It sings, and I hear its song. After days of labor, mute in my consternations, I hear my song at last, and I sing it. As we sing, the day turns...
here nothing grieves In the risen season. Past life Lives in the living. Resurrection Is in the way each maple leaf Commemorates its kind, by connection Outreaching understanding. What rises Rises into comprehension And beyond. Even falling raises In praise of light. What is begun Is unfinished. And so the mind That comes to rest among the bluebells Comes to rest in motion, refined By alteration. The bud swells, Opens, makes seed, falls, is well, Being becoming what it is: Miracle and parable Exceeding thought, because it is Immeasurable; the understander Encloses understanding.
To sit and look at light-filled leaves May let us see, or seem to see, Far backward as through clearer eyes To what unsighted hope believes:
Whatever is foreseen in joy Must be lived out from day to day,
Foredooms the body to the use of light, Light into light returning, as the stream Of days flows downward through us into night, And into light and life and time to come.
The year drives on toward what it will become.
To long for what eternity fulfills Is to forsake the light one has, or wills To have, and go into the dark, to wait What light may come—no light perhaps, the dark Insinuates. And yet the dark conceals All possibilities: thought, word, and light, Air, water, earth, motion, and song, the arc Of lives through light, eyesight, hope, rest, and work—
Such a bliss Of bloom’s no ornament, but root And light, a saving loveliness, Starred firmament here underfoot.
Thrush song, stream song, holy love That flows through earthly forms and folds, The song of Heaven’s Sabbath fleshed In throat and ear, in stream and stone, A grace living here as we live, Move my mind now to that which holds Things as they change. The warmth has come. The doors have opened. Flower and song Embroider ground and air, lead me Beside the healing field that waits; Growth, death, and a restoring form Of human use will make it well. But I go on, beyond, higher In the hill’s fold, forget the time I come from and go to, recall This grove left out of all account...
Beyond all history that he knows, Where trees like great saints stand in time, Eternal in their patience.
Estranged by distance, he relearns The way to quiet not his own, The light at rest on tree and stone, The high leaves falling in their turns, Spiraling through the air made gold By their slow fall. Bright on the ground, They wait their darkening, commend To coming light the light they hold.
The sky bright after summer-ending rain, I sat against an oak half up the climb. The sun was low; the woods was hushed in shadow; Now the long shimmer of the crickets’ song Had stopped. I looked up to the westward ridge And saw the ripe October light again, Shining through leaves still green yet turning gold. Those glowing leaves made of the light a place That time and leaf would leave. The wind came cool, And then I knew that I was present in The long age of the passing world, in which I once was not, now am, and will not be, And in that time, beneath the changing tree, I rested.
Remember the small secret creases of the earth—the grassy, the wooded, the rocky—that the water has made, finding its way. Remember the voices of the water flowing. Remember the water flowing under the shadows of the trees, of the tall grasses, of the stones. Remember the water striders walking over the surface of the water as it flowed. Remember the great sphere of the small wren’s song, through which the water flowed and the light fell. Remember, and come to rest in light’s ordinary miracle.
Go by the narrow road Along the creek, a burrow Under shadowy trees Such as a mouse makes through Tall grass, so that you may Forget the wide road you Have left behind, and all That it has led to. Or, Best, walk up through the woods, Around the valley rim, And down to where the trees Give way to cleared hillside, So that you reach the place Out of the trees’ remembrance Of their kind; seasonal And timeless, they stand in Uncounted time,
Loving you has taught me the infinite longing of the self to be given away and the great difficulty of that entire giving, for in love to give is to receive and then there is yet more to give; and others have been born of our giving to whom the self, greatened by gifts, must be given, and by that giving be increased, until, self-burdened, the self, staggering upward in years, in fear, hope, love, and sorrow, imagines, rising like a moon, a pale moon risen in daylight over the dark woods, the Self whose gift we and all others are, the self that is by definition given.
Finally will it not be enough, after much living, after much love, after much dying of those you have loved, to sit on the porch near sundown with your eyes simply open, watching the wind shape the clouds into the shapes of clouds? Even then you will remember the history of love, shaped in the shapes of flesh, ever changing as the clouds that pass, the blessed yearning of body for body, unending light. You will remember, watching the clouds, the future of love.
Or I give myself to gravity, light, and air and am carried back to solitary work in fields and woods, where my hands rest upon a world unnamed, complete, unanswerable, and final as our daily bread and meat. The way of love leads all ways to life beyond words, silent and secret. To serve that triumph I have done all the rest.
Now you know the worst we humans have to know about ourselves, and I am sorry, for I know that you will be afraid. To those of our bodies given without pity to be burned, I know there is no answer but loving one another, even our enemies, and this is hard. But remember: when a man of war becomes a man of peace, he gives a light, divine though it is also human. When a man of peace is killed by a man of war, he gives a light. You do not have to walk in darkness. If you will have the courage for love, you may walk in light. It will be the light of those who have suffered for peace.
I stood still a long time for fear that any sound I made would cause that flood of light, which was singing which was light, to flow away forever from this flawed world.
There is a day when the road neither comes nor goes, and the way is not a way but a place.
There is a place you can go where you are quiet, a place of water and the light on the water. Trees are there, leaves, and the light on leaves moved by air. Birds, singing, move among leaves, in leaf shadow. After many years you have come to no thought of these, but they are themselves your thoughts. There seems to be little to say, less and less. Here they are. Here you are. Here as though gone. None of us stays, but in the hush where each leaf in the speech of leaves is a sufficient syllable the passing light finds out surpassing freedom of its way.
I dream of a quiet man who explains nothing and defends nothing, but only knows where the rarest wildflowers are blooming, and who goes, and finds that he is smiling not by his own will.
The spring woods hastening now To overshadow him, He’s passing in to where He can’t see out. It charms Mere eyesight to believe The nearest thing not trees Is the sky, into which The trees reach, opening Their luminous new leaves. Burdened only by A weightless shawl of shade The lighted leaves let fall, He seems to move within A form unpatterned to His eye or mind, design Betokened to his thought By leafshapes tossed about. Ways indescribable By human tongue or hand Seem tangled here, and yet Are brought to light, are brought To life, and thought finds rest Beneath a brightened tree.
We travelers, walking to the sun, can’t see Ahead, but looking back the very light That blinded us shows us the way we came, Along which blessings now appear, risen As if from sightlessness to sight, and we, By blessing brightly lit, keep going toward The blesséd light that yet to us is dark.
Again I resume the long lesson: how small a thing can be pleasing, how little in this hard world it takes to satisfy the mind and bring it to its rest.
The trees rise in silence almost natural, but not quite, almost eternal, but not quite. What more did I think I wanted? Here is what has always been. Here is what will always be. Even in me, the Maker of all this returns in rest, even to the slightest of His works, a yellow leaf slowly falling, and is pleased.
When we convene again to understand the world, the first speaker will again point silently out the window at the hillside in its season, sunlit, under the snow, and we will nod silently, and silently stand and go.
The sun Comes from the dark, it lights The always passing river, Shines on the great-branched tree, And goes. Longing and dark, We are completely filled With breath of love, in us Forever incomplete.
I know for a while again the health of self-forgetfulness, looking out at the sky through a notch in the valley side, the black woods wintry on the hills, small clouds at sunset passing across. And I know that this is one of the thresholds between Earth and Heaven, from which even I may step forth from my self and be free.
Some had derided him As unadventurous, For he would not give up What he had vowed to keep. But what he vowed to keep Even his keeping changed And, changing, led him far Beyond what they or he Foresaw, and made him strange. What he had vowed to keep He lost, of course, and yet Kept in his heart. The things He vowed to keep, the things He had in keeping changed, The things lost in his keeping That he kept in his heart, These were his pilgrimage, Were his adventure, near And far, at home and in The world beyond this world.
To the abandoned fields The trees returned and grew. They stand and grow. Time comes To them, time goes, the trees Stand; the only place They go is where they are. These wholly patient ones Who only stand and wait For time to come to them, Who do not go to time, Stand in eternity.
Ask the world to reveal its quietude— not the silence of machines when they are still, but the true quiet by which birdsongs, trees, bellworts, snails, clouds, storms become what they are, and are nothing else.
The wind of the fall is here. It is everywhere. It moves every leaf of every tree. It is the only motion of the river. Green leaves grow weary of their color. Now evening too is in the air.
We come at last to the dark and enter in. We are given bodies newly made out of their absence from one another in the light of the ordinary day. We come to the space between ourselves, the narrow doorway, and pass through into the land of the wholly loved.
The light flows toward the earth, the river toward the sea, and these do not change. The air changes, as the mind changes at a word from the light, a flash from the dark.
this is the river of the birth of my mind and inspiration, my watching many years here where I have made my toils. And now I must imagine it rising, light drawn, invisibly up into the air.
Leave your windows and go out, people of the world, go into the streets, go into the fields, go into the woods and along the streams. Go together, go alone. Say no to the Lords of War which is Money which is Fire. Say no by saying yes
to the air, to the earth, to the trees, yes to the grasses, to the rivers, to the birds and the animals and every living thing, yes to the small houses, yes to the children. Yes.
In sleep The dreamer wakes. He sees Above the stars the deep Of Heaven opened. Is
He living, then, his part Of Heaven’s earthly life? And what shall be the art By which this sight can live?
They come singly, the little streams, Out of their solitude. They bear In their rough fall a spate of gleams That glance and dance in morning air. They come singly, and coming go Ever downward toward the river Into whose dark abiding flow They come, now quieted, together. In dark they mingle and are made At one with light in highest flood Embodied and inhabited, The budded branch as red as blood.
The window again welcomes in the light of lengthening days. The river in its old groove passes again beneath opening leaves. In their brevity, between cold and shade, flowers again brighten the woods floor. This then may be the prayer without ceasing, this beauty and gratitude, this moment.
I built a timely room beside the river, The slope beneath descending to the water. Some mornings it is vibrant with the glance Of sunlight brightened on the little waves The wind drives shoreward, stirring leaves and branches Over the roof also. It is a room Of pictures and of memories of some Who are no more in time, and of the absent And of the present the unresting thoughts. It is a room as timely as the body, As frail, to shelter love’s eternal work, Always unfinished, here at water’s edge, The work of beauty, faith, and gratitude Eternally alive in time.
Camp Branch, my native stream, forever unreturning flows from the town down to Cane Run which flows to the river. It is my native descent, my native walk, my native thought that stays and goes, passing ever downward toward the sea. Its sound is a song that flings up light to the undersides of leaves. Its song and light are a way of walking, a way of thought moved by sound and sight.