While of course already dated in terms of technology, this book speaks SO MUCH to my experience as a woman in computer science. I keep finding myself shouting "Yes! That's exactly what it's like!" The authors really get to the heart of this issue. I was lucky enough to have a computer at home at a very young age and then go to a relatively small, liberal arts college, which meant I didn't have to deal QUITE so much with the competitive edge that the Carnegie Mellon students describe, but it was still a difficult field to be in. I remember my first few weeks, when I had to, ashamed, ask my fellow students for help with the Solaris machines - the likes of which I'd never encountered before. It probably didn't help that while I had written code when I was 7 and was clearly comfortable with computers, my high school wouldn't allow me to skip our intro computer science class - which taught us how to use Paint and spreadsheets; our "create a webpage" assignment was simply a DRAWING of the site, with no code behind it!!!! Luckily, my teacher recognized that I was well beyond that, and let me do some extra credit BASIC programming while I waited for the other students to finish their work.
I went to college intending to major either in Computer Science or English. I didn't choose CS for the potential monetary gain; I still find it amusing that when I would originally tell people I was interested in programming, they'd say, "Oh! You'll be rolling in the money!" Of course, by the time I graduated college, that wasn't quite the case anyway, but that wasn't what I went into it for. I loved the logic, the organization, the ability to make a machine do what you wanted (and by the same token, knowing the machine would do ONLY what you asked, nothing more or less). So I was lucky enough to go to a school with a VERY small (and close-knit) CS department, and a department chair who was a woman. I was lucky enough to be one of the two top-scoring students on the CS101 final for all the intro classes, which gave me the confidence I needed (it helped that we began with Lisp, which was a language MOST of the other students had never encountered). I was lucky enough to love writing code and staying up all night with my fellow students getting our programs to work - what a great feeling. And I was lucky enough to graduate with a degree, and get a job writing code.
However, you might ask why I'm not a programmer anymore. I'm a librarian instead. What happened? Well, as the book outlines again and again, I spent 5 years in the CS field, but was constantly nagged by doubts. I was a woman in a man's world, unfortunately. One where I felt that the guys would always "know more" (even if this was just their confidence speaking, and not their actual knowledge). One where I didn't "dream in code" as the book mentions; I wanted more balance in my life than a lot of the geeky guys care for. And I wanted to do some good, make a positive change in the world. I was the only female programmer in my company when I was laid off in 2009. I was actually relieved to be laid off, because I had been looking for some time to move into another field - and I took the opportunity to go back to school and get my MLS. Now, I get to be in a field where I feel good about myself, and feel like I can make a difference in the world. I get to still write code occasionally, but it is NOT my only job. I get to use computers how I've always loved to. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE that I have had the experience of getting into the guts of a computer and writing in machine code. I wouldn't take back those experiences for the world. But I also love where I am, now - with the knowledge and background and ability, but also the chance to do so much more.
I haven't even finished this book and I've already written a review - it's been THAT cathartic for me. I will most likely be adding more to this as I continue to read. What a great eye-opener for all of us females in computer science. I just wish I had read this sooner...maybe I wouldn't have felt QUITE so alone, or incompetent. Maybe I would have believed the people who told me I was smart.