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256 pages, Paperback
First published March 5, 2024
1989. Sixteen-year-old Helena has just one dream: to become a music conductor. Does she really have only one dream? No. But this is the only dream she can dare to speak about openly in a nation where everyone and everything is watched by the dreaded Stasi.
When some key people in her life take up greater roles in the protests against the government, Helena has to decide whether staying quiet is stifling the song of freedom.
The story comes to us in the first person perspective of Helena.
but I long to trust
that sometimes people
are just people
and sometimes
relationships are real
“Freedom, if it can be achieved, will be a glorious symphony.”
I've not been raised to speak of dreams-nor to dream at all.There is no need.
(...)
But I do want. Secretly quietly in the deepest corner of my heart. I want.
Everyone deserves to experience music in a way that awakens their soul that astounds with beauty that strengthens them for whatever battles lie within and without.