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Off Stage: Right
Damian Learner and his grunge band, Firefly, are on a meteoric rise to success. If they get the right break, fame awaits. Seeking more professional management, Damian independently strikes a bargain with the best agent in the business, Stanley Krane. Unable to afford the penalty for breaking old contracts, Damian agrees when Stan’s best friend, country and Western megastar Vance Ashcroft, offers to buy him out of his old contract.
Overwhelmed by a crippling loan, secretive guilt, Stanley’s expectations, and a volatile relationship with Lenny, Firefly’s lead guitarist, Damian disintegrates. Bad habits of too much sex, booze, and drugs create a rift in the band. Finally Vance, with his understanding of Dominant/submissive behavior, sees that submissives Damian and Lenny are falling into chaos, clinging to each other to try to avoid the inevitable crash.
When the pressure to perform becomes too much and the unthinkable happens, Damian and Lenny have to decide: accept that they need something they can’t get from each other, or burn out and take Firefly with them. Vance is ready to claim Lenny, but even Stan’s hesitant agreement to give Damian the direction he needs might not be enough for Damian—or the band—if he loses Lenny.
Overwhelmed by a crippling loan, secretive guilt, Stanley’s expectations, and a volatile relationship with Lenny, Firefly’s lead guitarist, Damian disintegrates. Bad habits of too much sex, booze, and drugs create a rift in the band. Finally Vance, with his understanding of Dominant/submissive behavior, sees that submissives Damian and Lenny are falling into chaos, clinging to each other to try to avoid the inevitable crash.
When the pressure to perform becomes too much and the unthinkable happens, Damian and Lenny have to decide: accept that they need something they can’t get from each other, or burn out and take Firefly with them. Vance is ready to claim Lenny, but even Stan’s hesitant agreement to give Damian the direction he needs might not be enough for Damian—or the band—if he loses Lenny.
350 pages, ebook
First published April 21, 2013
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About the author
Jaime Samms
106 books276 followersJaime Samms is a plaid-hearted Canadian who spends the too-long winters writing stories about love between men and the too-short summers digging in the garden. There are dust bunnies in the corners of her house—which she blames on a husky named Kai. There are dishes on the counter—which is clearly because teenagers! There is hot coffee in the pot and the occasional meal to keep her from starving—because her husband is remarkable and patient.
A multi-published author whose work has been translated into French, Italian, and German, Jaime delights in the intricate dance of words that leads her through tales of the lost and broken hearted men she writes about to the love stories that find and mend them.
And when the muse is being stubborn, she also makes pretty things with yarn and fabric scraps because in her world, no heart is too broken to love, and nothing is too worn or tired it can’t be upcycled into something beautiful. All it takes is determination and the ability to see life a little bit left of center.
A multi-published author whose work has been translated into French, Italian, and German, Jaime delights in the intricate dance of words that leads her through tales of the lost and broken hearted men she writes about to the love stories that find and mend them.
And when the muse is being stubborn, she also makes pretty things with yarn and fabric scraps because in her world, no heart is too broken to love, and nothing is too worn or tired it can’t be upcycled into something beautiful. All it takes is determination and the ability to see life a little bit left of center.
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May 5, 2013
This story is a study in psychology, or, How Not to Build a Relationship 101. Trevor, aka Damien, and Lenny have been friends since grade school. Together with other talented young men and women they’ve formed a band, Firefly, and are performing locally when Stanley Krane, a well-known talent manager spots them and is entranced by Damien’s voice. Stan comes to hear Firefly with his best friend, and sometimes lover, Vance Ashcroft, a famous country singer handled by Stanley.
Both men are entranced by what they hear and see. Vance’s focus is on Lenny, the guitar player who always stands stage right. Stan’s sole focus is Damien, his looks and his voice. Both men want these young men for more than just their talent. Both Stanley and Vance are Doms, and though sometimes lovers, each has needs greater than the other can fulfill. A huge part of their attraction to the young men is that they sense Damien and Lenny are both subs and that they are clearly in need of guidance and control.
Damien and Lenny have never had sex together though Damien has wanted it for a long time. Lenny had been in an abusive relationship when Damien rescued him and gave him both a place to stay and more stability in his life. Little does he realize it, but Damien himself needs to be rescued---from himself and his risky behaviors. He continually puts himself in dangerous situations, drinking, drugging and seeking sex as the solution to his need for control. Though they try to help each other, things are coming to a head in their push/pull relationship dynamic. It all explodes one night when Lenny attacks Damien physically. Fortunately by that time, Stan has already signed their group and has been carefully watching for Damien’s risky behaviors. Vance is actually on the scene in time to stop the altercation and take control of Lenny.
From that point on, Lenny is Len, Vance’s submissive. Len does what needs to be done to end his relationship with Damien. He leaves the band and gives himself over to Vance’s control. In the meantime, Damien is taken in by Stanley, who begins the long process of taming a wildly impulsive young man.
This is a slow journey to balance and sanity; one Damien must take alone, without Lenny in his life. He eventually gives over control to Stanley, yet still maintains a measure of it for himself through most of the story. Stanley gets to see Trevor, the real person behind the facade, but it takes a long, long time for Stan to finally get through all the layers of Damien’s persona so that he can finally see the total man, the embodiment of both Trevor and Damien.
I really enjoyed this story. I liked the way the author spent time with each of the couples and their relationship dynamics. In this story, there were actually two couples, and though Stanley and Damien were primary MCs, there was enough of a storyline for Vance and Len that it’s hard to call them secondary characters. In addition, the other band members, Stanley’s secretary Miri, and Trevor’s family: brother, sister-in-law, mother, and his cousin Christian were very well developed as secondary characters.
The psychology of the domination was very interesting as well. Vance’s “taming” of Len was closely compared to how he handled the taming of his horses on his ranch. While Stanley’s domination of Damien had a different focus and was similar to a study in psychological warfare at times. Overall, it was quite different from other BDSM or D/s stories I’ve read and though there were a few erotic sex scenes, they were not in place as a substitute for good writing.
I’d recommend this story to any fan of D/s and to anyone who’d be interested in the psychological aspects of the development of a Dom/sub relationship. Others who might be interested are those who enjoy stories about musicians and those who understand that sometimes family is not just about relatives, but about relationships.
Note: This book was provided to me by the publisher through Hearts on Fire Reviews in exchange for an impartial review.
Both men are entranced by what they hear and see. Vance’s focus is on Lenny, the guitar player who always stands stage right. Stan’s sole focus is Damien, his looks and his voice. Both men want these young men for more than just their talent. Both Stanley and Vance are Doms, and though sometimes lovers, each has needs greater than the other can fulfill. A huge part of their attraction to the young men is that they sense Damien and Lenny are both subs and that they are clearly in need of guidance and control.
Damien and Lenny have never had sex together though Damien has wanted it for a long time. Lenny had been in an abusive relationship when Damien rescued him and gave him both a place to stay and more stability in his life. Little does he realize it, but Damien himself needs to be rescued---from himself and his risky behaviors. He continually puts himself in dangerous situations, drinking, drugging and seeking sex as the solution to his need for control. Though they try to help each other, things are coming to a head in their push/pull relationship dynamic. It all explodes one night when Lenny attacks Damien physically. Fortunately by that time, Stan has already signed their group and has been carefully watching for Damien’s risky behaviors. Vance is actually on the scene in time to stop the altercation and take control of Lenny.
From that point on, Lenny is Len, Vance’s submissive. Len does what needs to be done to end his relationship with Damien. He leaves the band and gives himself over to Vance’s control. In the meantime, Damien is taken in by Stanley, who begins the long process of taming a wildly impulsive young man.
This is a slow journey to balance and sanity; one Damien must take alone, without Lenny in his life. He eventually gives over control to Stanley, yet still maintains a measure of it for himself through most of the story. Stanley gets to see Trevor, the real person behind the facade, but it takes a long, long time for Stan to finally get through all the layers of Damien’s persona so that he can finally see the total man, the embodiment of both Trevor and Damien.
I really enjoyed this story. I liked the way the author spent time with each of the couples and their relationship dynamics. In this story, there were actually two couples, and though Stanley and Damien were primary MCs, there was enough of a storyline for Vance and Len that it’s hard to call them secondary characters. In addition, the other band members, Stanley’s secretary Miri, and Trevor’s family: brother, sister-in-law, mother, and his cousin Christian were very well developed as secondary characters.
The psychology of the domination was very interesting as well. Vance’s “taming” of Len was closely compared to how he handled the taming of his horses on his ranch. While Stanley’s domination of Damien had a different focus and was similar to a study in psychological warfare at times. Overall, it was quite different from other BDSM or D/s stories I’ve read and though there were a few erotic sex scenes, they were not in place as a substitute for good writing.
I’d recommend this story to any fan of D/s and to anyone who’d be interested in the psychological aspects of the development of a Dom/sub relationship. Others who might be interested are those who enjoy stories about musicians and those who understand that sometimes family is not just about relatives, but about relationships.
Note: This book was provided to me by the publisher through Hearts on Fire Reviews in exchange for an impartial review.
August 29, 2013
This is not your regular take on celebrity musicians and the craziness of sex, drugs and rock ’n roll that can surround them. This takes a good, deeper look at that world and combines a D/s dynamic— or the concept of that lifestyle as an alternative— to give a really great rocker romance.
Based around two couples and their relationship to the up-and-coming grunge band, Firefly, we get a story of discovering limits in a hedonist, anything goes rock star life. While the band is the vehicle, the story starts with the relationship between music promoter/manger Stan Krane and his friend with benefits, Vance Ashcroft, who also happens to be one of his clients— a very successful country music singer. They are also both Doms (so right away you see the problem). In addition, Vance is in the closet to protect his career, Stan is out, and they seem to enjoy an open relationship. Complicated couple number one. The other couple, Lenny and Damian, are lead musicians in Firefly and have been besties since third grade. They’ve been there for each other through some very hard times, they live together and spend a lot of time fighting together. There is a sexual tension between them that they can’t figure out, and that frustration is becoming increasingly violent. So, each of these couples wants something from their partner that they aren’t able to give and the crux of the story is their finding out what to do about it.
Because this is fiction, the solution is brought about by keeping things in the family. Stan’s taking on Firefly as a client means he gets an up close and personal look into Lenny and Damian’s dysfunction and sees that their destructive relationship will also soon be the end of a very talented band. It doesn’t hurt that Stan has a thing for lead singer, Damian, and that Vance has his eye on guitarist, Lenny.
I really liked the set up of the story, the first third or so is especially good. The middle gets bogged down in some pretty heavy angst and high drama with a bit of man-handling as all hell breaks loose. While this got a little over the top (and wordy), it did allow us to get to know each character and where they were coming from and why they acted out in the ways they did. Especially Lenny and Damian, who are such complex mixtures of bad-ass and vulnerability that they suck you in, make you want to smack them and still hope they’ll find their way somehow, impossible as that may seem. The last part of the story focuses on Stan and Damian and while that was fun I kept wondering about Vance and Lenny and how they were handling things.
I also appreciated that while this was about D/s relationships— a big element— the story wasn’t overrun with sex and tie-em-up/tie-em-down scenes. What sex there was added to the plot instead of detracting from it. This was more about four people discovering what they need from each other and how to get it. I really, really liked that. I liked that the lifestyle is presented as a compassionate, nurturing bonding based on cognitive discovery as well as sexual need. Throw in some talented, broody rockers and you have something really sweet.
The ending, while it resolves the major issues does feel more like an HFN and I’m truly hoping for a sequel to see what develops between Stan, Vance, Damian and Lenny as well as the rest of the band members who have their own interesting stories to tell.
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July 8, 2017
Title: Off Stage: Right
Author: Jaime Samms
Series: Off Stage Book 1
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Reviewer: Mollien
Release Date: April 21, 2013
Genre(s): Rockstar Male/Male Romance
Page Count: 350 pages
Heat Level: 3 flames out of 5
Rating: 4 stars out of 5
Blurb:
Review:
This is the first book of the Off Stage series. There are at least two more books in this series and I think this is the first time that I don’t want to jump right in and read the second book (which is sitting on my Kindle along with the third book.) The story left me emotionally drained. Some people have said that the story is about two couples, but it really is about four couples. First off this story is about a rock band and the dynamics of the band mates. It is also about a manager and his relationship with the people that he represents. Damian/Trevor is the lead singer of the band Firefly. Trevor and Lenny the guitarist have been friends since grade school. They have always had each other's backs, and they truly love one another. They are however toxic together. Stanley only manages a select few performers including country star, Vance Ashcroft, Stanley’s sometimes lover. They have been together for years and Stanley has managed to keep Vance from ruining his career. Together they take on the band, Firefly, with their dysfunctional band members. Vance has a pretty good idea what needs to be done to keep Firefly from self-destructing, but it may be too late to escape without casualties. There is so much chemistry between these characters that I really do need a time out to continue this series. The pacing is fast and emotional. Sometimes I felt that there was too much going on making the flow of the story a little rough for me. The ending was bittersweet, but I am hopeful for a better outcome in the second book, Off Stage: In The Wings. This story was in my estimation is character development at its finest. As a reader, you get to know every aspect of these characters. I felt their pain as well as their joy. Review for In the Wings to follow soon.
PLOT: 5 Stars
CHEMISTRY: 5 Stars
PACING: 3 Stars
ENDING: 5 Stars
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT: 5 Stars
Review Copy of Off Stage: Right provided by the Dreamspinner Press I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book. Reviewed by Mollien from Alpha Book Club
Author: Jaime Samms
Series: Off Stage Book 1
Publisher: Dreamspinner Press
Reviewer: Mollien
Release Date: April 21, 2013
Genre(s): Rockstar Male/Male Romance
Page Count: 350 pages
Heat Level: 3 flames out of 5
Rating: 4 stars out of 5
Blurb:
Off Stage: Set One
Damian Learner and his grunge band, Firefly, are on a meteoric rise to success. If they get the right break, fame awaits. Seeking more professional management, Damian independently strikes a bargain with the best agent in the business, Stanley Krane. Unable to afford the penalty for breaking old contracts, Damian agrees when Stan’s best friend, country and Western megastar Vance Ashcroft, offers to buy him out of his old contract.
Overwhelmed by a crippling loan, secretive guilt, Stanley’s expectations, and a volatile relationship with Lenny, Firefly’s lead guitarist, Damian disintegrates. Bad habits of too much sex, booze, and drugs create a rift in the band. Finally Vance, with his understanding of Dominant/submissive behavior, sees that submissives Damian and Lenny are falling into chaos, clinging to each other to try to avoid the inevitable crash.
When the pressure to perform becomes too much and the unthinkable happens, Damian and Lenny have to decide: accept that they need something they can’t get from each other, or burn out and take Firefly with them. Vance is ready to claim Lenny, but even Stan’s hesitant agreement to give Damian the direction he needs might not be enough for Damian—or the band—if he loses Lenny.
Review:
This is the first book of the Off Stage series. There are at least two more books in this series and I think this is the first time that I don’t want to jump right in and read the second book (which is sitting on my Kindle along with the third book.) The story left me emotionally drained. Some people have said that the story is about two couples, but it really is about four couples. First off this story is about a rock band and the dynamics of the band mates. It is also about a manager and his relationship with the people that he represents. Damian/Trevor is the lead singer of the band Firefly. Trevor and Lenny the guitarist have been friends since grade school. They have always had each other's backs, and they truly love one another. They are however toxic together. Stanley only manages a select few performers including country star, Vance Ashcroft, Stanley’s sometimes lover. They have been together for years and Stanley has managed to keep Vance from ruining his career. Together they take on the band, Firefly, with their dysfunctional band members. Vance has a pretty good idea what needs to be done to keep Firefly from self-destructing, but it may be too late to escape without casualties. There is so much chemistry between these characters that I really do need a time out to continue this series. The pacing is fast and emotional. Sometimes I felt that there was too much going on making the flow of the story a little rough for me. The ending was bittersweet, but I am hopeful for a better outcome in the second book, Off Stage: In The Wings. This story was in my estimation is character development at its finest. As a reader, you get to know every aspect of these characters. I felt their pain as well as their joy. Review for In the Wings to follow soon.
PLOT: 5 Stars
CHEMISTRY: 5 Stars
PACING: 3 Stars
ENDING: 5 Stars
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT: 5 Stars
Review Copy of Off Stage: Right provided by the Dreamspinner Press I voluntarily reviewed an Advance Reader Copy of this book. Reviewed by Mollien from Alpha Book Club
October 11, 2018
✮4 Stars✮
May 15, 2013
Guilt is such a useless emotion, yet many of us carry it around like some obscene trophy, using it as an excuse to endlessly punish ourselves for either real or imagined transgressions. Damian Learner of 'Off Stage Right' by Jaime Samms, could be the poster child for what can go wrong when we let our guilt run unchecked. Damian practically destroys himself with drinking, whoring, and a destructive, co-dependent, love-hate relationship with his best friend, Lenny. Unless someone intervenes, they will surely destroy each other.
As reckless and irresponsible as Damian seems, he's the lesser of two evils between him and Lenny. I felt a lot of sympathy for him although I wished he'd get a grip and was appalled with his lack of self-preservation. He and Lenny are both miserable, but their history keeps them together. Damian and Lenny are destroying each other, which is the last thing they'd intentionally do. They do love each other, but neither one knows what's wrong with their relationship, much less how to fix it. Both want the other to take control, but neither is capable of doing it; they continue destroying themselves and each other. Disaster looms over them like a train wreck about to happen. They can't live with each other and neither think they can live without the other.
The other tragedy waiting to happen is that if they continue, they will also destroy Firefly, their band which has the capability of being quite successful unless Damian and Lenny implode taking the other band members with them. Their band mates know something is very wrong between Damian and Lenny, but they don't know what it is or how to fix it either. They miss a lot of the obvious clues that, in retrospect, seem obvious. Their friends just keep hoping things will change and they can continue toward the stardom that awaits them. In the meantime, they are all miserable as well. It takes someone with more objectivity, namely Vance, to see the problems and their destructive potential. He, in turn, explains it to Stanley and offers a solution which involves separating Damian and Lenny, Damian with Stanley and Lenny with Vance, and taking them firmly in hand.
There are actually several story lines going on in this book, i.e., Stanley and Vance's relationship, Lenny and Damian's attempted self-destruction, Vance and Lenny's association, and Stanley and Damian's. Jaimie does a fabulous job of developing each character and their relationships to each other, then expertly weaving them together. It's not a light love story about a rock band and their trials. It's a deep, dark, hard look at what can happen when situations get badly out of hand mostly due to denial and unwillingness to change. There was a great deal of character growth involved as each person had to face their demons and begin to do battle with them and it's not an easy trip. Jaime takes us up down and sideways emotionally but at least Stanley and Damian find their balance and are happy and willing to work hard to make it successful. Vance and Lenny are still struggling, but there is hope for the future. They just have a lot farther to go than they first though as we will see in the next book which will focus on their story.
I'd recommend this book to all Jaime's current fans, and to new readers who enjoy their romances on the more realistic, challenging side, but also still enjoy a happy ending. Thanks, Jaime, for the thought-provoking, realistic, and extremely emotional tale.
NOTE: This book was provided by Dreamspinner Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
As reckless and irresponsible as Damian seems, he's the lesser of two evils between him and Lenny. I felt a lot of sympathy for him although I wished he'd get a grip and was appalled with his lack of self-preservation. He and Lenny are both miserable, but their history keeps them together. Damian and Lenny are destroying each other, which is the last thing they'd intentionally do. They do love each other, but neither one knows what's wrong with their relationship, much less how to fix it. Both want the other to take control, but neither is capable of doing it; they continue destroying themselves and each other. Disaster looms over them like a train wreck about to happen. They can't live with each other and neither think they can live without the other.
The other tragedy waiting to happen is that if they continue, they will also destroy Firefly, their band which has the capability of being quite successful unless Damian and Lenny implode taking the other band members with them. Their band mates know something is very wrong between Damian and Lenny, but they don't know what it is or how to fix it either. They miss a lot of the obvious clues that, in retrospect, seem obvious. Their friends just keep hoping things will change and they can continue toward the stardom that awaits them. In the meantime, they are all miserable as well. It takes someone with more objectivity, namely Vance, to see the problems and their destructive potential. He, in turn, explains it to Stanley and offers a solution which involves separating Damian and Lenny, Damian with Stanley and Lenny with Vance, and taking them firmly in hand.
There are actually several story lines going on in this book, i.e., Stanley and Vance's relationship, Lenny and Damian's attempted self-destruction, Vance and Lenny's association, and Stanley and Damian's. Jaimie does a fabulous job of developing each character and their relationships to each other, then expertly weaving them together. It's not a light love story about a rock band and their trials. It's a deep, dark, hard look at what can happen when situations get badly out of hand mostly due to denial and unwillingness to change. There was a great deal of character growth involved as each person had to face their demons and begin to do battle with them and it's not an easy trip. Jaime takes us up down and sideways emotionally but at least Stanley and Damian find their balance and are happy and willing to work hard to make it successful. Vance and Lenny are still struggling, but there is hope for the future. They just have a lot farther to go than they first though as we will see in the next book which will focus on their story.
I'd recommend this book to all Jaime's current fans, and to new readers who enjoy their romances on the more realistic, challenging side, but also still enjoy a happy ending. Thanks, Jaime, for the thought-provoking, realistic, and extremely emotional tale.
NOTE: This book was provided by Dreamspinner Press for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
April 23, 2013
4 Hearts
Review written for MM Good Book Reviews
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Damian (Trevor) is the singer for grunge band Firefly, being treated unfairly by their agent has Damian striking a deal with Stanley, the best agent in the business. But, getting out of his current contract is harder than Damian hoped and after paying the way out of his bandmates contracts he has to accept the offer of Stan’s friend Vance, a country and western superstar, to help him buy out his own contract. Tensions are high in the band though and Damian’s volatile relationship with Lenny, Firefly’s lead guitarist, is heading for destruction. As pressure mounts Damian turns to drink, drugs and anonymous sex and Stan takes the reins of control for Damian, and Vance steps in to take control of Lenny.
When a sub needs to give up control they need a strong hand to guide them, but what happens when the person you want to take control is also a sub? Damian and Lenny love each other, but they can never have what they truly want because neither is strong enough to take control. It affects them both in different ways and it takes interference from outside the band in the shape of agent Stan and his friend Vance for the destruction to break its cycle. Stan and Vance have had been on and off lovers for years, but Stan can’t be a sub for Vance, he has too much Dom in him for that. Vance has his eyes on Lenny and whisks him away when Lenny’s relationship with Damian goes too far, Stan takes Damian in hand and begins to give Damian some of what he needs.
Although Damian/Trevor, Lenny, Stan and Vance are the main couples in this story, the storyline focuses on Damian and Stan and in a smaller part Vance and Lenny. Stan is just what Damian needs, he isn’t a whips and flogger type of Dom, but he is more a control, structure and rules type of person, he also doesn’t take the relationship too far, giving Damian room to heal before embarking into a sexual relationship. Although we see a bit of what is going on between Vance and Lenny we have no clue what is happening between them, I can only hope that Jaime Samms will give us their full story.
All the characters in this book are great, you have divided feelings as you read what is happening and the truth begins to unfold. There is hot scorching sex between Vance and Stan, a nice touch of D/s between Vance and Lenny and some spectacular loving between Stan and Damian. This storyline is really good and you become invested in Damian as he finds himself without the booze, drugs and sex, you want Stan to succeed as the strong guiding hand although Stan himself has his own doubts. The things going on with Lenny are harder to see, mainly because he has become so good at hiding and making himself the victim, I began to resent him for dumping everything on Damian’s shoulders and leaving him to pick up the pieces.
I recommend this story to those who love damaged young men, finding what you long for, a touch of D/s, a controlling Dom, a mess up sub, some really hot sex and a happy ending for Damian and Stan.
Review written for MM Good Book Reviews
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Damian (Trevor) is the singer for grunge band Firefly, being treated unfairly by their agent has Damian striking a deal with Stanley, the best agent in the business. But, getting out of his current contract is harder than Damian hoped and after paying the way out of his bandmates contracts he has to accept the offer of Stan’s friend Vance, a country and western superstar, to help him buy out his own contract. Tensions are high in the band though and Damian’s volatile relationship with Lenny, Firefly’s lead guitarist, is heading for destruction. As pressure mounts Damian turns to drink, drugs and anonymous sex and Stan takes the reins of control for Damian, and Vance steps in to take control of Lenny.
When a sub needs to give up control they need a strong hand to guide them, but what happens when the person you want to take control is also a sub? Damian and Lenny love each other, but they can never have what they truly want because neither is strong enough to take control. It affects them both in different ways and it takes interference from outside the band in the shape of agent Stan and his friend Vance for the destruction to break its cycle. Stan and Vance have had been on and off lovers for years, but Stan can’t be a sub for Vance, he has too much Dom in him for that. Vance has his eyes on Lenny and whisks him away when Lenny’s relationship with Damian goes too far, Stan takes Damian in hand and begins to give Damian some of what he needs.
Although Damian/Trevor, Lenny, Stan and Vance are the main couples in this story, the storyline focuses on Damian and Stan and in a smaller part Vance and Lenny. Stan is just what Damian needs, he isn’t a whips and flogger type of Dom, but he is more a control, structure and rules type of person, he also doesn’t take the relationship too far, giving Damian room to heal before embarking into a sexual relationship. Although we see a bit of what is going on between Vance and Lenny we have no clue what is happening between them, I can only hope that Jaime Samms will give us their full story.
All the characters in this book are great, you have divided feelings as you read what is happening and the truth begins to unfold. There is hot scorching sex between Vance and Stan, a nice touch of D/s between Vance and Lenny and some spectacular loving between Stan and Damian. This storyline is really good and you become invested in Damian as he finds himself without the booze, drugs and sex, you want Stan to succeed as the strong guiding hand although Stan himself has his own doubts. The things going on with Lenny are harder to see, mainly because he has become so good at hiding and making himself the victim, I began to resent him for dumping everything on Damian’s shoulders and leaving him to pick up the pieces.
I recommend this story to those who love damaged young men, finding what you long for, a touch of D/s, a controlling Dom, a mess up sub, some really hot sex and a happy ending for Damian and Stan.
February 17, 2017
Jaime has a way of teaching that first impressions aren't always right.
July 21, 2015
Touching story of two pairs of friends and lovers who are trying to find their way through the life that was handed to them. Vance and Stan are two Doms who are friends and lovers, then you have Damien(Trevor) and Lenny. Both Subs who are on a violent spiral of self destruction and no way to stop except with Stan and Vance's help. Jaime Samms is an excellent writer and she always delivers whenever pen and paper meet.
May 21, 2017
4.5 rounded up
I really enjoyed what is in effect the story of two couples in one, though the story revolves around Trevor/Damian and Stan rather than Lenny and Vance. The ending is left open and with the characters still healing. I wonder if there are any plans for another look at the couples, particularly Vance and Lenny.
I really enjoyed what is in effect the story of two couples in one, though the story revolves around Trevor/Damian and Stan rather than Lenny and Vance. The ending is left open and with the characters still healing. I wonder if there are any plans for another look at the couples, particularly Vance and Lenny.
June 19, 2014
I had initially read the reviews on this one when I got it months and months ago and only remember that it was supposed to have a ton of angst; the kind of angst where you’re exhausted when you finish reading the book, ie. Keeping Promise Rock or Red Tainted Silence. Perhaps my tolerance for angst is higher than other readers because while there is angst in this book, I didn’t really feel like there was that much. It definitely did not exhaust me and frankly I felt there could have been quite a bit more. The story is good, as Samms is a good writer. However, I never connected to the characters so I always felt removed from the angst and it never really affected me. I never felt for nor commiserated with the characters so I actually wanted more angst and for it to be real and meaningful. That said I enjoyed the book and read it in one sitting, which is saying something considering the length. However it’s not a book I would re-read. I liked it but did not love it, even if it’s a book I think I would remember (which is hard when you read a lot and have a crappy memory).
Damian leads a grunge goth punk band named Firefly with consisting of friends so close they’re considered family. One of those friends is Damian’s best friend, Lenny. Everyone in the band, except Damian, has a sad tale of broken homes and horrible experiences that have stunted their emotional capabilities. Lenny and Damian aren’t sleeping together but they love each other and want something neither can provide. Both men yearn for structure and discipline in their out of control lives and their cycle of pushing and punishing each other for the inability to meet their needs is unhealthy to say the least. Enter top manager Stanley and his best friend, country star and sometimes lover Vance. Both Stanley and Vance are Doms who can’t meet each other’s needs because they fight for control. When the men realize that Damian and Lenny need the two Doms as much as they need the submission the boys can offer, hope springs for all four men. However it’s not smooth sailing when the two couples pair off and there is a lot of emotion and past experiences to get through.
The story is basically about Damian and Stanley coming together and finding balance in a relationship with Stanley as Master and Damian as the submissive/slave, set against a rock star background. The secondary plot of Vance and Lenny is parallel but not the main focus with only a few scenes from their viewpoint and then the couple pretty much disappears entirely. That said the characters are decent and each has a considerable amount of problems without overwhelming. I liked the time the author spent developing the relationships between the two best friends – Damian and Lenny and Stanley and Vance – showing how each duo loved each other but weren’t really suited for romantic relationships. It didn’t diminish the closeness of their bonds but did show how best friends aren’t always the best partners.
I know a few reviews mentioned the relationships were dysfunctional but I didn’t really see it that way. Damian and Lenny were hurting themselves and each other in a desperate attempt to get their needs met but neither man could do it, nor could they understand why. It takes an outside look to help both Damian and Lenny understand why the two were not working as wannabe lovers, even though they’d never slept together. The story does justice to this concept, as the relationship was volatile, abusive, and definitely not healthy which the writing goes into great length showing both the tragedy and the solution. So while the relationship was dysfunctional, it more so needed help than to be cut off completely. My only qualm was that I never really understood why Damian and Lenny had to be completely kept away from each other. Both men agreed that it was a bad idea to have a romantic relationship as their needs were not and could not be met by each other but to keep them completely cut off from each other felt selfish to me. It was as if Vance and Stanley were worried that the two boys would rather be with each other and actually loved each other more than their new Doms, despite all evidence to the contrary, so in a selfish move the rockers were kept apart. This really bothered me for a considerable part of the story and I never reconciled my feeling that it was wrong to cut the best friends off from each other when it was ONLY them that couldn’t talk, see each other or even communicate in any way. It felt wrong then and even upon reflection it still feels wrong.
Likewise I enjoyed the nuance of the secondary characters of the band members and Damian’s family but the support for Damian felt too little too late. Damian was blamed and made a scape goat for virtually everything, even though the entire book he was actually trying to make good things happen and championing everyone that shit on him, but after Lenny’s latest abusive tirade all of a sudden everyone supports Damian out of the blue. It felt too lopsided both ways and left me not particularly caring for any of them. I recognized them as good characters but on a personal, reader level I didn’t like them as people. I thought Vance was an interesting character, if incredibly selfish and insecure to keep Lenny isolated from Damian, but he was a minor character and apparently has his own book. I thought the relationship between Stanley and Damian worked on a lot of levels and it was nice to see that Stan recognized his own failings and took steps to correct them at the end. I’m curious where that relationship could potentially go because I honestly don’t see it being happily ever after that easily.
Most of all this is a thoughtful book with a lot of layers and depth. It kept me thinking and I liked that about it. I didn’t agree with everything I read about the characters, their motivations, or the solutions but I always like that Samms’ writing makes me think and get invested in the story. I never felt as though there was that much angst as there is a lot of down time with talking between any potentially angsty scenes, which also tended to end peacefully. It’s a book I would recommend because it’s interesting but definitely not for everyone. I think it will resonate with some readers more so than others. I’m tempted by the sequel with Lenny and Vance’s story, even if I don’t really like either man.
Damian leads a grunge goth punk band named Firefly with consisting of friends so close they’re considered family. One of those friends is Damian’s best friend, Lenny. Everyone in the band, except Damian, has a sad tale of broken homes and horrible experiences that have stunted their emotional capabilities. Lenny and Damian aren’t sleeping together but they love each other and want something neither can provide. Both men yearn for structure and discipline in their out of control lives and their cycle of pushing and punishing each other for the inability to meet their needs is unhealthy to say the least. Enter top manager Stanley and his best friend, country star and sometimes lover Vance. Both Stanley and Vance are Doms who can’t meet each other’s needs because they fight for control. When the men realize that Damian and Lenny need the two Doms as much as they need the submission the boys can offer, hope springs for all four men. However it’s not smooth sailing when the two couples pair off and there is a lot of emotion and past experiences to get through.
The story is basically about Damian and Stanley coming together and finding balance in a relationship with Stanley as Master and Damian as the submissive/slave, set against a rock star background. The secondary plot of Vance and Lenny is parallel but not the main focus with only a few scenes from their viewpoint and then the couple pretty much disappears entirely. That said the characters are decent and each has a considerable amount of problems without overwhelming. I liked the time the author spent developing the relationships between the two best friends – Damian and Lenny and Stanley and Vance – showing how each duo loved each other but weren’t really suited for romantic relationships. It didn’t diminish the closeness of their bonds but did show how best friends aren’t always the best partners.
I know a few reviews mentioned the relationships were dysfunctional but I didn’t really see it that way. Damian and Lenny were hurting themselves and each other in a desperate attempt to get their needs met but neither man could do it, nor could they understand why. It takes an outside look to help both Damian and Lenny understand why the two were not working as wannabe lovers, even though they’d never slept together. The story does justice to this concept, as the relationship was volatile, abusive, and definitely not healthy which the writing goes into great length showing both the tragedy and the solution. So while the relationship was dysfunctional, it more so needed help than to be cut off completely. My only qualm was that I never really understood why Damian and Lenny had to be completely kept away from each other. Both men agreed that it was a bad idea to have a romantic relationship as their needs were not and could not be met by each other but to keep them completely cut off from each other felt selfish to me. It was as if Vance and Stanley were worried that the two boys would rather be with each other and actually loved each other more than their new Doms, despite all evidence to the contrary, so in a selfish move the rockers were kept apart. This really bothered me for a considerable part of the story and I never reconciled my feeling that it was wrong to cut the best friends off from each other when it was ONLY them that couldn’t talk, see each other or even communicate in any way. It felt wrong then and even upon reflection it still feels wrong.
Likewise I enjoyed the nuance of the secondary characters of the band members and Damian’s family but the support for Damian felt too little too late. Damian was blamed and made a scape goat for virtually everything, even though the entire book he was actually trying to make good things happen and championing everyone that shit on him, but after Lenny’s latest abusive tirade all of a sudden everyone supports Damian out of the blue. It felt too lopsided both ways and left me not particularly caring for any of them. I recognized them as good characters but on a personal, reader level I didn’t like them as people. I thought Vance was an interesting character, if incredibly selfish and insecure to keep Lenny isolated from Damian, but he was a minor character and apparently has his own book. I thought the relationship between Stanley and Damian worked on a lot of levels and it was nice to see that Stan recognized his own failings and took steps to correct them at the end. I’m curious where that relationship could potentially go because I honestly don’t see it being happily ever after that easily.
Most of all this is a thoughtful book with a lot of layers and depth. It kept me thinking and I liked that about it. I didn’t agree with everything I read about the characters, their motivations, or the solutions but I always like that Samms’ writing makes me think and get invested in the story. I never felt as though there was that much angst as there is a lot of down time with talking between any potentially angsty scenes, which also tended to end peacefully. It’s a book I would recommend because it’s interesting but definitely not for everyone. I think it will resonate with some readers more so than others. I’m tempted by the sequel with Lenny and Vance’s story, even if I don’t really like either man.
April 20, 2013
3 Stars
For the most part I try to choose books to review I have a shot at enjoying. I doubt I’ll ever be a person willing to read and review anything put in front of me. There are just some things I know I won’t enjoy and don’t feel it’s fair to penalize what may be a well written book because I dislike the subject. Unfortunately, Off Stage: Right by Jaime Samms, was a well written book that simply isn’t my cup of tea. Damian and Lenny are in a terrible relationship. Damian is a drug user and Lenny is a domestic abuser. No one suspects that of Lenny as he was himself a victim or domestic violence. Seriously, people need to look at stats of how frequently abuse victims become abusers. That was very well written. The co-dependency runs both ways and it doesn’t help that these two also work together as they’re in the same band, Firefly. From the outside looking in everyone sees Damian slowly destroying Lenny with his personal self destruction. Enter Stanley and Vance. They are also in a relationship. It’s kind of a casual friends who have sex type of thing. Stanley is a talent manager and wants to sign Firefly. Vance is a country star and one of Stanley’s biggest clients. Amidst much drama Firefly signs a contract with Stanley. Things go both uphill and downhill from there....
Faye's full review can be found at
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For the most part I try to choose books to review I have a shot at enjoying. I doubt I’ll ever be a person willing to read and review anything put in front of me. There are just some things I know I won’t enjoy and don’t feel it’s fair to penalize what may be a well written book because I dislike the subject. Unfortunately, Off Stage: Right by Jaime Samms, was a well written book that simply isn’t my cup of tea. Damian and Lenny are in a terrible relationship. Damian is a drug user and Lenny is a domestic abuser. No one suspects that of Lenny as he was himself a victim or domestic violence. Seriously, people need to look at stats of how frequently abuse victims become abusers. That was very well written. The co-dependency runs both ways and it doesn’t help that these two also work together as they’re in the same band, Firefly. From the outside looking in everyone sees Damian slowly destroying Lenny with his personal self destruction. Enter Stanley and Vance. They are also in a relationship. It’s kind of a casual friends who have sex type of thing. Stanley is a talent manager and wants to sign Firefly. Vance is a country star and one of Stanley’s biggest clients. Amidst much drama Firefly signs a contract with Stanley. Things go both uphill and downhill from there....
Faye's full review can be found at
Live Your Life, Buy The Book
May 11, 2013
I picked this one up because I really enjoyed "Broken Glass," another book by the same author with the same general premise. In both books, there's an undercurrent of D-S relationship, but without the S-M. It seems more mental than physical and I find that a fascinating take on this genre.
In "Off Stage: Right," there are actually 2 storylines happening and while I can see why the author did it this way, I just don't think it works well. The two subs in the book have intertwining plots, but they're off-kilter, with too much at times and not enough at others. The same can be said for the two doms. I'm not really a fan of either sub, and the only one of the doms I really want to read more about is the country singer. He disappears way too quickly from the main story, imo.
Unlike "Broken Glass," the D-S relationships are dodged around and alluded to more than addressed (with some exceptions, of course). Overall, I was left with mixed feelings and overall dissatisfaction. That's not to say that there aren't some really great moments, because there are. It just felt that as a reader, I didn't feel close or involved with any of the characters.
Now, the lawyer-wife of one of the band members? She was awesome!
In "Off Stage: Right," there are actually 2 storylines happening and while I can see why the author did it this way, I just don't think it works well. The two subs in the book have intertwining plots, but they're off-kilter, with too much at times and not enough at others. The same can be said for the two doms. I'm not really a fan of either sub, and the only one of the doms I really want to read more about is the country singer. He disappears way too quickly from the main story, imo.
Unlike "Broken Glass," the D-S relationships are dodged around and alluded to more than addressed (with some exceptions, of course). Overall, I was left with mixed feelings and overall dissatisfaction. That's not to say that there aren't some really great moments, because there are. It just felt that as a reader, I didn't feel close or involved with any of the characters.
Now, the lawyer-wife of one of the band members? She was awesome!
August 19, 2013
Wow! The more I read this book the deeper I was drawn into this story. Stanley was immediately drawn to Damien and as an agent wanted to sign him and did whatever it took to make that happen. It was Stanley's friend and sometime lover that was able to see that Damien and Lenny,another band member and life long friend, were two submissives that would destroy each other if their relationship was allowed to continue.
I couldn't put this book down and there were times I wanted to cry for Damien because he was on such a road to self destruction.
I couldn't put this book down and there were times I wanted to cry for Damien because he was on such a road to self destruction.
June 9, 2013
2.5
Let me start with saying this wasn't a bad book, it just really wasn't for me, at all.
I love angst, but this one tired me out to the point that I really didn't want to see how it ended because it was too much! It took me so long to read, because I just couldn't bring myself to open the pages sometimes...sucked all the energy out of me.
But like I said, it was good writing, very interesting look at D/s and life in general...who knows, maybe if I had been in a different mood, this book could have done it for me.
Let me start with saying this wasn't a bad book, it just really wasn't for me, at all.
I love angst, but this one tired me out to the point that I really didn't want to see how it ended because it was too much! It took me so long to read, because I just couldn't bring myself to open the pages sometimes...sucked all the energy out of me.
But like I said, it was good writing, very interesting look at D/s and life in general...who knows, maybe if I had been in a different mood, this book could have done it for me.
October 13, 2017
Truly well-written, on the right border of catchy and letting you walk away for a bit to solve rl issues before continuing with the story. What I liked the most about Off Stage: Right is the fact it presents you two different "approaches" to D/s relationship. Because even nowadays, many people are close-minded and if their even willing to aknowledge there's any D/s or BDSM as a whole, it's only one thing. One way it can be. Such narrowmindedness honestly pisses me off. Now, unfortunately, I am far from being an expert in the particular scene, so I cannot rate how accurate real-deal-wise it is, however, I'm giving kudos even for the simple fact of pointing out there's more to D/s than just one way.
Gotta admit, me, not being so well-versed about/being a part of D/s scene myself, I found myself a bit intrigued, confused and a lot wondering at times. I think this book would be even one dais higher if the author tried to draw us all in with more detail and focus on the scene (more described feelings, etc.) for those of us uninvolved in D/s. As it is now, it seemed a bit vague to me on that part.
That being said, all in all, I can surely reccomend Off Stage: Right for all that was mentioned above. Not to mention, if you're an honest part of BDSM scene, you know more shit than I do, hence, probably understanding it with no problem at all, not needing any cluing in.
Gotta admit, me, not being so well-versed about/being a part of D/s scene myself, I found myself a bit intrigued, confused and a lot wondering at times. I think this book would be even one dais higher if the author tried to draw us all in with more detail and focus on the scene (more described feelings, etc.) for those of us uninvolved in D/s. As it is now, it seemed a bit vague to me on that part.
That being said, all in all, I can surely reccomend Off Stage: Right for all that was mentioned above. Not to mention, if you're an honest part of BDSM scene, you know more shit than I do, hence, probably understanding it with no problem at all, not needing any cluing in.
July 10, 2017
Have to admit romances which are about "self destructive nature and a need for a dom" plot are getting on my nerves. I mean really, what we have here is a story about a brat who needed a keeper to show him what to do right and wrong. How pulling plot, not really! Anyway, this stories are getting boring.
May 10, 2013
4.25 Stars. http://joyfullyjay.com/2013/05/review...
Stanley Krane is an agent with a stellar reputation. He doesn’t represent a lot of clients, but the ones he has are extremely successful. He has an eye for talent. So when Stanley sets his sights on Damien Learner, the lead singer of Firefly, it seems strange that he’s after the grunge rocker, who is unlike anyone else he represents. Damien has immense talent, though, and more than that, an electric charge of sexual energy while on stage. In particular, with his beautiful guitarist, Lenny.
Krane has his own relationship drama, though. He’s been in a sexual relationship with his best friend and client, popular country singer Vance Ashcroft, for many years. The problem is, they both like to dominate, and while Stanley will submit for Vance, he knows it’s not something he could do long term. When he feels this instant attraction to Damien, he knows the damaged, clearly submissive rocker is someone who would be a good match. If only Damien weren’t so completely messed up.
As if that isn’t enough, Damien’s been in love with his best friend, guitarist Lenny, for years. He’s seen Lenny through an abusive relationship and, while Lenny refuses to have sex with Damien, they have their own emotionally-wraught, dysfunctional relationship. These two have the opposite problem of Stanley and Vance, though. They’re both dying for someone to take control, and so their lives continue to spiral out of control without a strong hand to set and maintain limits.
When Stanley becomes intent on signing the band, Vance buys them out of their current contract and takes a vested interest in their success. Before long, it becomes clear that Damien is a disaster and his relationship with Lenny is extremely destructive. While they try to help Firefly rise to fame, Stanley and Vance become entwined in the lives of Damien and Lenny and sparks fly in all directions.
There are so many things I enjoyed about this book. First of all, this is a book about a rock star. And not in the way some books do these days, presenting it as a setting but not really getting involved in the intricacies of the life of a rock star. This book not only portrays the craziness of the lifestyle, but really shows the business end of it as well. I found it fascinating as well as sexy as hell. There’s a chemistry between Lenny and Damien onstage that the author is able to describe so well, the reader can feel it. And of course there’s the inevitability of the destructive nature of life as a professional musician. It all makes for a great backdrop for this type of story.
While this isn’t a typical BDSM story in the sense that neither couple delves very deep into the bondage, pain play, etc., it does represent very well the Dominant/submissive part of things. In fact, I found it to be such an interesting study in dominance and submission, because there are clearly two couples here who love each other deeply yet are unable to make it work because their souls require something else, whether that be a need to control or be controlled. I could quite easily see, not only how a D/s relationship can work, but how sometimes it’s quite simply essential to the success of a partnership. It’s a perfect example of how love is not always enough. That there is something inside some people that calls out for the person who will complete them and make them whole, regardless of how it appears to the outside world. The D/s lifestyle is presented as the opposite of dysfunction, and it was entirely believable within the context of this novel.
I also really liked the two couples in this novel, though, as I will explain later, this presented a weakness as well. I was emotionally attached to Stanley and Damien as well as Lenny and Vance, and, especially in the beginning, was completely caught up in how things would work out between this group of four men who have long histories together and strong feelings for each other. The only thing that would’ve been better was a foursome scene, though that merely comes from my perverted mind and not because it would’ve made the story any stronger.
After the first half, though, as the two couples begin to form, it became a bit too much for one novel. I wanted Lenny and Vance’s story, but it was really Stanley and Damien’s to tell. And this book was already long — much longer than my “very few novels should be over 250 pages” rule. Everything began to lose focus. Lenny made some decisions that were best for him, but which kind of messed up what had been happening with Damien. Essentially, there were a bunch of unhealthy relationships here that we didn’t have the opportunity to fully explore because it was just too much for one book.
I loved what the author was doing here and hope we see more novels within this world. As I’ve said many times before, I’m a sucker for a well-written book, and this one was just that. The pacing, the plot, the characterization are all excellent. It just became too much for one book and I felt it left some thing unresolved and unexplored. It was original and exciting, though, and I can recommend it, especially for those who are interested in BDSM.
Stanley Krane is an agent with a stellar reputation. He doesn’t represent a lot of clients, but the ones he has are extremely successful. He has an eye for talent. So when Stanley sets his sights on Damien Learner, the lead singer of Firefly, it seems strange that he’s after the grunge rocker, who is unlike anyone else he represents. Damien has immense talent, though, and more than that, an electric charge of sexual energy while on stage. In particular, with his beautiful guitarist, Lenny.
Krane has his own relationship drama, though. He’s been in a sexual relationship with his best friend and client, popular country singer Vance Ashcroft, for many years. The problem is, they both like to dominate, and while Stanley will submit for Vance, he knows it’s not something he could do long term. When he feels this instant attraction to Damien, he knows the damaged, clearly submissive rocker is someone who would be a good match. If only Damien weren’t so completely messed up.
As if that isn’t enough, Damien’s been in love with his best friend, guitarist Lenny, for years. He’s seen Lenny through an abusive relationship and, while Lenny refuses to have sex with Damien, they have their own emotionally-wraught, dysfunctional relationship. These two have the opposite problem of Stanley and Vance, though. They’re both dying for someone to take control, and so their lives continue to spiral out of control without a strong hand to set and maintain limits.
When Stanley becomes intent on signing the band, Vance buys them out of their current contract and takes a vested interest in their success. Before long, it becomes clear that Damien is a disaster and his relationship with Lenny is extremely destructive. While they try to help Firefly rise to fame, Stanley and Vance become entwined in the lives of Damien and Lenny and sparks fly in all directions.
There are so many things I enjoyed about this book. First of all, this is a book about a rock star. And not in the way some books do these days, presenting it as a setting but not really getting involved in the intricacies of the life of a rock star. This book not only portrays the craziness of the lifestyle, but really shows the business end of it as well. I found it fascinating as well as sexy as hell. There’s a chemistry between Lenny and Damien onstage that the author is able to describe so well, the reader can feel it. And of course there’s the inevitability of the destructive nature of life as a professional musician. It all makes for a great backdrop for this type of story.
While this isn’t a typical BDSM story in the sense that neither couple delves very deep into the bondage, pain play, etc., it does represent very well the Dominant/submissive part of things. In fact, I found it to be such an interesting study in dominance and submission, because there are clearly two couples here who love each other deeply yet are unable to make it work because their souls require something else, whether that be a need to control or be controlled. I could quite easily see, not only how a D/s relationship can work, but how sometimes it’s quite simply essential to the success of a partnership. It’s a perfect example of how love is not always enough. That there is something inside some people that calls out for the person who will complete them and make them whole, regardless of how it appears to the outside world. The D/s lifestyle is presented as the opposite of dysfunction, and it was entirely believable within the context of this novel.
I also really liked the two couples in this novel, though, as I will explain later, this presented a weakness as well. I was emotionally attached to Stanley and Damien as well as Lenny and Vance, and, especially in the beginning, was completely caught up in how things would work out between this group of four men who have long histories together and strong feelings for each other. The only thing that would’ve been better was a foursome scene, though that merely comes from my perverted mind and not because it would’ve made the story any stronger.
After the first half, though, as the two couples begin to form, it became a bit too much for one novel. I wanted Lenny and Vance’s story, but it was really Stanley and Damien’s to tell. And this book was already long — much longer than my “very few novels should be over 250 pages” rule. Everything began to lose focus. Lenny made some decisions that were best for him, but which kind of messed up what had been happening with Damien. Essentially, there were a bunch of unhealthy relationships here that we didn’t have the opportunity to fully explore because it was just too much for one book.
I loved what the author was doing here and hope we see more novels within this world. As I’ve said many times before, I’m a sucker for a well-written book, and this one was just that. The pacing, the plot, the characterization are all excellent. It just became too much for one book and I felt it left some thing unresolved and unexplored. It was original and exciting, though, and I can recommend it, especially for those who are interested in BDSM.
June 15, 2014
4.5 heart-wrenching, self-destructive stars
Oh boy. This is one convoluted story. In a good way, but convoluted nonetheless. The story isn't your traditional romance in that it doesn't focus on one couple's relationship with a few strong sidekicks. This is about two best friends, their emotional instability and self--destructive behaviours, and the two men that will become the grounding factors in their lives. There is a lot of angst, which I think hurt-comfort fans will absolutely soak up. I know I did. The two main characters, Lenny and Damian (aka Trevor), are truly broken. Emotionally fucked up, Lenny especially so. They live a codependent nightmare and repeatedly abuse each other emotionally, and sometimes even physically.
They also happen to be members of Firefly, an up-and-coming rock band. The book switches gears once Stanley enters the picture for good after Firefly signs with him as their new manager. Along comes Vance, another client of Stanley's, friend, and often fuck-buddy. If you want your characters pure, entering a relationship fresh, monogamous, and in a honeymoon phase, it's not going to happen here. The MCs are not conveniently available when the story begins. They are emotionally unavailable, they fuck around, and they mess up. In different ways. Multiple times. However, I highly encourage you to look past this, because this is what made the story even more authentic for me. They all go through different processes of growth, and as we get to know the characters better, there are twists that completely change how the characters were originally presented. I loved how the author pulled that off. It was so real and so fascinating to see the tables being turned and a new light being shed on what really is happening with the MCs. This probably doesn't make any sense at all right now, but trust me, I was blown away with how slowly but surely the true nature of things was revealed.
A lot of reviews I read mentioned that the end left things unfinished in some respects and there were holes in the plot that weren't filled. I agree. I don't see this a first book in a series but as a part one of a book. I've already bought the second book and I have started reading it but I had to take a break from all the angst because seriously, it's heavy shit.
There is a lot of steam, a lot of tenderness and a deep focus on emotions and relationships, both romantic and platonic. There is also a kink factor, mildly introduced in this one, which is based mostly on D/s. The book had its problems, some with pacing, some with dividing page length equally between the 4 characters -essentially the two couples that are being formed and the friendship between the MCs. I think some of the details presented towards the last 15-20% of the book were unnecessary. They took the focus from the characters and considering how freaking many of them there already are , I don't think the author could afford to do that.
But, the overall picture is that this book held substance for me, it kept my attention throughout, I didn't even take a break when reading, and I can't wait to get more from the second book. Proceed with caution, but highly recommend!
Oh boy. This is one convoluted story. In a good way, but convoluted nonetheless. The story isn't your traditional romance in that it doesn't focus on one couple's relationship with a few strong sidekicks. This is about two best friends, their emotional instability and self--destructive behaviours, and the two men that will become the grounding factors in their lives. There is a lot of angst, which I think hurt-comfort fans will absolutely soak up. I know I did. The two main characters, Lenny and Damian (aka Trevor), are truly broken. Emotionally fucked up, Lenny especially so. They live a codependent nightmare and repeatedly abuse each other emotionally, and sometimes even physically.
They also happen to be members of Firefly, an up-and-coming rock band. The book switches gears once Stanley enters the picture for good after Firefly signs with him as their new manager. Along comes Vance, another client of Stanley's, friend, and often fuck-buddy. If you want your characters pure, entering a relationship fresh, monogamous, and in a honeymoon phase, it's not going to happen here. The MCs are not conveniently available when the story begins. They are emotionally unavailable, they fuck around, and they mess up. In different ways. Multiple times. However, I highly encourage you to look past this, because this is what made the story even more authentic for me. They all go through different processes of growth, and as we get to know the characters better, there are twists that completely change how the characters were originally presented. I loved how the author pulled that off. It was so real and so fascinating to see the tables being turned and a new light being shed on what really is happening with the MCs. This probably doesn't make any sense at all right now, but trust me, I was blown away with how slowly but surely the true nature of things was revealed.
A lot of reviews I read mentioned that the end left things unfinished in some respects and there were holes in the plot that weren't filled. I agree. I don't see this a first book in a series but as a part one of a book. I've already bought the second book and I have started reading it but I had to take a break from all the angst because seriously, it's heavy shit.
There is a lot of steam, a lot of tenderness and a deep focus on emotions and relationships, both romantic and platonic. There is also a kink factor, mildly introduced in this one, which is based mostly on D/s. The book had its problems, some with pacing, some with dividing page length equally between the 4 characters -essentially the two couples that are being formed and the friendship between the MCs. I think some of the details presented towards the last 15-20% of the book were unnecessary. They took the focus from the characters and considering how freaking many of them there already are , I don't think the author could afford to do that.
But, the overall picture is that this book held substance for me, it kept my attention throughout, I didn't even take a break when reading, and I can't wait to get more from the second book. Proceed with caution, but highly recommend!
June 20, 2013
Jaime Samms has written a dark, gritty, and honest look behind the lights, glamor, and glitter of the rock world into the dark underbelly in her story Offstage Right. Damien Learner, his best friend Lenny Stevens, and their band mates form the grunge band Firefly. The blurb skims the basics of the story, but to really appreciate the full, devastatingly and brutally honest impact, you need to read this book.
This is definitely a character driven story, with a plot that grabs you from the first page, flows seamlessly and smoothly throughout, and doesn't turn you loose until long after you finish the last page. The backstory gives an added dimension to the storyline, weaving it together without overwhelming it. The MCs private lives are portrayed in an heartbreakingly blunt, no-holds-barred manner, revealing that what many people think of as charmed, turns out to be anything but. Damien and Lenny are two damaged souls looking for what they need in each other, only to drive each other closer to the edge of a total meltdown and unless someone steps in, will drag the band down with them.
The sex in most of the story is definitely physical, with very little to it beyond the sex, drugs, and rock and roll veneer, but it changes towards the end into being very loving and tender. The author's style of writing is honest, simple, to the point, and doesn't hesitate to expose and explore the dark and seldom seen world behind the bright lights, music, adoring crowds, and the fame that often leads so many gifted artists to die so young. The book may be a little slow going for some readers but it is DEFINITELY worth the effort. Told in a skillful blend of flashbacks and present day, I absolutely loved the original and unexpectedly hopeful HEA ending and would recommend this heartbreaking yet ultimately triumphant story to everyone.
Trish's 4 1/2 sweet pea review is at http://mrsconditreadsbooks.com/index....
This is definitely a character driven story, with a plot that grabs you from the first page, flows seamlessly and smoothly throughout, and doesn't turn you loose until long after you finish the last page. The backstory gives an added dimension to the storyline, weaving it together without overwhelming it. The MCs private lives are portrayed in an heartbreakingly blunt, no-holds-barred manner, revealing that what many people think of as charmed, turns out to be anything but. Damien and Lenny are two damaged souls looking for what they need in each other, only to drive each other closer to the edge of a total meltdown and unless someone steps in, will drag the band down with them.
The sex in most of the story is definitely physical, with very little to it beyond the sex, drugs, and rock and roll veneer, but it changes towards the end into being very loving and tender. The author's style of writing is honest, simple, to the point, and doesn't hesitate to expose and explore the dark and seldom seen world behind the bright lights, music, adoring crowds, and the fame that often leads so many gifted artists to die so young. The book may be a little slow going for some readers but it is DEFINITELY worth the effort. Told in a skillful blend of flashbacks and present day, I absolutely loved the original and unexpectedly hopeful HEA ending and would recommend this heartbreaking yet ultimately triumphant story to everyone.
Trish's 4 1/2 sweet pea review is at http://mrsconditreadsbooks.com/index....
July 10, 2014
3.5 stars rounded up because the writing is solid and there is a lot of depth here. This was on my TBR forever (I read it for Scavenger Hunt because it was the oldest book there) partially because it looked like it was an intense read, which it is. Damien has a Goth band, they should be very successful although they haven't made it yet. Stanley is the agent who can make it happen; he's immediately drawn to Damien. Damien and his bandmate Lenny have a flirtation going but neither one will follow through on it and it's ultimately destructive. Stanley has a best friend, FB, Vance. The book explores the idea of D/s and difficult relationships and self-destructive actions. The music/rock aspects felt pretty real. I did question some of the psychological awareness displayed by Vance and Stanley to some extent but it's possible that the actions that were taken could have been instinctive, although since we're reading it, it feels a bit too aware. This was an interesting book although I'm not sure I ever really cared that much about what happened. The secondary characters and relationships are well developed and gave the book a sense of "realness" (as real as a "rocker" story can be since that's a fantasy lifestyle). I'll read the next book which goes into Lenny and Vance's relationship.
March 9, 2014
This was a fabulous ride with a large cast of well-drawn characters. I like the bad boy rockstar theme, but luckily - or rather, skilfully! - this didn't fall into the usual tropes. The book was about so much more regarding the characters, life's pitfalls and rescues, friendships and lusts, handholding or hand-tying, what can or can't be fixed. The sex scenes ranged from bloody hot to anguishing to toe-curling UST. Forgive me if I loved the earlier ones more than the later! Ms Samms doesn't pull punches - her books always depict real life, if that isn't a contradiction in fiction *g*, and her characters share a life journey, not just tell a tale.
May 20, 2014
Lots of love for this book! I had a vague idea about where this story was going but in great Jamie Samms fashion, I was presently surprised. This is a multiple POV story. Where I thought it was Stan and Trevor/Damian's story, it was so much more. It was friendships and loves. Friction and feelings. Where are the lines drawn and who can cross them? The was a multi-relationship tangled web and only someone as talented as Jamie can unravel it so wonderfully!
September 1, 2016
3.5 stars
Tons of angst in this story but at the end I was happy with it. However, I think I'll skip on reading book two, which is Lenny's story. He seemed happy enough at the end of this one and I really don't want to go through more drama and angst. I think I'll leave the boys happy and settled, at least in my mind.
Tons of angst in this story but at the end I was happy with it. However, I think I'll skip on reading book two, which is Lenny's story. He seemed happy enough at the end of this one and I really don't want to go through more drama and angst. I think I'll leave the boys happy and settled, at least in my mind.
February 8, 2017
I liked the book and the story but I expected more. It was kinda all over the place and it was focused on all the people. Damian/Trevor and Stan deseverd more I guess. Only the end was truly about both of them. I wanted more. But I liked it anyway.
December 26, 2013
3.5 star
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