Ben And Anita Tell Their Stories! A Very Realistic Story Of Struggle Within A Family.
This is bundle one of two in the Still Life with Memories series. This bundle includes the first two of five books in total. Books one and two chronologically come last in the series. They tell the story of a family struggling with divorce, health issues, and forgiveness. Bundle two includes the last three books in the series. They tell the story of Lenny and Natasha, which chronologically precedes the books in this bundle. Each book in the series may be read as a standalone, but collectively they tell a very realistic story of struggle within a family – between husband and wife as well as between father and son.
FROM: MY OWN VOICE, BOOK 1
An Unusual Story Told By An Imperfect Young Woman. After Divorcing Natasha, Lenny Marries Youthful Anita.
This is book one of the five part Still Life with Memories series.
Anita, raised by a single mother in a Santa Monica rent-controlled apartment, learned about men at a very young age. She learned that her looks give her attention and power over men. But that attention has also brought problems, like the attention she gets from her mother’s boyfriends. Her mother resents her for that.
Lenny Kaminsky is in his forties when a sixteen year old Anita throws herself at him at the ice cream parlor in which she works, though his age is insignificant to her. Little does she fully comprehend what he means when he tells her she reminds him of someone he once knew. She loses her job as a result of her stunt, which guilts him into accompanying her home. When she makes a bold pass at him, Lenny is so lost to his memories that he doesn’t stop her. But Anita’s mother walks into the apartment only to throw her out for her behavior. Lenny, of course, feels responsible for his part in her predicament.
That day began a ten year period of ups and downs for Lenny and Anita. Whenever Lenny’s ex-wife, Natasha, returned to him, Lenny welcomed her back. Natasha had always been Anita’s competition. And after seeing the pictures of Natasha, there was no doubt about what Lenny saw in Anita. He saw Natasha. Anita could pass as a younger doppelganger.
But as the present story opens, Anita, twenty-six, has just become Lenny’s wife. She is about half his age and is pregnant. He married her despite the fact that everyone he knew advised him otherwise. She hardly compares to the beautiful and talented Natasha. Natasha had been a talented pianist, was cultured, and didn’t suffer from poor grammar, unlike Anita. Lenny looks at Anita, but she thinks he still sees his Natasha. Nevertheless, Anita is now married to Lenny and a member of his family, which includes his twenty-seven year old son Ben, who has just returned home and met her. Navigating her new situation, living in the home that Lenny and Natasha shared so many years, and living with two men is a challenge. Worse, Lenny still harbors secrets even after all these years.
This is an unusual story told by an imperfect young woman. Anita is far from innocent in her story. Her age cannot excuse everything, though her childhood sheds light on her actions. Lenny has his secrets and he lived a lifetime before Anita entered his life. Her eyes are open to this all along. She knew she would always come in second to Natasha, but she chose to stay, so it is difficult to have too much sympathy for her. As the story ends, there are gaps in time that remain explained and hints of what might come next. Stories remain untold and secrets remain hidden.
Newlywed Anita finds herself a stranger in her new home with her husband Lenny and his adult son Ben; between the tension in the home and Lenny’s devotion to his writing, married life is anything but simple. The story is well-written. The plot is complex but obscure and very slow to roll out. The characters are carefully crafted. The story is written in first person from Anita’s POV. I rate this book four stars.
FROM: THE WHITE PIANO, BOOK 2
Tensions Rise As Father And Son Search For Forgiveness While Also Becoming Rivals.
This is book two of the five part Still Life with Memories series. It is a story of struggle between and father and his son. Book one, My Own Voice, is told in Anita’s point of view. This is told in Ben’s point of view, covering roughly the same period of time (minus Anita and Lenny’s backstory). The story opens about one month after Lenny’s marriage to Anita. It helps to have first read book one, though this can be read as a standalone.
Ben Kaminsky left home ten years ago, at the age of seventeen. His parents’ marriage was imploding and the pain of living under the same roof would have killed him had he not packed a bag and headed from his California home to Europe. With his parents’ support he spent time in Firenze, Rome, and Tel Aviv. He had attended medical school for two years but dropped out, drifting aimlessly instead. He had never had a job in his decade abroad, and was fearful his family might discover his bumbling ways.
His parents, Lenny and Natasha, had fought about his father’s infidelity before Ben left home. His mother had been unable to forgive the single indiscretion and a divorce followed. The young girl that had been the source of the indiscretion – Anita, who had only been sixteen at the time – promptly moved in with his father, Ben learned from his gossiping aunts. Ten years later, his father had finally married Anita. That event had not gone off smoothly, however, because his father had been hospitalized due to an injury at the wedding, resulting in calls for Ben to return home.
One month later Ben, now twenty-seven, finds himself back in his childhood home. His father is now in his fifties, and though as handsome as ever, he is for now physically diminished as a result of his injury. Anita’s presence in the home causes all kinds of issues. To begin, she looks like a younger version of Ben’s mother, Natasha. She is beautiful and provocative. And she is a year younger than Ben. The youth that Ben and Anita share makes for an odd and uncomfortable living situation. But that just adds to the tension between Ben and his father. Ben returns home with the same hurts that sent him packing ten years ago. He is still damaged and emotional. His father, a would-be writer, is poor with words and struggles to explain what happened between him and Natasha to Ben’s satisfaction.
The distance between Ben and his parents had become more than just geography over the years. Ben has been isolated in many ways. He soon learns that his mother had been diagnosed with early-onset Alzheimer’s disease at age forty-six, four years after Ben left home. Ben is furious for having been kept in the dark. As if that were not enough, Anita lets out the news that she is expecting a baby. Ben struggles with his place in the world. He hopes to connect with his mother. He lays blame at his father’s feet for destroying their family, while he hopes desperately to feel accepted and loved by a father who has moved on and begun a new family in his absence. Ben is not happy with his father’s young wife, yet Anita’s presence tempts him, particularly as he observes that his father does not love her as he perhaps ought to. The atmosphere becomes tense as father and son veer towards becoming rivals.
Ben’s story is painful look into how families are impacted by infidelity, divorce, Alzheimer’s, and secrets. It is about the desperate need for forgiveness that drives the human heart. He leaves home as a hurt and confused teenager and returns home as a man unable to move forward in life and in need of answers. Lenny, Ben, and Anita each share blame in this story, but each is human and imperfect. It is in understanding where they come from, what their thoughts are, and where they go that the full tragedy is revealed. Here Ben’s point of view lends another perspective to this sad story. Ben finally earns a little closure in the end.
There is one issue that merits mention. There are two points in which the story skips ahead, but important bits have been left out, causing some confusion. For anyone hoping for a better explanation of the events, some details are found in Anita’s story, book one. To better explain what happens between chapters seventeen and eighteen in this book, reference the beginning of chapter thirteen and the tail end of chapter fifteen in My Own Voice. For anyone that wants to see more of Ben’s story, chapter sixteen of My Own Voice picks up after this book closes and gives a small peak into the near future from Anita’s perspective. This story serves a similar purpose, filling in a few unexplained gaps in the latter part of My Own Voice as well. Note that although there remain three more books in the series, they are Lenny and Natasha’s story – a look at the past. Chapter sixteen of My Own Voice is chronologically the furthest the collective story goes.
Ben struggles when he returns home to find his mother has Alzheimer’s and his father is newly remarried. Tensions rise as father and son search for forgiveness while also becoming rivals. The story is well-written. The plot is complex but obscure and very slow to roll out. The characters are carefully crafted. The story is written in first person from Ben’s POV. I rate this book four stars.