An excellent send-up of how the system tricks youth into warrior culture then abandons them when it turns out that worldview is neither sustainable nor healthy. After meeting a teenage gas station attendant who wants to be a cop, Hanson thinks: "He should have been nicer to the kid . . . He'd never pass the written test and the interview, but why not let him have his cheap dream until the assholes and his own stupidity took it away from him? I'm an asshole, he thought, but there was something wrong with a person who'd wanted to be a cop ever since he was a kid. What kind of fucked-up ideas did he have?" -472
Anderson perfectly encapsulates cop philosophy here: "It was all luck and evil out there in the dark, Hanson thought. The police couldn't protect anybody." -237
That's not news. The question is: how do we respond to that reality? The answer is old: "Again I saw that under the sun the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor riches to the intelligent, nor favor to those with knowledge, but time and chance happen to them all." The point of Ecclesiastes to me is: fear doesn't keep you safe. Most of life is luck, and hard work can't hurt -- but don't expect a reward for it. Living a life on fear-based decision-making is its own prison.
The cops in this book choose to barricade themselves in suburban arsenals and surround themselves with like-minded folks. It keeps them neither happy nor safe. As I read this book, I repeatedly was reminded of the old Nietzsche quote: "Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster." Particularly chilling was Zurbo's switch to German when talking about weapons. I've met too many cops who speak with "grudging praise" for Nazis or consider Hitler "a great leader." No, he was a sociopath who lead his people to destruction. This book is a reminder to watch out for your soul. And that something needs to change about American policing -- it's sad that this book is relevant and contemporary, even though it's dealing with policing in the late 1970's. Change a few names and it could be today.
As someone who has worked in Portland criminal justice for 20 years, I was surprised that Anderson chose to use the names of well-known crime families here. Those names are still around. It was a courageous and honest move. Anderson does not sugar coat. His vignette of a PD at the courthouse is one I've seen 100 times: "a white doper in oil-stained blue coveralls was combing his long hair with his fingers, one dirty hand, then the other, arguing with his pudgy public defender, 'The best we can do? Three to five? Maybe three? The fuck...' She was one of those people who smile when they talk, no matter what they're saying. 'I feel terrible, too, but . . .". -509
This book is not available on Kindle or Amazon at the time of this writing, so I got it from our library. I checked it out twice -- the first time I almost immediately returned it. The book opens by explaining how police officers would target and kill stray dogs. This is not a pretty book. But it's a good and important book, and (I think) a must-read for Portlanders. I'm surprised writing of this caliber is out-of-print.
The military dialogue is true. "I don't want Captain Decker upset, or confused. 'Cause then he might have to make a decision, and maybe do something. That means more work for me, and more time I got to spend listening to the captain. I hate that. So don't fuck up no more."
"Yes, Drill Sergeant."
"What you doin' here, Hanson? You're not like these other crackers. I mean, shit, you been to college. In spite of that, you're even half smart sometimes."
"They drafted me, Drill Sergeant."
"You enlisted. A three-year R.A."
"After they drafted me."
"Damn, boy. You could of got an MOS to keep you out of combat without taking that extra year, with that college on your record.
"I had to have three years to take the Special Forces test. I volunteered for infantry. If the fuckers are gonna draft me, then I want to see some war."
For a moment, Hanson thought Sgt. Washington was going to hit him.
"Now ain't that a goddamn shame you had to go to all that extra trouble so you'd have a chance to get your ass shot off--when you don't have to go over there at all. Too bad you wasn't born black, Hanson. Then they'd give you all the bad shit you want, all the time. They give it to you for free. God damn, boy," he said, jerking off his wide-brimmed hat, "you don't know . . ." -98
More white blindness about race, when Doc, Hanson's African-American war buddy, explains: "I was up in Cam Lo one Sunday afternoon. Got laid, had a few drinks. They were closing the camp at Mai Loc and I had a lot of free time. I was on my way back to the camp when a couple of MPs in one of those 'gun jeeps' pulls me over. Said I was speeding. Said Cam Lo was off limits and I was 'out of uniform, motherfucker.' Said I better 'produce some eye dee, motherfucker.'" He laughed and took a drink.
"Told me I was in deep shit, motherfucker. They didn't even know the jeep was stolen, and I had about four kinds of contraband in the back. This was about a traffic violation."
"I told 'em to go fuck themselves. I didn't have anything to do with their fuckin' army."
"White guys?" Hanson said.
"Sorry-ass, sad sack-looking motherfuckers too. The one with the peckerwood accent tells me, 'You're under arrest,' Doc said, imitating a white southern accent. "'Get back in your vee-hicle, clear your weapon, and follow us.'
"I told them to suck my black dick, and walked back to the jeep. 'If that's the way you want to play, we can play too. You just used up all your civil rights, nigger.' he says." Doc clapped his hands, laughed, and shook his head. Hanson felt himself grinning.
"Motherfucker's gonna handcuff me. He reaches out to take my arm, you know? When I pull it away, he gives me what I guess was his bad-ass look, and puts his hand on his .45.
"There's a war going on and these two think they're fucking with some barefoot nigger in Alabama or Mississippi or some fucked-up place like that. Hey, we're five miles north of Cam Lo, nowhere fucking Vietnam. Nobody else around except Charlie, who's gonna kill 'em if I don't.
"I ask this fool, 'You gonna shoot me or what?' He says, 'Turn around. Do it now.' Like I guess they taught him in MP school."
Doc laughed again, his glittering eyes meeting Hanson's.
"You smoked 'em," Hanson said. "Didn't you?"
"My Car-15 right there in the jeep. Dump motherfuckers stood there looking at me. Eyes like this. Mouth open 'Oohhh.' No wonder we lost the war.
"On the way back to camp I started to worry. Everybody would have thought Charlie did it, but I let myself get worried. I told Sergeant Major that I needed to disappear for a while. He got on the horn to a guy up in Omega. I had to re-up for a year, but the next morning I was gone. Omega so classified nobody could have found me. All the paperwork's gone now, since the bad ole communists took over." -208-9
I think the point missed (or maybe made) is this: if you live your life surrounded by weapons, you'll likely die by a weapon; live by the sword, die by the sword. Violence begets violence. Again, old news.
Anderson several times writes, "An armed society is a polite society" -- failing to see the exact opposite is what his book is describing. Guns don't keep you safe. If there's anything that science and research tell us over and over, it is that truth. If I have a gun, statistically it is most likely going to be used to hurt someone I love. Not a stranger, and not a bad guy. To paraphrase Justice Harry Blackmun, it is tinkering with the machinery of death.
Finally, the book quotes one of my favorite movies, Maltese Falcon, and one of the best lines: "The cheaper the hood, the tougher the patter." Brilliant writing and allusions throughout.