“You know whose fault it is you ended up like that? It’s yours!”
After many months, I’m returning to this series. I waited a bit for the new volumes to be printed in English and carried at my library.
Suffice to say, this is not where I expected it would go after the cliff hanger of running into Fukiishi again as an adult. I expected Seiichi to find some joy, but without spoiling anything, things just get darker instead.
There’s a very specific visual choice in this volume that carries on for several chapters and throws you off as the reader. Once the veil is lifted on this choice, you go “ohh” and think of everything you’ve read differently.
All said, the most shocking thing in this volume is not any of the plot, but the personal note from the author in the final two pages revealing that much of this series is, in fact, autobiographical. At least, he admits that this series is his attempt to reckon with his relationship with his own mother.
“The more of this comic I draw, the more I suffer.”
This makes the series 10x more bleak than it already was (which is saying a lot).