One of few rare books on by someone who as sharpshooter and marksman killed Russian, nad was, afther war given orders by them to work like slave. It's prove, like any other, that we all have the same dices and we have similar fate, outcome, burden, cross to beary.
On the night of January 23/24, 1945, the Red Army entered Gliwice (then Gleiwitz), marking the beginning of the Upper Silesian Tragedy of 1945 – a period of repression against innocent civilians in Upper Silesia, beginning with mass arrests and deportations to forced labor in the USSR, driven by the need for labor in Soviet industry. This deportation affected thousands of residents regardless of nationality and lasted until mid-1945.
The Red Army committed mass murder, rape, and robbery, with an estimated death toll in the hundreds (sources indicate over 800, or even 700), including elderly people, women, and children, in retaliation for resistance, although the exact number of civilians murdered is unknown.
The Miechowice Massacre of January 25-28, 1945, was a crime committed by Red Army soldiers during the liberation of Upper Silesia. It included mass murder, rape, and pillage of civilians, including Poles and Silesians. Long silenced, it came to light years later, with up to 380 victims. The events began with the fighting on January 25, and the brutality was part of a revenge against the population considered German, despite their diverse national identities.
The deportations of Upper Silesians to the USSR in 1945, known as the Upper Silesian Tragedy, were the mass forced relocation of over 43,000 people (mostly men) to forced labor that took place after the "liberation" by the Red Army. The exterminations took place from February to April, and those deported were sent to labor camps. Many died in inhumane conditions, and their return only occurred in 1950, deepening the trauma of a region that had long remained silent about these events.
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It was January 19, 1945. I crawled to the wall of a house. My hand looked terrible. A grenade exploded nearby, burying me in rubble. My companions carried me from the ruins of the house and transported me to a yard where the wounded were being treated. There, my hand was operated on, and then I was taken to a field hospital in Gliwice. On January 22, 1945, I had to deposit my weapons, for which I received a receipt. When the Russians approached the Lithuanian-German border, all the Germans were evacuated. My parents were sent to the village of Stöbnich, near Rochlitz, near Leipzig. Because they knew my field post office number, their letter reached the hospital in Gliwice. By this time, the Russians had reached the Gliwice area, so the wounded had to be transported. My 68th Infantry Division was still fighting fiercely in Silesia, and our hospital train was taking us elsewhere. When we passed through Rochlitz, I got off. I was sent to the reserve hospital in Burgstädt.
My arm looked very bad; the doctors were increasingly calling for amputation. I also felt pain on the left side of my chest, and since I was buried under the rubble, I had been coughing up blood. So I underwent another operation.
While I was in the Burgstädt field hospital, I received a letter and a package from the Commander-in-Chief of the 4th Panzer Army, General Fritz-Hubert Gräser, on the occasion of my 207th hit. On January 11, 1945, he addressed the following words to me:
To Corporal Bruno Sutkus; at the headquarters of the 196th Grenadier Regiment.
I heard with great joy about your 207th hit. I know how much courage, perseverance, and dedication—besides masterful skill—it takes to achieve this magnificent result. Through your actions, you inflicted heavy losses on the enemy while simultaneously serving as a shining example of uncompromising combat readiness for your comrades. I offer you special praise and send you a package with gifts intended for you.
Hail Hitler!
Signed: Gräser, General of the Armored Forces. While I was in the field hospital, air raid alarms often sounded, and the wounded were then moved to the air raid shelter. It was terrifying, but nothing like the weeks spent in the trenches facing enemy attacks, in rain, snow, and cold.
On March 1, 1945, I received the Silver Wound Badge from the chief surgeon – it was my third wound.
The first was a blow to the cheek, the second to the chest. When he was hit in the chest, he didn't lose his cool and shot the Russian.
Earlier, in the field hospital, with the previous wound, he met a girl named Erika, and he liked her so much that he thought about her every day, constantly . She told him she would sew his clothes and he should go to the cinema to see a movie. Afterward, everything was neatly mended, and he later mentioned the song Erika.
One day, I went with my father to Patašiai, the village where he was born. The last Lithuanian partisans lived in the vast forests around Sutkai. They all perished, one by one.
Now I no longer had any identification, so one day I was arrested by NKVD operatives. They demanded I show my ID, and because I didn't have it, I was considered a "bandit" and arrested. They ordered me to admit I was a partisan and tell them where my bunker was. I was beaten and pushed, then my hands were tied behind me with wire. I was accused of banditry and participation in the Lithuanian resistance movement.
Then I was taken to Grishkabudis prison, where I was subjected to brutal torture. NKVD investigators demanded that I admit I was a German soldier, reveal the Lithuanians' hiding places, and reveal the location of my remaining comrades.
The prison was terrible. I spent almost three weeks there. We were packed like herrings in a very small space. There was no room to sit or lie down. We even slept standing up. Many times in those days, I cursed my fate, wishing I had been shot while fighting in The Wehrmacht.
My cousin, Pijus Marma, from the village of Szetija (Leketschai district) helped me. For a generous gift—smoked ham, sausage, and vodka—KGB Captain Szalabin stood up for me when I was about to be court-martialed, demanding the death penalty by shooting for desertion. And once again, I was saved by my stateless passport, issued in the Schloßberg district, which stated that I was not Lithuanian because I was not born in Lithuania. And as a stateless person, I also lacked Soviet citizenship, meaning I could not be tried under Article 58 for treason. Ultimately, I was released and given a certificate granting me permission to live in the Szakai district. Once again, I narrowly avoided death.
NEWS FROM HOMELAND
A Letter from Erika
When I was still living in Rudówka, I sent many letters to Germany, to my sister living in Niederdorf, near Chemnitz. I didn't know that after my husband returned from wartime captivity, she had moved to Dortmund and wasn't receiving my letters. However, one day, Irmgard Schröder, her daughter, went to visit Niederdorf. My letter arrived there just then, and was immediately forwarded to her. Since they hadn't heard from me for ten years, they didn't even know if I was still alive. It was from them that I learned that my mother had died on January 1, 1948.
I also wrote to Erika, a former Red Cross nurse, and she replied. I also sent a letter to my grandmother's old address in Chicago; she was last home in 1929, when she came to visit my father. She then gave him a few documents and a gold watch with a chain, the back of which was engraved with his grandfather's coat of arms, and a signet ring with the family coat of arms. His father then flew into a rage and threw the documents and the signet ring into the fire. His grandmother burst into tears, but his father exclaimed angrily: "It would have been better if they had killed me at birth, then I wouldn't have had to live the life I live! No education, no school, and when I sign my name, I have to make three crosses!" Today I understand his pain. His father was the illegitimate son of a count, for whom marriage to a "commoner" was unthinkable. Therefore, his son had a difficult youth. However, the letter from Chicago returned with the information: "The addressee has died."
...a dangerous sniper is operating on the German side, but they took it lightly. Being in the group, they weren't afraid of a single German soldier. They joked that it was probably high time to eliminate him. We knew they were coming because our reconnaissance group had managed to catch a lookout during the night. I took up a position overlooking the road they were supposed to come by. They must have passed by this point; there were no other roads in this swampy area. Colonel Miroshnichenko was the commissar of that sector at the time. He said they knew my name. I knew this because they often said over the loudspeakers that "they will destroy me, a bloodthirsty fascist." However, all their efforts to lure me into a trap were in vain. A great panic broke out in their trenches as I shot, killing them one by one. In this situation, none of them felt safe anymore. I cleared our sector of enemy snipers, thus saving my comrades.
When Officer Shvaitov led me into the building, the doors of all the offices opened. Everyone wanted to see this renowned German sniper who had lived under their noses for so many years and—unbeknownst to them—had been acquitted by a military tribunal.
They couldn't bring any charges against me because I had fought honestly against them. I could have died many times myself. Sure, I was lucky, but I was also faster than the others and had a better eye.
However, Colonel Miroshnichenko summoned me for another reason. He wanted to recruit me into the Soviet security service. If I agreed to go to Germany and fulfilled the tasks assigned to me by the Soviet security service, I would receive officer rank and expiate my sins.
I flatly rejected the offer. I could never betray my comrades-in-arms who had died for me; I could never become a traitor to my German homeland.
Miroshnichenko then stated that I couldn't even dream of ever going to Germany again. I had no right to live, and I would atone for my sins until my death. I will remain in exile and be closely watched by the Soviet security services. And I will have to obey all their orders. He said, "It's a pity, you yourself will begin to regret that you're still alive." Many others will be allowed to leave the country, but certainly not you! I replied that what I can earn honestly will be enough for me.
On Miroshnichenko's desk, I saw documents stolen from the German Wehrmacht archives. Well, their security services had done a good job. I had to sign a pledge never to reveal my true identity to anyone and not to engage in anti-state propaganda or act to the detriment of the state. I was then released.
Thus, a trap was set for me, one I couldn't easily escape. Where was I supposed to get an original birth certificate, since Schilfelde was located on the East Prussian border in the Schloßberg district? The local town hall, along with the citizen register, had most likely been destroyed during the war. I also found the village of Fichtenhöhe, which I had visited in 1945, burned down. Everything was destroyed. I didn't know then that the longtime mayor of Fichtenhöhe, Richard Schiller, had saved the citizen register, which was now in the possession of his son Georg, who lived in Bremen. One day, a security officer came for me. I was to be personally interrogated by Colonel Miroshnichenko in Irkutsk. The incident concerned an incident that took place on November 15, 1944, on the Jastrzębiec-Zaniki road in the Subcarpathian region. That day, I opened fire on officers from a Soviet inspection force tasked with investigating why, a few days earlier, Soviet planes had dropped bombs on their own positions instead of German ones. The Soviet units fired flares to show the pilots their target, but they didn't notice them. We exploited this, easily capturing their observation post.