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50 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 13, 2013
“You are mine. Mine. I won’t let anyone touch you ever again. No one, you hear me? Not Martin, not any fucking man. No more, Benjamin. Are we clear? Do you understand me? No more!”
The world was quiet and everything was right and peaceful, and his last thought before he allowed sleep to claim him was Mine. His.
Marcus bled inside, every minute was one more where he could imagine the worst. Ben alone and crying for him - someone, anyone—to take him away from the nightmare he’d been fighting for four long years.
How could anyone love damaged goods? Couldn’t Marcus see how ugly he was?
Love has to be shared and earned and re-learned every day. It can’t be taken for granted, and while it can be as strong as steel, it can also be as fragile as the finest bone china.
He wanted to feel. To have his heart unclench and know what love felt like. Wanted to feel warmth in his chest, arms around him at night and kisses on the back of his neck. He wanted to not feel scared and alone, and have someone to pick up the pieces of his broken heart and help him put them back together again. He wanted to have someone who cared if he was running late because he stopped at the library and got lost in a book. Wanted someone to laugh with and cry with and grow old together.

He imagined this was what hell would be like. Having something within your grasp, but never being allowed to touch it
But you know the worst of it, don’t you, Benjamin? It means you have to take care of him too. You have to dust off that pile of rubble in your chest and try to glue the pieces back together. Then you have to offer it to him and hope he sees it for the gift it is and trust him

, the little shit, for putting Marcus through all that torture, especially as he knew what had happened to Marcus and Jeremy. I'm not going into great detail so as not to spoil it for others. Just to say, this was every bit as thrilling as the first installment, and I cannot wait for the final story, although having said that, there'll be no more Marcus and Ben then, will there??
. But the best part, thank you so much for the mention at the front of the book, you're very welcome you lovely man!!


Love has to be shared and earned and re-learned every day. It can’t be taken for granted, and while it can be strong as steel, it can also be as fragile as the finest bone china.

Please, please, don’t let anything bad happen to him, I will do anything. Anything.
It was only after Benjamin came into his life, and he could breathe again without feeling the dark cloud of grief, that he’d even been really aware of how much time had passed. And how utterly alone he was. He didn’t want to go back to that place. Couldn’t go there again. He really would rather just lay down and die.
But a man like Marcus, he deserved someone whole and good. How could he love damaged goods? Ben wasn’t good. But he wanted so much, he wanted to feel. To have his heart unclench and know what love felt like. Wanted to feel warmth in his chest, arms around him at night and kisses at the back of his neck. He wanted to have someone to care if he was running late because he stopped at the library and got lost in a book, Wanted someone to laugh with and cry with and grow old with.
