I received a copy of this book thanks to the publisher via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. My thanks to the publisher and the author for the opportunity.
I have slept overnight before writing this review, to let it all settle in my thoughts and feelings. This was an out of the box read for me as when I chose it I did not realise it fell into the New Adult category and that's a genre I don't usually explore however this was not a bad read at all with a few surprises I was not expecting.
Briefly, Stella faces a major tragedy early on in the book, she pretty much falls apart, is constantly drinking and essentially bitter, angry and full of grief. Her two roommates are constantly propping her up and helping her pull herself out of the pit she is in, particularly Patrick, whom she becomes really good friends with. I have to admit, she was really annoying me as a character at the start with all the drinking, the swearing, and the selfishness shown towards just about everybody else around her.
As the story develops Stella's life starts to get back on track, the drinking slows (slightly), I was wondering why nobody in the book got this woman to a rehab centre or AA meetings at one point it was that bad!
Anyway, her life is improving, she is able to go out and function and feel happier again after her tragic loss and heavy grief that has burdened her.
She enters into a fling with a handsome bartender but struggles to bring down all the walls she has built up to protect herself. This is where we get a lot of sex going on, friends with benefits sex essentially from Stella's perspective, the way she treats George is appalling, bordering on verbal abuse at times. She's a complex character and I had a lot of love/hate going on with her.
I have mixed feelings around this book as there are things I thought were excellent and I loved and things that made me cringe, so I am going to break it down.
What I loved: Some of the characters are really well written, Patrick is a prime example, his care for Stella, and the amount of times he rescues her as her friend borders on co-dependency, but he's as solid as a rock for this woman as she is falling apart all over the place.
The twists and shocks that are thrown in at the end I did not see coming whatsoever, and I was reading it then put it down and was thinking "what on earth? huh? you are KIDDING me?" it was good writing, there is NO inkling that the twists are coming, and they are good, very good.
The ending links to the beginning of the book, but you don't make the connection straight away, again, I thought this was really good, it really does have some unexpected plot twists, I didn't expect in this book at all.
What I didn't love: There was not enough background or description of situations around the characters, such as the flat where Stella lives, NOT one description of it, it's hard to picture where they are, the same with the bar they frequent and other locations. It's like having character free-floating on a blank canvas. Where some books have TOO much description, I felt this one needed a bit more.
The swearing, the awful swearing, especially from the women in the book. Now I am no prude, and get that swear words get used in everyday life, but at one point Stella came across like she was raised in the gutter (which she was not), not your average swear words, and there is LOT of it, it got a bit tiresome.
Stella walking around her flat dropping her clothes as she goes, showing all to her flatmates, friends and whomever else was around. Seriously? I get she was drunk a lot but this theme just kept coming up time and time again.
The sex scenes, for once in a book I felt not enough detail, it's happens so fast and then we are on to the next scene, considering how much sex was going on, I think those scenes could have been "fleshed" out a bit more. (Sorry for the bad choice of wording there)
For most of the book the timeline moved too fast, we jumped months in a page and it was not always hugely clear of it either, I think some clarity expressing timelines would have helped a bit, it just seemed to be on fast-forward with good bits being missed out along the way a bit.
SO, my final thoughts?
I fluctuated back and forth on this book, did I love it? NO, did I like it? Some of it? Did some of it make me cringe at how it portrays women? Yes it did. However, it really does lead up to an exceptionally good ending that I know leads on to the next book in the series, fans of the first book will be eager to read the next installment.
Here's the funny thing, it's not really my genre of book, I didn't love all of it, but I am a touch curious about the next book, especially to see how her character is developed further. So it must have been okay right? To even consider reading the next book? We shall see.
3-3.5 stars for this one, I do think it will be hugely appealing to the right market who love this genre of novel.