"sometimes the day begins with nothing to look forward to," begins this stunning picture book, which - with its flawless blend of text and picture - expresses the reality of depression better than any other book I have seen. Each page adds another simple sentence, and another complex layer of emotion, to this unfolding story of despair. The pessimism of the opening line is followed by a descent into hopelessness, a sense of overwhelming darkness, and the conviction that it is futile to attempt to either understand or be understood. The loneliness of living in a world that feels like "a deaf machine," the horrifying feeling of being trapped in a place "without sense or reason," and the terrible sense that this downward spiral is somehow inevitable and inescapable, lead the narrator into a place of almost-total isolation. She has become lost, not just from the world around her, but from herself... And then an extraordinary thing happens - something that has been with her all throughout her journey is revealed - and she learns that nothing is lost...
It is difficult for me to describe just how perfectly Shaun Tan's illustrations complement the brief text in this picture book. They are both beautiful and terrifying, but most importantly, they are TRUE. The combination of word and image evokes a powerful emotional response, and although hope does surface at the end, it is Tan's depiction of depression that resonates the longest. I was so moved by this book that I bought a copy for my sister. I wanted her to understand what I meant when I tried to describe depression as less of a "feeling" of sadness, than as a "state" in which the soul itself becomes weary...