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243 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 18, 2013
MC: I want everything to go my way! I will hurt everyone I say I love and then I will cry and be angry and sad about it and say life is unfair because I didn’t get my way.
Life is unfair.
I know I am in no position to deal with this situation but I am going to do so anyway. Why ask for help or stop and think for a second or three when I can go in half-assed and regret it later.
I have no one to help me. No one to rely on.
I need to stop rushing into situations like a child who doesn’t know how to control their emotions or can’t. Oh look a situation arose for me to rush in all willy nilly and childlike.
Oh my I shouldn’t have done that. Now I shall be angry, sad and frustrated that no one is here to help me or for me to talk to and rely on.
I love you but I’m not going to show you that even though you went to hell and back for me. I will treat your fears and insecurities like they don’t matter, cause they don’t since this is about me.
You are a monster! You can’t make sooo much fucking sense! No! Stop it with the reason and the sense! Stop it you monster!