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445 pages, Paperback
First published June 19, 2023
Perfection bored me, and Devon was the farthest thing from it. Together we didn’t resemble anything even close to perfect, and maybe that’s why I loved us so much. We were grit and gravel, held together with spit and superglue, fused among all our jagged bits.
❝You move, I want to fuck you. You smile, I want to hug you. You challenge me, I want to kill you. There is no in-between with you. I love you so much I hate you. So stop being a dick, stop being insecure, stop comparing yourself to the assholes I work with, and get some fucking confidence. You’re hot shit, Devon. My dick is hard because of you.❞ I huffed.
He was beautiful. Nothing in my life had ever been as beautiful as Maddox. Not this bed, the trailer, or the lot we worked so hard to get. Not the shop, the trucks, our dirt bikes, or anything else we managed to own and be proud of. I could lose it all and barely blink, but if I lost Maddox, I’d blink right out of existence.
❝Oh, thank fuck,❞ Jeff laughed when he saw us.
❝Maddox!” Heidi shouted. ❝Devon’s here!❞ She turned to me and smiled. ❝You’ve got that boy whipped, Dev. He’s been getting hit on, propositioned, and felt up, but he keeps pushing everyone away and looking for you,❞ she laughed.
I swooned. Fucking hard.
❝I miss you,❞ he said. ❝The way we are together. I just want you so fucking bad, Dev.❞ A swoon-bomb went off. Fucking hell, I was getting sick of swooning. Lie.
❝Nate, pull over,❞ Maddox demanded. ❝Pull over so I can fuck my man.❞ My man. I swooned again.
❝Say it, baby.❞
I’d never get used to him calling me that. It felt special, meant only for rare occasions or something like that. ❝Say what?❞
❝Tell me I can fuck you again.❞
❝You can fuck me again,❞ I said into the blanket. ❝You can fuck me as many times as you want, Madd.❞
I moaned when he slammed into me. ❝I fucking love you, Devon.❞
❝I fucking own you, Devon,❞ Maddox’s voice became deeper than the thunder. ❝All of you. Your fucking body, your broken soul, and your whole heart.❞

"You move, I want to fuck you. You smile, I want to hug you. You challenge me, I want to kill you. There is no in-between with you. I love you so much I hate you."