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487 pages, ebook
First published June 30, 2015

What are you going to do to me?"
"Lamb, the question you should be asking is what aren't you going to do to me?"



You're sensitive," he murmured to her belly button. "I can't wait to latch on to your clit. I'm going to suck it until you come so hard you scream."
Toni's knees clamped shut again. he was going to do what to her whozit?

I can't wait to keep you in my hotel room for an entire day and show you all the dirty things I want to do to this body," he whispered.
Eyes wide, Toni's body stiffened. She wasn't sure if she should be excited or nervous by the prospect.
"Your pussy tastes so sweet," he said. "I'm going to start you off by licking it for hours."
Okay, excited it was.


So whose idea was the cleavage cam?" he asked.
"Mine. It's impossible to get anyone's attention when Max is around."
"Tell me about it," Logan grumbled.
"So I figured if they wouldn't talk to me, maybe they'd talk to my boobs.
Okay, who's next?" she called out.
Logan leaned toward her chest. "I'm Logan Schmidt, and I've been a fan of Toni's boobs for almost a day now."
Raw means without a condom."
"It does?"
"What did you think it meant?"
"Well....I thought it mean you'd do it to me until my vagina got sore."
"Do what to you?"
"Pound me."
Ouch! There's a gearshift in my ass."
"Oh, sure, you barely know this car, and yet you're already giving it privileges you won't give me."
"Not inside my ass. It poked me in the hip."
"You got me all excited for nothing. Back seat?"


Oh Logan. He’s so… alive. I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone who appreciates life the way he does. Balls out and full throttle.














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"You're crazy"
"When it comes to you,
I don't know how to be sane."



“Got yourself a vampire fetish?” He asked with a chuckle.
“What?” she managed to say. “No, of course not. Vampires aren’t real.”
“But I’m all about bringing your fantasies to life, babe. If you want to be banged by a sparkly dick, I’ll go get the glitter.”

“Toni only has one sweetheart,” Logan said.
“Is it Spiderman?”
Toni snorted. Where has she come up with that? “No, not Spiderman.”
“Better not be.” Logan scowled. “Slinging his sticky web all over the city. It’s not decent, I say.”
“He got me,” he gasped and went still.
“Oh no!” Toni cried. “I need to suck the poison out.”
...hang out with the band for a month and become an insider.A few obstacles falter her assurance in herself. She's a caregiver to her mentally handicapped sister who relies on her a lot. Toni has moments where she questions if she's the right person to write a book about the band.
Outsider







She was naked.
With a man. And not just any man. This man. Somehow she’d imagined sex should always occur in a bed beneath the covers in the dark. But apparently on a sofa in the back of a tour bus with all the lights on worked just fine too.

This is the part where I’m supposed to tell you to be a good girl and to carefully guard your heart, body, and soul from evil rock stars. I should advise you to stay away from excessive alcohol, drugs, sex, and backstage after-parties.
If you’re still a virgin next time I see you, I will promptly kidnap you, haul your ass to Vegas in the trunk of my car, and buy a bona fide man-whore to remove your V-chip.
“I thought I could wait until you shaved it for me, but I’m going to have to risk the hairball.”

“God, I love you.”
“You’re in trouble lamb.”

Was she really going to lose her virginity? To a gorgeous rock god with a huge cock?
Oh wow, this was really going to happen. He was going to shove himself inside her and get rid of her blasted virginity once and for all. But how on earth would that thing fit inside her? He was huge! Were all penises that enormous? The ones she’d glimpsed on the internet tended to be, but she was pretty sure they were enlarged with Photoshop. There was no artificial enlargement going on here. She could see with her own eyes. Logan grabbed the base and tilted his cock up and down. Toni followed his movement like a drunk taking a sobriety test.
“Lord, woman, I do love you.” “…I mean as a friend.”

-“I can’t wait to squeeze them together around my cock and fuck them until I come all over your chest.”
-“Oh! So that’s how a guy fucks tits,” she blurted loudly. Very Loudly. Everyone within earshot burst out laughing.
-“Ouch! There’s a gearshift in my ass.”
-“Oh, sure, you barely know this car, and yet you’re already giving it privileges you won’t give me.”
-“Not inside my ass. It poked me in the hip.”
-“You got me all excited for nothing.”

-“You don’t have to say things like that to get in my panties,”
-“But I do to make you smile.”
“Feels good, baby. You’re so beautiful. I’m crushing so hard on you right now.”
“I wish I could fast forward time a couple of hours so the show would be over and I could teach you more about making love.”
“Why are you so nice to me?”
“I have ulterior motives.”
“Such as?”
“Making you mine.”










"Everything will work out. You have to believe in yourself even when no one else sees your true worth."
"Logan's smile made her toes curl inside her boots."


‘Laughing, probably about her wearing pajamas, the guys headed up the bus steps in single file. Except Logan. He lifted a hand touched her cheek with his fingertips. His thumb brushed her trembling lips. “A sweet lamb left to fend for herself in a den of wolves. Whatever will we do with you?”
“What do you mean?”
“I’ll see you inside.”’

‘“Next time it will be all for your pleasure. I won’t let myself get so carried away.”
As if she was going to argue with that.
“And then the next time, you’ll teach me to suck your cock, right?” she said.
He groaned and wrapped both arms around her to give her an enthusiastic hug. “Woman, you’re going to get me hard again if you aren’t careful.”
Was that supposed to be some kind of warning? She took it as more of a challenge.’
“I’m good at paying attention.”
He scowled. “I’m not. The only thing I’m good at is being a fuck-up.”
She rubbed his worried brow with her fingertips until his flesh relaxed beneath her touch. “You’re not a fuck-up, Logan. You’re . . .” Wonderful. She sighed internally, not wanting him to know how infatuated she was with him already. Or maybe her jumping into his bunk with him was a dead giveaway.
“Prove it. Name one thing I’ve done in the past twenty-four hours that wasn’t impulsively stupid.”
“Impulsive, yes, stupid, no. You’re a creature of instinct.”
“So now I’m a creature?”
“A man,” she corrected. “A sexy one who I can’t stop thinking about, even though I know I should be paying attention to my work.”
“I have the same annoying problem when it comes to you.”
“You don’t have to say things like that to get into my panties,” she said with a grin.
“But I do to make you smile.” He kissed her, and she melted against him. His lips moved to her jaw. “Besides,” he whispered, “it’s true.”
‘She smiled softly and shook her head. “You don’t have to lie to save my feelings, Logan. I’m a big girl.”
“I’m not lying.” He lifted her hand from her lap and kissed her wrist. “I wish I could fast-forward time a couple of hours so the show would be over and I could teach you more about making love,” he said. And you can teach me how to love someone.
She wrapped her arms around his head and hugged him to her abdomen. “Why are you so nice to me?”
His chuckle was muffled against her belly. “I have ulterior motives.”
“Such as?”
“Making you mine.” Shit. Why had he said that? He was showing his cards much too soon.
She slapped his shoulder. “Don’t say it if you don’t mean it.” He wished he could say he didn’t mean it. He didn’t particularly want to be so far gone. Ah, what the fuck—he liked her. A lot. She was just going to have to learn to live with it. If he could admit it, surely she could accept it.
“I mean it, Toni.” He untangled his head from her grasp so he could look up at her. “I really do like you. And it isn’t just lust.” For once in his dick-led life. “I can’t stop thinking about you. Even when you’re not in my bed, you’re in my head. It’s driving me crazy. I’m not sure how to handle it.”
She smiled, and he saw her feelings displayed clearly in her eyes. “You’re going to break my heart someday.” She released a sigh and stared over his head as she spoke. “I really like you too, Logan. But maybe it’s best if we pretend the only thing between us is lust. If I fall for you . . .” She shook her head and closed her eyes.
“You don’t trust me with your heart.”
“Should I?”
He wanted to say she should, wanted to say that he’d never hurt her, but he, more than anyone, was aware of his track record with women.
“That’s something you’ll have to decide on your own.”’

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be a bother. I just got a little worked up when you kissed me.”
Logan chuckled. “A bother? You’re kidding, right?”
He wrapped a lock of her hair around one finger and tugged. “You are no bother,” he said. “What you are, Miss Nichols, is a distraction.”
“Isn’t that the same thing?”
He shook his head. “I wouldn’t want to be around a bother. I can’t stop thinking about or wanting to be near a distraction. Does that sound like the same thing to you?”

“You’re lying.” She hoped.
“Why do you say that?”
“You can’t even look at me, Logan.” She touched his hand, surprised when instead of drawing away, he turned his hand over to clutch hers in an iron grip. “At least look at me while you break my heart.”
“I don’t want to break your heart, Toni.” He lifted her hand and pressed it into the center of his chest. His heart thudded against the back of her hand. “Not when seeing you upset breaks mine.”




“I thought I could wait until you shaved it for me, but I’m going to have to risk the hairball.”
She entered the bathroom and there was a series of thuds as a collection of somethings tipped over in succession. “Logan! What in the world are all these things? There’s a rainbow of dicks in here!”
