This is the third book I have read by Herve Guibert – I started with My Manservant and Me and then read To the Friend Who Did Not Save My Life. I finished Letters to Eugene in one sitting, in part because it is short and because it is wonderful.
The photo on the cover makes a lot of sense after reading Guibert and Savitzkaya’s exchanges over ten years. Both men look awkward in the photo, which is how their initial writings began, and it fits perfectly with the content. Guibert spent ten years writing Savitzkaya. And, while Savitzkaya responds and engages through his own correspondence, it is much less frequent and shorter. Guibert must have had a good understanding of Savitzkaya’s personality to have persisted. It is easy to see the friendship develop from introductory, to friends, to lovers, and back to friends.
Guibert doesn’t hold back and fits so much feeling into his letters. It is art the way he can work in insult, respect, and lust into the same paragraph. I had to put the book down from laughing when I read that kissing Savitzkaya “felt like cold flesh, shrinking back, the lips of a cadaver or a devious little girl.” And, in the same paragraph Guibert tells him he likes him and wants to see him again.
Then there is Guibert’s letter from 25-June-1986 when he tells Savitzkaya, “I am not so great at the moment: everything, or almost everything, looks bleak, but since this isn’t the first time this has happened to me, I am trying to wait it out until I can see more clearly.” It is two years before his HIV diagnosis but tears at the heart.