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448 pages, Paperback
Published May 14, 2024
…it struck me violently, like a bolt out of the blue, that everything was temporary and fleeting, a mere temporary coming together of various factors (and that even those factors themselves were insubstantial). Of course, looked at that way 'everything' is 'nothing'. At that time I was quite scared by that notion, because ultimately it spelt death to my ego and to all the things that I considered permanent and fixed, such as identity and personality. Most scary was the thought that I might well not have a soul - well, certainly not in the way that I had believed up to that point. I realised that the comprehension of emptiness was the essence of liberation. That 'emptiness' is certainly not a cold lonely void; it’s a vast region of consciousness where anything's possible.
On other occasions back then I would feel that I was in some way being absorbed into the world. It was as if 'my' subatomic particles were striving to be absorbed into the universe. I would feel literally as light as feather. This sort of feeling would come and go.
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For the first time in my life I felt a strong and consistent feeling of empathy in regard to the world. At that time I would have 'turns' that were quite pleasant. […] I would, on my regular sojourns up Roman Road market, see deities (in the form of regular people) all around me. I would try not to stare at people because, obviously, that can appear rude.