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242 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 12, 2012
"You’re it, you’re home for me. If it’s not you, it won’t be anybody. I can’t settle, it’s all or nothing.”
“You,” he said, his mouth hovering above mine, his tongue sliding over my bottom lip, “are fucking mine, and you’re the only person who gets me and lets me be me.”
“It’s always been… us”




"And I always knew I was the one for you, always. There was never a doubt in my mind."
"No?"
"No. It was why I couldn't be the guy anyone else needed, because I was already the one that you needed."
"You're it, you're home for me. If it's not you, it won't be anybody. I can't settle, it's all or nothing."
"I know."
"I love you so much it hurts."
"I'm the only man for you"
"You're very conceited."
"I am very loved."
"Yes, you are."
"Sam."
"Yes?"
"You know how much you love me?"
"Yeah."
"I love you the same."
“Pa.”
Hannah was looking up at me like I was the village idiot.
“What?”
“If Kola can’t lick Chilly, you can’t lick Daddy.”
I had a terrible image of giving Sam a blow job just then, and he probably knew it, which was why he grabbed me and covered my mouth with his hand.
My husband, my brother, family, and friends would say that yes, Jory Harcourt is a trouble magnet, but I think it’s more coincidence than anything else when fate decides to screw with me.
“I’m not sitting in your lap. This is not a tantrum I’m throwing, and you don’t get to treat me like a drama queen or a petulant child. This is you caught in a lie of your own making. Finish the story or I will get out and walk home and you can go back to work and pick me up later when it’s time to go to your mother’s.” His eyes locked on mine. “Your choice.”
“You’re madder than I thought.”
“I’m not mad,” I assured him.
“Hurt, then.”
He wasn’t getting an answer. I just waited.
“Close the door,” he breathed.
Leaning out, I grabbed the handle and pulled it shut before turning back to him.
I was startled by the look on his face. “You don’t get to leave me,” he whispered, and his eyes were cold and dark like water under ice.
The transformation was scary. “Sam?”
His eyes were narrow slits. “I forbid it.”
“Why do you keep letting me go?”
“Why do you keep going?” I asked back, knowing from the haunted, raw look in his eyes that I was seeing a man absolutely eaten up with guilt and worry and pain. He was sick that he had not been there for me or Kola or Hannah.
“I always think if I want something done right, that I absolutely must do it myself.”
“I belong to you, Sam Kage,” I cut him off, pulling him down into a kiss. He devoured me, and I whimpered and whined, tightening my legs, wriggling beneath him, burying my hands in his hair.
“You,” he said, his mouth hovering above mine, his tongue sliding over my bottom lip, “are fucking mine, and you’re the only person who gets me and lets me be me.”
“I know that, which is why you should never, ever leave me. Right?”
“Right,” he agreed before he kissed me again.
“I love you too,” he growled and pounced, and I was in his arms, crushed in the iron embrace, his face pressed to the side of my neck as he shivered hard.
“Not leaving you, never leaving you. We’re good, we’re solid. But for you, where would I be?” He just breathed me in. “I don’t care who you loved or who loved you. I’m not jealous because look where you are. You chose me and our life, and you’re not going anywhere without me or the kids.”
“No,” he promised as he lifted his head and took my face in his hands. I saw it in his eyes, the emotion surging through him, and then he was kissing me violently, completely, missing nothing as he devoured my mouth. “Never—” He kissed harder, deeper, his mouth so hot and wet. “—leaving you, you’re mine, you make it all work.”
I couldn’t think of anything better.
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“I knew the difference then, I know the difference now. You’re it, you’re home for me. If it’s not you, it won’t be anybody. I can’t settle, it’s all or nothing.”
“Thirty-five-year-old men are not cute.”
“You’ll always be the twenty-two-year-old club kid I saw for the first time lying in the street with a beagle on top of him.”
“My brother, who you just saw… did you see him?”
“He would be hard to miss.”
“Yeah, well, he watches out for me, he’s the scary one, and—”
“Make no mistake, Mr. Harcourt, the scary one in this scenario has always been and I suspect will always be Marshal Kage.”
“And I always knew I was the one for you, always. There was never a doubt in my mind.”
“No?”
“No. It was why I couldn't be the guy anyone else needed, because I was already the one that you needed.”
But for you, where would I be?”
"I always knew I was the one for you, always. There was never a doubt in my mind.”
“No?”
“No. It was why I couldn’t be the guy anyone else needed, because I was already the one that you needed.”
“Sam.”
“Yes?”
“You know how much you love me?”
“Yeah.”
“I love you the same.”
“It’s always been… us.”
“Yes, it has.”