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Mi Esposa

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"To be loved by me is a privilage." - TENGKU ADREAN RUIZ

Pengkhianatan daripada keluarga adalah luka yang paling dalam bagi seseorang.

Arisa Rania. Dia dibenci oleh bapa kandungnya kerana dianggap sebagai punca kematian ibunya. Keadaan bertambah buruk apabila bapanya mengahwini Puan Suria dan dia terpaksa bersaudara tirikan Suraya.

Di saat Rania merasakan seperti ingin berputus asa, hadir seseorang menariknya keluar dari dunia kelamnya. Hidupnya yang sebelum ini dipenuhi derita berubah sekelip mata apabila bertemu dengan jejaka bermata kelabu cerah itu.

"When i first saw you, you took my breath away, and you still do..." - ARISA RANIA

Tengku Adrean Ruiz. Seorang jejaka yang dingin dan beku. Sepatah ditanya, sepatah juga dijawab. Senyuman? Tiada! Wajah tampanya tidak perna dihiasi dengan sebarang senyuman. Aura lelaki itu cukup untuk menggerunkan sesiapa saja yang melihat.

"Let me tell you something, I can kill whatever i want, whoever I want, whenever I want, whereever I want and however I want.' - TENGKU ADREAN RUIZ

Rania yang dulunya dihina, diseksa dan diremahkan berubah mendadak apabila martabatnya diangkat menjadi seseorang yang layak disayangi. Namun, pelangi yang muncul hanya bersifat sementara. Ujian dan badai datang bertimpa-timpa. Apatah lagi dengan sikap Tengku Adrean yang suka berahsia.

Mampukah dia diberi kesempatan untuk mengecap bahagia lagi, selepas apa yang terjadi dalam hidupnya? atau, adakah dia perlu melangkah pergi, supaya tiada lagi yang tersakiti atau disakiti.

"Dragon simpre sers el dargon".

Orang bilang darah itu lebih kental daripada air. Tapi sering kali air yang ada ketika diperlukan. Sementara darah, entah ada di mana.

"Did you forget what tell you? The Ruiz never bow to anyone".

546 pages, Paperback

First published June 1, 2023

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177 reviews20 followers
June 30, 2023
Premis jalan cerita seperti rata-rata novel lain yang berkisarkan mafia. Jadi tak boleh lari dari cringe dan rasa janggal. Gaya penulisan mungkin perlu diperbaik. Moga akan datang penulisan lebih matang dan dapat dinikmati oleh pelbagai lapisan umur.
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16 reviews
September 27, 2023
Take time to finish, selalunya satu buku aku boleh habis sekejap, tapi yang ni agak lama. For me, plot is kinda messy. Macam kurang logiknya lah bila si Adrean ni puas bunuh orang but bila balik jadi orang Islam, macam tak tally lah, walaupun aku tau dia ni bunuh orang yang kacau dia tapi tulah. Rania pun satu, asyik kena culik je, bodyguard entah buat kerja ke tak. Memang patut kena pancung aje.

Megat Hafiz and Tengku Daniel pun, besar panjang gaduh macam budak-budak. Kelakar, tapi cam apo gaduh gitu dah tua bangka anak pun dah satu. Tak logik, tapi nak buat macam mana, fictional.

Yang aku mahu rumuskan, boleh ler nak baca sekali. Aku tak mahu reread kot, sebab bukan type aku. Mungkin cerita Thariq lebih dekat dengan aku kot.
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218 reviews27 followers
August 29, 2024
My thoughts?

1. Male character, Adrean - hesmes, kaya gils, mafia vibes tapi bukan, semua perempuan gilakan dia tapi tak layan, cold but care type.

2. Female character, Rania - cantik, baik, anak orang kaya tapi terbuang, damsel in distress, semua lelaki nakkan dia.

3. Not a slow burn romance. Easily fall in love get married.

4. Semua watak antagonist dalam buku ni either berkomplot nak dapatkan Rania and the gang atau nak dapatkan Adrean. Macam tak ada kerja lain. I thought orang kaya got many things to do meh?

5. 1 benda yang banyak kali aku mention dalam review. Aku paling tak suka karakter yang bunuh orang sana sini, seksa orang macam psychopath tapi author buat dia seorang muslim yang mahukan bininya memakai tudung. Watdehek? Please, tolong. Let the religion remain unknown. Kalau nak jugak karakter anda seorang muslim, please create him like Nirnama or Laksamana Sunan. Or simply just a normal person like Qadr will do. Aku tak boleh la. Aku stress 😤
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2,042 reviews197 followers
December 24, 2024
Okay jugak layan eventhou tak masuk akal. Yelah fiction kan.. imagination penulis 😊

Kisah diaorang ni berkait rapat antara satu sama lain. Dalam kisah ini ada 3 cerita.

Tengku Adrean dan Rania
Tengku Daniel dan Diana
Megat Hafiz dan Salsabilla

Kevin headhunter dan Haider hacker anak² buah Adrean

Dimulakan dengan kisah Rania yang kena halau dari rumah. Adrean jumpa bawa balik ke rumah family Adrean.

Diaorang ni semua walaupun kaya-raya tapi jenis setia. Takda nakal².

Isteri² diaorang ni ada jantan tak guna yang obses kat diaorang. Dahlah jantan² tu bergabung nak dapatkan isteri² 3 sahabat ni. So bermulalah journey mereka yang berliku².

Rania rasanya kena culik 2 kali dah, ntah apa bodyguard² diaorang ni buat.

F kurang faham apa yang Adrean cuba buat dengan ex gf Si Melissa tu. Konon nak handle sendiri tapi endup sakitkan hati wife. Sampai parents Adrean pun nampak Adrean dengan Melissa.

Cerita ini ada kill² tau. Yelah diaorang bunuh orang² yang sakitkan hati wife² mereka. Alaa macam cerita mafia tu. "You touch my woman, ill kill you." Kenyang Leon makan mangsa² yang terkorban.

Scene Daniel dan Hafiz bergaduh cam budak² tu normal. Diaorang cam kanak² riang yang terperangkap dalam badan manusia yang dewasa 😅

Tak sangka pulak balik dari bercuti boleh lak F layan sampai habis. Takda skip lak tu. 🙈
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389 reviews8 followers
October 26, 2025
Mengisah kn Rania yg di halau oleh ayah kandung sendiri, selepas die di fitnah oleh adik tiri nyee.. masa kene halau die di selamat kn oleh Adrean.. lepas tu Adrean bwk die pegi umah family..

Dri situ, parents Adrean jge dgn baik Rania.. dan anggap Rania tu mcm ank sendiri.. tk lama lepas tu, Mummy decide utk kawin ngn Rania dan Adrean..

Lepas dorg kawin, mcm² dugaan dorg lalui.. yg buat kn cerita nie best di sbb kan Tengku Daniel dan Megat Hafiz.. adoiii dorg ni mmg random laaa.. 🤣

Ada jugak cerita psl ex bf Rania, Diana dan Salsabilla..
Dan lelaki tu musuh utama Adrean, Daniel dan Hafiz..

Thariq misteri sgt.. sy tk sabar nk baca Thariq..
Ayah Rania menghilang ke mana? Tak de kee cerita psl die?
41 reviews
December 19, 2023
THIS IS ONE OF THE MASTERPIECEEEEE!!!!

cerita ni perfect, x jumpa mana ii cacat cela dekat storyline dan semuanya sempurna✨

sungguh x expect ya si melisa tu perangainya gitu, ingatkan boleh la insaf kejap....maklumlah si adrean nk bunuh dia dh kann

cumanya. tak expect yang special ending tak ditulis sekali dlm novel, dlm wattpad kan ada se utk mi esposa ni, ingatkan disekalikan...tapi tak apalah, cuz saya dh habis baca special ending awal ii sblm beli novel ni


rate? 1000000000000/10
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20 reviews
March 6, 2024
basic mafia storyline ( belambak kat wattpad )
but somehow buku ni boleh buat aku nangis HAHAAH hati tisu
awal ii tu rasa mcm tibe sngt tup ii ajak kahwin
akhir ii dye jadi ouhhhh
best sbb scene bala ii je kitonya senang terhibur
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14 reviews
October 19, 2025
Why pembaca tak suka Mi Esposa? Bagi saya, jalan ceritnya okey jee hee mybe saya suka jenis mafia ii gitu kot 🤣

Lagi dengan kekawan tengku adrean 🤣😀 penat gelak dengan perangI dorang. Hahaha ada jeee nilai persahabatan, kasih sayang, kepercayaan dalam kumpulan. Best jee for me laaa.

Saya suka hahahhahhha best baca gelakat isteri memasing. Novel ni tak boring hahahah buatkan saya tak stress! hahahha 😍🥰😘
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90 reviews1 follower
February 6, 2024
Four Jejaka named Tengku Adrean Ruiz, Tengku Daniel Louis, Megat Hafiz ngan Thariq geng paling boek called Holy Dragon yang menjaga isteri-isteri mereka dengan baik. Semua green flag and jalan citer memang plot twist sangat. Masih boleh control mood baca sebab semua character ade ex. kalah pembaca ni single memanjang.
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108 reviews3 followers
August 13, 2023
3/5, i dont think ive ever read mafia romances.. and esp not in malay, interesting experience and honestly not too bad?? i just didnt rlly fancy the language used in it’s entirety but okay lah the premise of their love story is cute i guess!!!
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144 reviews
August 30, 2025
Light reading i guest. Kalau pembaca need something to berangan, boleh baca ini.

Kisah Tengku Adrean-Arisa Rania. Basically saya elakkan untuk baca mafia things. Tapi buku ni dah ada kat rumah (adik punya) so, kita cuba aje la, why not sbb tak keluar duit pun😬😬

Kadang-kadang jadi spoil jugak bila ada part yg kita dah into serious mood tetiba either Daniel or Hafiz duk bergaduh ala budak tu. Geram nak sekeh je.

One question, apa jadi pada Tuan Rizal, ayah Rania? Kejam die. Just because die x boleh terima kematian mama Rania, dia alihkan kesalahan ke bahu Rania. kalau syg, kenape kawen baru😏

Lagi satu, who is Julia ya? Tahu semua kisah silam Rania. Kawan sekolah or universiti kot. Berani dia macam tu kat Rania eh. Jadi makanan Leon baru tau.

Warning, buku ni mengandungi harsh words dan aksi ganas. Tidak sesuai untuk pelajar sekolah kecuali dengan pemantauan ibu bapa.
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Profile Image for Introvert Insane.
542 reviews7 followers
October 15, 2025
CRINGE FEST aghhhhg

After the whole debacle with Eyra Rahman & Thariq Ridzuwan controversy, I sympathised with Hudanajwa. No author deserves to have their work which these directors & producers are making profit from be made fun of. And that didn't change.

But reading her work makes me realise the cringe from the drama is not a product of screenwriters, it is true to source material and boy oh boy... was I having a migraine reading this.

Mi Esposa is part of the Holy Dragon series (I think this takes place before Thariq Ridzuwan) and it tells the story of Rania who encounters Adrean Ruiz, the leader of Holy Dragon, a group of weapons dealer but they're legal (apparently). From there, their relationship takes hits after hits as a bunch of people come after them in the form of Rania's families and Adrean's business rivals.

Reading this hurts me so much because the writing is soooo juvenile. This is something I wrote back in school like a fantasy wish fulfillment kind of way. Everyone is super rich, super handsome (mixed malay with spanish because no one hates the malay natural beauty more than novel melayu authors). Everyone is smart. Everyone is kind. Everyone is helpful. Everyone is (insert every positive adjectives).

You want to know what makes a story great, the hallmark of a good (basic) writer? You give character flaws! You give reasonable conflict that align with their characterisations. There is literally nothing here. Rania is so beautiful, so kind, so strong. Adrean is so handsome, so rich, so strong.

And the conflict is so weird and out of nowhere, not to mention inconsistent with character. You're telling me, this perfect husband Adrean who can juggle multiple companies no issue during their early marriage suddenly risk hurting his wife to catch a mole??? Tf? It makes no sense all of a sudden he's cold to his wife in private especially when she just experienced miscarriage.

Also, all of the villains are VERY CARTOONISH like what is this? The 90's? Why are the villains so rapey? What is this fetish? I don't mind the violence because dark romance is where the main couple do dark things to defend their partner, not do dark things to each other. At least Hudanajwa gets it right. But dayum, everytime they got violent scenes I got whiplash (I know there's a warning), but the tonal shift was so jarring that is made me wonder who is the editor and is no one doing their job?

The sprinkling of English lines, some of them were good, also contributes to the inconsistent tone of the story like huh? Hudanajwa, if you want to write English novels go ahead. But I don't understand this novel Melayu authors, writes their novel Melayu but their characters speaks so much foreign language, supposedly as a sign of their sophistication? Hello? I expect novel melayu authors to at least be proud of the language their writing in.

The only thing I like was the sassiness and hilarious dynamics between the Holy Dragon members. It is quite amusing to see them desensitized with the violence that they can crack jokes around the people they punish.

But all in all, the writing is absolutely terrible. The characterisations are so boring, fanfic level. I think there are fanfics in AO3 with better writing. Wish me luck, reading Thariq Ridzuwan. Also, apologies to Eyra Rahman. I judged you too harshly.
3 reviews
August 1, 2025
it's actually 0.5 star

First aku kesian dengan Rania sebab kena buang fam dia sehelai sepinggang. Pastu, a bunch of boogeyman come and try to r4pe her. Okay, and as a damsell in distress TAR come and rescue her. Pastu tiba" ajak balik rumah macam serupa aku pungut anak kucing aku

two weeks kemudian diorang kahwin. Sebab ibubapa diorang suka Rania and begitu juga dengan TAR (Sounds crazy because wtf is going on?? macam mana boleh suka?? takkan sebab cantik je?)

and diorang kahwin. Pastu found out yang TAR tu memang ada bisnes senjata. OKAY. Pastu semua orang dengki and serang diorang. And of course diorang akan balas. (sangat tibe cam fuck ya semua ahli perniagaan bergaduh macam budak", I would love if the villain being manipulative, like real evil but this, aku jadi kesian kadang kat diorang)

Pastu okay, those three girl memang kena kejar oleh 3 other bussinesman. Pastu diorang sanggup guna apapun cara untuk dapatkan diorang. And ofcourse their husband fight for it. Saya setuju bab sini but-

If Tengku Freaking Adrean Ruiz has no haters, I'm dead. Miscommunication dia ni kan got me want to kidnaped this man and t0rture him for 30 days non stopping. Like wth? Sikit" nak berahsia, smirking and tak langsung berbincang pasal plan dia like Fuck just tell me! Pastu saya perasan author ni suka halalkan cheating dengan alasan misi. Tengku Adrean should scare of me beacuse if I was Rania lunyai dia aku kerjakan. To be love is to be freakin transparent!

Tak lagi pasal method diorang menyiksa orang tu. And he kill three of his man sebab tak tengok"kan bini dia. Tengku Adrean RUiz where is your empathy? What if diorang ada keluarga? Pastu even woman dia seksa tu kan guna kalajengking. And again, If I was in this verse, I would report everyone to the police. Ataupun letak diorang kat pscyhatric sebab diorang just plain psycopath.

apapun novel ni dapat mengalahkan kacip aku. Paling kacip diorang gaduh kat mall macam drama murahan despiter the fact that they are an elite people??? pastu aku tak puas part yang random woman ada gaduh kecil dengan Rania sebab barang baby and diorang bunuh??

please la jangan normalisasikan penjenayah macam ni. Paling aku tak boleh brain semua orang nak suami macam diorang. Aku pernah tengok keluarga hancur sebab lelaki psycho macam ni tau.
1 review
November 21, 2025
Adrean adalah seorang lelaki yg setia, but dia terboleh pulak buat diri dia macam bodoh waktu kat mall dengan si Melissa. WTF! hey The RUIZ'S kalau kau BF aku dah lama aku lanyak kau tahu tak.

Tapi alhamdulillah yg dia tak mati masa bom tu. syian aku tengok husband aku si Niel tu nangis takpelah Niel.... Rean tu nyawa dia liat maklum lah banyak dosa...opss! tercakap diri sendiri pulak hehehe.

aku mula-mula rasa nak crush kat Adi Nirwana tapi boleh pulak dia berniat nak r*g*l si Rania. hey merda! dahlah si Rania tu bini orang yg palsukan kematian dia, mengandung anak bukan satu tapi kembar pulak tu apakah bodoh bangang betul lah si syaitan ni.

aku still suka scene Adrean jumpa Thariq yang tengah latihan menembak & scene Rania tanya siapa perempuan yang Thariq rasa tidak boleh lupakan tu but Thariq tak sempat ckp siape dia ...tkpe mi demonio you still akan bahagia dengan Husniya Radwa but anak kau pattu tak di manjakan sampai bunuh kawan sendiri dan khianat ACE
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47 reviews
June 24, 2024
dah macam baca comedy instead of romance/action thriller 😆 terhibur lah aku dgn perangai sorg-sorg 😂

plot twist dah ada sbb jalan cerita naik turun naik turun but i might have already expected that bcs of how unserious the troop were 😂 boleh improve lagi masa akan datang dari segi penulisan (ada beberapa scene yg buat tertanya tanya why how what nope), also on penggunaan & susunan ayat, kosa kata, spelling dan grammatical error.

tak expect byk, tpi sesuai lah utk bacaan ringan yg tk perlu berfikir, untuk hilangkan stress dan bosan. but anyway, good attempt. i quite enjoy reading this 😊
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100 reviews3 followers
June 5, 2024
Kalau tnya jujur.. This one is one of bad novel yg pernah beli.. baca pun x mampu nk habiskan. serius.. xpaham knpe dia hype smpai terpengaruh pergi beli.. Menyesal sngt..

cringe and like.. tak ada motif.. Terpaling kaya la sngt.. terpaling dingin la sngt.. membunuh like negara undang2 dalam tgn mereka..

penulisan gaya budak yg penuh angan2 baru nk up sngt..

sorry tapi sngt tak berbaloi utk beli dan baca..
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771 reviews6 followers
January 2, 2025
I totally love this one. The only thing is do not think. Just read. Some things are not logic but we read this type of books for entertainment only. Don't overthink.
When I was reading this, I thought it would be nice if this story is adapted into drama (serial). But, knowing Malaysian dramas, they will not follow the story and keep on adding unnecessary storyline just to sustain the serial. Many good novels turned bad once its adapted into drama.
5 reviews
September 15, 2023
Sangat mengecewakan. Macam baca novel wattpad. Idea dah ada tapi cara penyampaian dan perkembangan plot terlalu straightfoward. Takdak rasa thrill langsung nak baca. Sampai chapter 10, i gave up. Rasa macam penulis stuck dengan cerita 10 tahun lepas. Penulis perlu kreatif dan expand lagi penggunaan bahasa.
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8 reviews
February 22, 2025
Jalan cerita yang santai , watak² holy dragon yang kelakar. But awal² cerita a but mcm rushing tp ok je. penat tengok perangai 3 sekawan ni . so far ok je cuma mcm rasa rushing jalan cerita dia. tapi ok boleh diterima. Dah baca ME , boleh sambung baca thariq pulak. Itu pon best. recommend baca. now nk baca sambungan MV pulak .
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June 13, 2024
I read the hype about this book on TikTok. Very the wattpad-ish kind of writing (not my style). Pacing dia laju so i find it hard to grasp the storyline. To put it simple, i don't like it. Teens maybe suka tapi for me, it's a no. Probably i tak suka the author's punya writing style
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3 reviews
September 25, 2024
Dnf the book. The story is very cliché. Typical Mafia story.Could have been done slightly better. I had to just scan through all the pages because I couldn't bear to read it. But overall, there were some parts I really. Will try to reread again, but now that's it. Best wishes to the writer 🫶🏼
1 review
December 2, 2024
First baca memang cringe lah tapi bila baca berkali kali rasa macam obsesi dengan buku ni apatah lagi buku ni memang bersambung dengan buku Thariq Ridzuwan, Mi Linda dan Mi diosa.
Lepas tu keluarlah series mi veneno...
1 review
December 13, 2024
I think the words used is too vulgar and jalan cerita carca marba. Tak suka someone yang dah kahwin can use vulgar words in front of his family even though this is just a fiction. Not gonna reread and took me a long time just to finish this book sebab jalan cerita yang basic dan berulang
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25 reviews1 follower
July 10, 2025
suka watak holy dragon, random gila semua. masa adrean “curang” tu pergh kesian gila kt rania, also love rania for keras kepala sikit but still dgr explanation adrean. overall suka dgn watak ii hudanajwa
7 reviews
July 27, 2023
I don’t know why but I can’t finish this book..dah berminggu i try baca balik but I cant— i turn off dengan cara penulisan dia itu saja😞but the story is good lah for me even i tak habis baca lagi..
5 reviews
December 24, 2023
the hero redflag .. but his take care of his heroin very romantic . i like it
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