There are slight spoilers in this review.
This book took more effort for me to read than I expected. Not because of the rape scenes, but because of Cassie's behavior afterwards. I could not figure out why she was acting the way she was around Jesse, kissing him and being ok with him touching her. I expected anger, depression, fear, guilt, and anything close to what is so standard in this type of situation. I kept getting mad and frustrated with Cassie and Jesse, so I'd stop reading and go do something, then come back and read a little more before I was irritated again. It took me until 35% into the book to figure out what was wrong. The writing wasn't wrong, it's well written which is why I kept going back to it. Cassie wasn't wrong, and the story isn't wrong, either; I was wrong. I was looking at the situation from my life, not Cassie's. The whole book changed for me at that point.
Cassie had been in foster care since her parents died when she was 7. She was moved from home to home after running away from each. She was abused and mistreated, though we don't get a lot on that. I think that is why it took me so long to fully appreciate Cassie didn't feel she deserved to be treated with caring and compassion; she took care of herself because nobody else did. Even when a character says or thinks such things in a book, they don't always portray the feeling in their actions. I think with Cassie, we get a more realistic portrayal of somebody who feels that way.
When Jesse said he had been waiting for Mick and Willie to leave so he could come in and get her away from them, I was so mad. And then Cassie kept thanking him for saving her. Once I understood why she wasn't bothered by that, it didn't bother me either. She was drawn to him, and at first I thought it was some hero/savior worship thing going on. But Cassie was drawn to him for him. I like bad boys with attitude and tattoos, who will fight for what is theirs, no matter what. With Jesse, we get the fight, but we get it in someone who is the perfect balance for Cassie. He takes care of her, pampers and spoils her, and makes her feel the love she has been missing for too long.
I was lucky enough to win a copy of this book in a giveaway, and I am so glad I did. I will read more from this author, and tell anybody who can look beyond the surface, to read this book.