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384 pages, Paperback
First published August 30, 2023
“That’s what you like? Giving pleasure?” I ask, still stunned that his kink isn’t role-play. It’s…making me come. This is like answering the job interview question what’s your biggest weakness with I work too hard.
He answers with a carnal yes, then says, “Let me show you.”
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my 🧠: "Oh so they can't be together because her dad is his best friend? So what? Just growl "Mine" and toss her over your shoulder! Blackmail her into marriage! Wait - kill her father!"
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- Her ex-boyfriend in college emotionally abused and manipulated her after reading all her private thoughts in her journal.
- She blames herself too for her sister's death, when it was really an unfortunate accident. It doesn't help either when her father tells her that if she had not taught her sister to sneak out, she would still be there with them. Tbf, her father said this in time when all of them were hurting and grieving. He might or might not mean that, but it made Jules hard on herself even after six years of her sister's passing.
- She also has OCD, which most of the time takes over her thinking and makes her anxious. She has a hard time opening up and trusting other people; even with her friends, she filters the information she shares. I guess the issue caused by her ex runs deeper and hurts her in epic proportions.
- He divorced his wife of six years when he found out that she lied about wanting to start a family. She only married him for his money, and she never wanted to have kids.
- He also found out eight months ago that he has a seven-year-old son (from a ONS). To be clear, he didn't cheat on his wife. This happened before he got married.

Each time I see her, she shares carefully, ever so carefully, bits and pieces of herself. Every time I talk to her, I learn a little bit more about who she is and the layers she contains, like a trunk you take your time opening so you can savor the letters, the notebooks, the photos you find inside.