Damn, what was going on here? Ray's brain demanded silently.
This was Holly, right?
He wasn't sure anymore but even so, he was fairly certain that it really couldn't be. This woman didn't dress like Holly, didn't act like Holly, and most of all, she didn't TASTE the way he'd always assumed that Holly would taste if he ever thought to fleetingly sample her lips.
The Holly Johnson he knew would have smelled of soap and tasted like some kind of minty toothpaste. Holly was practical. Holly was grounded. By no stretch of the imagination was she some femme fatale who got his pulse running like the lead car in the Indianapolis 500 and his imagination all fired up - like this woman did.
Color me stunned: This was actually a decent novel.
Upon doing a bit more research, it seems that this is the winner of the Romantic Times Reviewers' Choice Award for Harlequin American Romance 2013.
It's available as an audiobook AND in Spanish (Sigo esperándote) as a result of this award.
So. Holly Johnson is a waitress in a diner. She also takes care of her mom (who is in a wheelchair) and is raising her four-year-old niece, Molly, since her brother ran off years ago. She's also trying to complete a nursing degree online.
She's been in love with Ramón Rodríguez since the first grade.
Ramón Rodríguez has a different woman in his bed every week. Holly has stood by, broken-hearted, watching him work his way through the female population of Forever, Texas. Ramón just sees Holly as his pal - his tomboy best friends from childhood. He certainly doesn't see her as a woman, even though she desperately wants him to.
That all changes one night when Holly puts on a pretty dress and goes to the local bar at the same time Ramón is going...
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THE GOOD:
The writing has improved. And I gave books 1-8 either one or two stars. I don't know how or why Ferrarella was suddenly able to write a bit of excitement into her novels, but far be it from me to look a gift horse in the mouth.
Even though I can't understand a woman pining after a man she met in the first grade, never ever having sex or even dating anyone (she's 30-ish) because she's hoping he'll "wake up," and watching him systematically fuck and then discard every female in town between the ages of 18 and 40 - it makes for a good storyline.
And it makes for good drama. Ramón is finally starting to see her as a woman (read: sexual being) and the reader is worried about this. Sure, Holly is over the moon about it. He's finally paying romantic attention to her. But once they sleep together, then what? Is he going to be like, "Okay, that was great. Thanks, bye!"? Because that would break her heart. And she'd still have to see him every day in her town and in the diner where she works. I mean, I don't think I, personally could take that kind of pain. OMG, so painful. o.O But this worry you have for Holly and her wellbeing is good, because Ferrarella is making you feel something, and that is wildly different from any other book in this series. o.O
There's some cute romance in here, for example, Holly has never seen snow before and she and Ramón go up the mountain together and she gets to experience snow for the first time. This could have been SO romantic, but as it was it was just a smidgen romantic, but I'll take what I can get.
Another romantic part is when Ramón teaches her how to dance a little. That's so cute! <3
Ferrarella could have done better on the romance, but compared to her previous books this is a real improvement.
THE BAD
"You know, Doll, you have to be careful about the kind of signals you send out in a place like this," [the local bar she went to with her girlfriends to see the local band] he warned.
"I wasn't sending out signals," Holly protested indignantly. "I was swaying to the music."
"Palm trees sway," Ray corrected. "You were moving your hips in a very inviting way. That creep took you up on the invitation... Next time be more careful."...
"Right, no swaying," Holly promised."
What the fuck is this shit?
Well, yes, the guy hitting on her was a huge asshole piece of shit who can't take no for an answer and needs some reeducation.
But that's not really my beef here, my beef is that Ray - WHO HAS BEEN HER BEST FRIEND SINCE THE FIRST GRADE -
Knows that she works every day of the week
Knows that she is raising her four-year-old niece
Knows that she lives with and cares for her wheelchair-bound mother
Knows that she NEVER goes out in any kind of social context
- isn't saying "I'm sorry, are you okay? That guy was an asshole. Do you want to sit with me / dance with me / go outside for a moment" or whatever soothing things. He's just like, "Well, you were wearing a dress and you're in a bar and you were kind of swaying to the music and that means you were asking for it."
And I'm like: This is the first day she's taken off in God knows how long.
And then he's like: "Well, if you go out to listen to a band at the local bar, men are going to act like animals and try to rape you - but that's life, what do you expect? If you want to be safe from sexual assault you should keep doing what you were doing and stay at home wearing burlap."
And I'm like WTF? Some best friend. Way to scare her into never ever leaving the house again, asshole. Way to blame her for some creep who is obviously the one in the wrong here. "Yeah, men are animals with no self-control. By being out in public and looking sexy you're just inviting trouble."
And she just accepts it!!!! "Okay. Thanks for telling me. I'll be sure never to wear a dress in a bar ever again." WTF? You have the right to wear a dress and go to the bar to listen to a band WITHOUT expecting that rape will be a consequence of that. You did NOT just tell her that if she HAS to go to a bar, at night, to hear a band, she must wear baggy clothes and stay seated, lest she attract male attention.
Why...? I mean, it's 2015, can we cut this shit out?!!? Why is this 'her fault?' Why is she getting the blame here?
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How's the sex, Carmen?
This is the first book in the series that features a virgin heroine, and I must say I have to give Ferrarella props for making it through 8 books without having a single virgin heroine. Kudos.
The sex is as vague and uninteresting as usual, but since we feel a bit more for the characters this time, it's at least good for an "Awww!" comment - even if the reader is not going to be able to work up one iota of sexual excitement from Ferrarella's non-descriptions.
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I like the cover. I enjoying snuggling on the couch with a man, it's a sweet cover.
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Tl;dr - This is the best book in the Forever, Texas series yet. And it seems it was awarded by the Romantic Times for this. That's good. However, I still feel that I must warn you that the sex is still vague and the book as a whole is pretty tame. The excitement I'm feeling with the plot here could in all likelihood be blamed on suffering through books 1-8. o.O Take this review with a grain of salt.
THREE REAL STARS, THREE ROMANCE STARS
Please see my "five romance stars" shelf for actual high-quality romance books.
This is available in Spanish as Sigo esperándote.
Harlequin American Romance December 2013