**I RECEIVED A FREE ARC OF THE AUDIOBOOK FROM NETGALLEY. THANK YOU A TON. THIS HAS NOT IMPACTED MY REVIEW IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM. **
*NO MAJOR PLOT SPOILERS WERE HARMED IN THE MAKING OF THIS REVIEW**
*minor plot theme rant8
Okay.. . . okay. Let us take a moment and digest this...piece of fiction. Let me tell you, this book and I had a wild and rough start. At first, I guess I skimmed over one of the main kink plot things??? That being, the STEP BROTHER. So everything with that particular storyline took a moment for me. But, if I ignored that, then well....this book and I had our struggles. The writing was alright I guess, but the repetitive lines and reiterating of information already known irked me. Like yes, I know he is your stepbrother, yes apparently, you are his 'blind sister'. Oh by the way, while I admire that the author attempted to write a blind character, I do not think she did her justice. Living with form of blindness myself, I can say I did not feel represented nor did I feel like Fergie was a good representation of the blind community. Feel free to disagree with me. But some of the way she describes things, the scenes, the environment, did not feel authentic nor genuine, but maybe that is because a sighted person wrote this, i dont know. I will say she did accurately depict the discrimination and harassment and feeling of 'otherness' people who are blind can experience in school and in the world as a whole. I just think the author herself sometimes forgot the MC was blind. . . .
But the rest of the writing and storyline was fine. The guys were accurately depicted and you could tell they had some defining traits. I definitely had a favorite dude, T man. I did like the narrators for the guys, they did a lovely job. The overall storyline was good. It reminded me a bit of zodiac academy, if you know, tory and darius parent's were bound in marriage. The bullying I thought was not horrible. The sexual tension was pretty good. The spicy scenes were good as well, plenty descriptive. So the storyline and general story ideas itself were not horrid, just pieces were a bit hard to swallow. Also there was depicted SA towards the end of the book, I am unsure if that was in the trigger warnings or not. But they were not in the audio description. . .
Additionally, I do not know if anyone else caught this, but the way she dropped her own name and stories in the audiobooks fergie was listening too was just...idk. Bold? Narcissistic? Annoying? It was something and I literally had to rewind to ensure that I heard it correctly.
The characters were alright I guess. Fergie...she took a minute to get used to. I both disliked her and admired her. SHe just seemed....i dont know. She was almost fearless but then stupid. Like a mix of Bella and Feyre in a way, with a twinge tessa from after. Sweet looking, but wanting the dark d, but also dumb and clueless but also has bouts of usefulness. Idk. she wasnt that best but I guess I appreciate a character like her existing.
As usual, the guys were my fav. I thought they had the most depth, even Cassian. I liked how the author slowly unraveled their layers so we could get to know the real them. I love T man the best. The silent pained type. Victor was a close second though. I would been his queen if I could.
Overall, this was an...interesting story. Definitely not one for the faint of heart or well constructed brain. Please check the trigger warnings if possible. Remember, this is all my opinion. If you want your own, read the book if you dare.