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495 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 8, 2014


"But Erin was Nikki's polar opposite."
" In all the time I was with Nikki I never felt this attracted to her like I did with the woman in my presence right now."
"Nikki hated cuddling."
"I probably let Nikki down a lot when we were together, but she never gave me a reason to care."
" Last girl I told that to lurched over the table, pawing at me with such fangirl exuberance to find out dirty details, I was afraid, not to mention instantly turned off by it. But not Erin. She had class. "

"I hadn't been with someone in a while."
"He probably had a hell of a lot more lovers than I did..."
"I'd had other lovers before but none of them compared to what I was feeling for Adam."
"I'd had plenty of just sex over the years with a few select men who made me feel more like a receptacle than a counterpart."


Even after three years , Nikki never got me.
"last summer"
"... the night Nikki's cop father brought me home butt-ass naked."
"When I was seventeen, senior year of high school, I took the girl I was dating out to the lake ..." "Chief cuffed me butt-ass naked, tossed me in the back of the squad car....." "Guess he was pretty pissed I was caught defiling his daughter..."
"Damn, thirty-two-years-old."
"What footage is that?"
I paused the video. "Uh, sweetheart, no offense, but I can't really discuss that with you."
Erin tried to pull away; I felt like a huge asshole.
"Doc, it's part of an ongoing investigation. I can't..." She slipped out of my hand and walked away, shutting me out.
"It's okay. I shouldn't be discussing any of my patient cases with you either." She set a dirty pan in the sink. "No matter what we do.. I guess we have no choice but to live in secrets anyway."
FUCK. I was able to hurt without even trying. Her shoulders fell- instant defeat.
"I don't want that."
" Neither do I."
"Erin... Please come here."
She ignored me for a few beats, pretending to be busy washing a plate.
"Baby. Please."
I tucked her between my legs, rested her on my thigh, and clicked the arrow to play.
“I didn’t know what I’d done to deserve this man but I now knew I’d kill to keep it. Both of us, damaged and flawed, and yet together we were more than the sum of our fears.”
“One thing was for certain. She was the source of the light snuffing out the darkness within me.”
“…trust is the basis for everything. Without it, relationships are superficial.”
“I’d been bleeding inside for so long, missing something I couldn’t quite name. It was hard to hide just how desperate I was for her to heal me.”

".. how does she do it? how does she stay so beautiful amidst thisugliness?



I see you in everything. I hear you in every song. I feel you in places I didn't know existed .."

“I see you in everything. I hear you in every song. I feel you in places I didn't know existed.”