"I screamed until my mouth filled with blood and my soul called out for death or salvation. There wasn’t a tear left in the sky, and none of the gods were listening. There was no compassion left on Earth, no one to care but me."
This is a sad and beautiful book, and as everything that's beautiful, it's also devastating in a way that life and death are.
What would I have done if I were main character in this book? I certainly wouldn't have survived that long, she's amazing and scary, she's trying to move on and is holding onto hope that her family might have survived, she could see them again if she get there in time.
It's a story of never giving up, there's beautiful sapphic relationship, love and loss.
But as every book with post pandemic setting, there's lots of content warnings, it is not a light read.
It's also not pessimistic in a way, it's actually really optimistic sometimes, and other times delusional.
"What difference does it make, to the world, to my soul, if I split open his guts and roast him over the fire?"
There's themes that I'm really interested in, what would I or anyone do in this kind of world? Would we do anything to survive? Would we take a life to keep living? I know my answer to this, and I got different one from the main character, and I also know what most people around me would say. And yet, I'm also hopeful that we won't ever have to keep ourselves alive by taking another life.