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160 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 2024
Jonathan Buckley’s Tell is a probing, exuberant and complex examination of the ways in which we make stories of our lives and of other people’s. Structured as a series of interview transcripts with a woman who worked as a gardener for a wealthy businessman and art collector who has disappeared, and may or may not have committed suicide, it is a thrilling novel of strange, intoxicating immediacy.
FIRST SESSION
I can talk for as long as you like, no problem. You'll just have to tell me when to stop. How far back do you want to take it? Because Lily is what it's about, in my opinion. And the mother is part of the story too. Father too. Goes without saying. But maybe better to pick them up later. Shall we start with the crash? Seems an obvious place.
[Pause]
And there's a terrific bit, after the threat from the Nazi artist, when it occurs to Lara that she exists in this old lady's mind alongside the one-armed pianist and that terrible Stephanie woman, and hundreds of other people who Lara knows nothing about, most of them dead, and then it hits her that of course it's the same for everyone - we have no idea who we're living alongside in the minds of the people were met. We're keeping strange company, every one of us. This isn't the only world we live in, the one that's around us, the one we see. We're characters in hundreds of different worlds. All of us.
If you talk to Viv, she'll probably give her theory an airing. That huge row with Lily, the screaming match, Viv thought it might have been about Curtis and Karolina. Or Curtis and someone else. Most likely Karolina. Perhaps Katia was laying into Curtis and Lily wasn't having any of it. Standing by her man. Has to be pointed out that Viv didn't much care for Karolina. And Curtis had broken up Katia's first family, don't forget. Made her father miserable for years. So Viv put two and two together and made five. She has more of an imagination than me. On the subject of Karolina, I've said all I have to say, I think.
..because you can't see the back of your own head. You think because you're you, you've got access that other people don't, because they're on the outside and you're on the inside. But on the inside it can be darker than outside. And you're too close to what you're looking at. Like having your nose right up against a picture. You can't really see it.
[Inaudible]
… you remember someone doing something, years back, and you know it happened more or less as you recall, that it was this person who did this thing in this way, but can you describe them, like you can describe someone who was in front of you an hour ago? You can’t. Your mind’s eye is seeing them, but you can’t describe them. The mind’s eye isn’t an eye. It’s not that kind of picture you’re getting. Not really a picture at all. Even the person you saw an hour ago. You can’t see them like someone who’s there. The fade-out happens right away. It’s what the police always say. Eyewitness often doesn’t mean much.
(p. 98)
But the system is what it is. I wish it wasn’t, but it is. It’s not going to change. Harry will tell you I’m just a fan. Blinded by the charisma. I don’t think that’s fair. There were things I admired and things I didn’t like so much. But credit where credit is due. I could also point out that Harry was happy to work for Curtis. We all were. Most of us. [...] Which is not to say I have no problems with someone being that rich. Of course I do. If the world was run the way it should be, nobody would be that rich. Goes without saying. It’s wrong. (p. 35)
But we all do it, to make things fit, in retrospect. I know that. Like when you take a photo of something from a distance, and things look closer to each other than they are in reality. When we look back, the perspective is all crushed up. Such and such a thing happened, but when we remember it we can’t experience it again exactly as it was. We make a story of it. It’s something we need to do. There has to be a build-up.
[Pause]
(p.151)