I'm very partial to Kaoru Fujiwara's style; ever since reading this manga as a fan-translated scan on MangaTraders (rest in peace, old friend) many years ago, I've liked using her art for my icons and avatars. There's a certain emotion that it provokes that I like.
Omae ga Sekai o Kowashitai Nara, which translates to something like "If You Want to Destroy the World" and is also commonly called "Vampire Girl" is a rather fascinating manga with an unexpected story mixed with Ms. Fujiwara's usual flare for the dark and complex. Be warned now: this manga has some brutality to it.
I'd like to first mention that the fan-translations can't always agree on how to write the names. Kanna is sometimes called Wana. Maria is sometimes called Maruya. Sainishi Akira is sometimes called Cecille. There's a lot of confusion about who's named what but I'll stick to just one name for reach character.
This story initially presents itself as a typical vampire story: an old, bitter vampire sees a woman who reminds him of someone in his past and, on impulse when she's in danger of dying, transforms her and they form a relationship based on his sense of responsibility for her. However, the further we go, the more we realize there's much more at work here. The goals of the manga are far less idealistic and nice; there's something stark and harsh to this tale. The past is very important to this tale and there are themes of reincarnation, eternal damnation, ideas of souls, fate, and the quandaries of redemption, guilt, and the meaning of life.
It's hard to talk about without explaining the whole plot and spoiling basically everything, but I will say that this story focuses a lot on the idea of reincarnation and fate and cycles and flaws... but there still being something beautiful about it, how it continues to exist in spite of how broken it is. I think if you're into more philosophical, vague stories with some darkness that you might very much enjoy this manga! But if you like more upfront tales with a happy ending, this will probably come across as confusing or simply depressing.
A dream of a child playing with a shiny, rolling object...
This is one of those manga that has enough depth and vagueness to be somewhat profound. There's also a large degree of darkness and something cynical and somber. It's actually somewhat hard to read, but I think for an older audience it leaves a sense of wondering about what everything means. I actually quite like it.
Trigger warnings for: rape, human captivity, blood, murder, abuse, snuff, violence.