Okay, the four stars are purely for the heart behind this one, it's an unconventional love story (which I adore!) and so freaking moving, I tore through it once I got past 25% Partly because it was so uniquely captivating and lovely, and also because it's not a very long story *sad face*
The beginning was slow and a little confusing, so I kept putting it down. The backstory does fill in, though I'm a bit miffed that it doesn't quite spell out the meaning behind the nickname "sarah mine." There has to be a good story to flesh out there. That was my main issue with the book in general, I wanted more. It was odd because sometimes the writing was so spot on, tugging at your heartstrings, and then at others it felt a bit stiff and rushed (especially the ending, I wanted to cry! It felt so abrupt. I was waiting for a revelation or something, I don't know. The story just didn't feel complete, don't get me wrong, it was touching and felt hopeful, but not quite as satisfying as I would have wanted.)
There are some oddly phrased sentences here and there + little grammar snafus, but I honestly do believe the quality of the story is worth the high rating (for me). A polish and a bulking up and this would have easily gone straight to my favorites shelf.
Okay, so on to a somewhat summary, bear with me, I'm not fabulous at this, but I feel like I owe it to this book to try:
Sarah has been sober for three years, one month, and three weeks. She has made progress with her life, cleaning it up, getting out of the apartment over her father's bar, but still she can't quite move on or move out of the small town she's grown up in that has only caused her grief. The reason? William "Hill" Deveraux, a photojournalist with "a backpack full of cameras and a duffle bag filled with ghosts." She's afraid if she moved out of town, he wouldn't know where to find her, because over the years between assignments, he's come to her (mostly for physical reasons, but you can tell there is clearly more between them, they are just the last find out)
Hill's struggled to find a place for himself in the world as a success after his father disowned him, and he can't seem to fully distance himself from the small town he grew up in either. When things become too much for him, he always returns to seek solace with Sarah. The part he has played in the past is of course selfish, but he was just as much of a mess as Sarah. There was one bit in the story where their years long miscommunication comes to a head and I just love it -
"You came back. You never come back."
What was she saying? Hadn't she been paying attention over the years? I always came back.
Yeah, that in itself is a better sum-up than I could ever think up. This book has everything covered, from weak to strong, sad moments to happy, funny to downright steamy, thoughtful, angsty, and very well planned with a twist I did not see coming. I'm always very impressed when that happens and I like to dish out extra stars for that because nothing is worse than a glaringly obvious "secret." But yeah, sigh, there really should be more to this one! Like a sequel or even an epilogue or something? And more meatiness in the middle!! Hey a girl can dream! I'll be keeping an eye out for more from this author ♥