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The Wrong Way Home

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Twelve-year-old Fern believes she's living a noble life--but what if everything she's been told is a lie?

Fern’s lived at the Ranch, an off-the-grid, sustainable community in upstate New York, since she was six. The work is hard, but Fern admires the Ranch's leader, Dr. Ben. So when Fern’s mother sneaks them away in the middle of the night and says Dr. Ben is dangerous, Fern doesn't believe it. She wants desperately to go back, but her mom just keeps driving.

Suddenly Fern is thrust into the treacherous, toxic, outside world. At first she thinks only about how to get home. She has a plan, but it will take time. As that time goes by, though, Fern realizes there are things she will miss from this place—the library, a friend from school, the ocean—and there are things she learned at the Ranch that are just...not true.

Now Fern will have to decide. How much is she willing to give up to return to the Ranch? Should she trust Dr. Ben’s vision for her life? Or listen to the growing feeling that she can live by her own rules?

336 pages, Library Binding

First published April 2, 2024

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Author 11 books3,311 followers
August 8, 2024
Nuance and complexity in books for kids can be a double-edged sword. On the one hand, our children deserve only the best possible literature. We must fill them with stories full of three-dimensional characters. We should give them difficult and complicated situations, sometimes without easy answers. We have to be willing to show them (in developmentally appropriate ways, naturally) that the world is not black and white. By the same token, when you write a complex character into a book intended for a young audience, gatekeepers get very nervous. If your main character doesn’t display forthright and true thoughts and intentions from page one onward then the adults start to squirm. They start muttering things like “bad role model” and “what’s the message here?”. Even if your protagonist does learn and grow, some grown-ups just aren’t comfortable with where they started in the process. And if they don’t learn and grow? If they stay adamant in their awfulness? Well, forget about it. Funny books might be able to get away with that (looking at you, Diary of a Wimpy Kid) but definitely not the straight up fiction. And yet, some of the best books for kids I’ve ever read have starred kids with wrong-headed ideas or notions or thoughts or beliefs. Sometimes that’s obvious to the child reader. And sometimes, as in the case of The Wrong Way Home, it can come to them as a complete surprise.

Imagine you were plucked from the only place you’ve ever truly considered your home. Your kidnapper? Your own mother. Fern’s lived on The Farm for most of her life and she’s happy there. They’re self-sustaining, agrarian, and they have very little contact with the outside world. But one day Fern’s mother takes that all away. They get into a car and drive completely across the country to a motel on the shore of the ocean. That’s when her mom breaks it to her: they’re never going back. Worse still, they have to live here now and Fern has to attend school for the first time in years and years. Determined to prove herself to the people she left behind, particularly The Farm’s leader Dr. Ben, Fern decides to figure out where they are and learn how to contact them. But as she places more distance between herself and her old life, Fern may begin to understand that maybe there was more to The Farm than she ever truly imagined.

A child who has never encountered an unreliable narrator may be utterly unprepared for when that moment occurs. It can be a good thing. It can throw them off, make them more susceptible to enjoying the book, and it can stay in your memories for a long time. But there are two types of unreliable narrators I’m talking about here. There’s the narrator who knows that they are purposefully misleading their audience. Then there’s the narrator who has no idea that they are in the wrong. Fern belongs squarely in the latter category. Her beliefs are based on what, she would be more than happy to tell you, are cold hard facts. The Farm offered her and her mom the first stability that they’d had in years. The people there were nice to her. They believed in good things like sustainability and helping the environment. And yes, sometimes there was tragedy, like a kid sent off on their initiation dying, but since Dr. Ben can explain such things away, it’s okay. Right?

Now an adult reading this book is probably going to catch on pretty quickly that something strange is going on. The book begins with Fern knitting in a circle of women. Dr. Ben comes in and we are told that he’s the leader of their community. He then does these very subtle little power plays. So subtle that if you aren’t looking for them, you might miss them. Stuff like observing the knitting the girls are doing and offering thoughts on their improvement. When he speaks to Fern and tells her that he’d like her to undergo some kind of coming-of-age initiation, your antennae goes up and you begin wondering (if you’re an adult) what year this takes place. By the time you realize it’s in the present day you’re on high alert. Kids, however, may be listening more to what Fern’s reactions are to all these events. We’re seeing the book through her eyes. As such, the child reader is going to be inclined to trust their narrator. If she says that her mom is unreliable and Dr. Ben is infallible, they’ll listen. But going into this book I didn’t know a thing about it, and the escape from The Farm (I almost wrote “the compound”) had my “CULT!” alarm systems blaring out like mad. The word “cult”, for that matter, does actually appear in this book, but it takes a good 242 pages to get there. And the child reader is entirely on Team Fern for much of this text.

I sometimes wish I could have read a book for kids that I’ve encountered today as a child myself. This is one of those books. At what point does the average reader figure out that Fern may be in the wrong? When do their loyalties switch to the mom? Do they ever? While the adults amongst us are screaming “DON’T GET IN THAT VAN!” at the book, do kid readers feel the same way? I can’t help but think that this book would be an amazing bookclub read with children. Their reactions would be incredible.

For the record, I found this book utterly believable as well. O’Shaughnessy seems to have a particular talent for couching her world in reality. Dr. Ben’s background was kid-appropriate and yet still bad. The economics of The Farm makes perfect sense. You can see how these people could, even in this modern day and age of surveillance, still fall through the cracks. I flipped to the back of the book to see if the author talked about her research process at all. Mind you, as an adult reading this book, I got the distinct impression that Fern only saw certain aspects of The Farm that the adults hid from her. There may be more sordid stories found there that she never learns. I had little bit more difficulty understanding why Fern’s mom didn’t share with Fern early on some of the problems with The Farm and, specifically, Dr. Ben, but in retrospect I suppose it makes a fair amount of sense. After all, all you have to do is see Fern’s reaction when her only friend in town tells her she thinks she was in a cult. It does not go well.

It's rare that I encounter a book featuring an active protagonist who uses their brain to solve their problems and whom you find yourself rooting AGAINST. O’Shaughnessy even manages to make you like Fern, though she exhibits some pretty unlikable behaviors for the bulk of the book. It’s a cleverly written and supremely literary story, while also remaining pretty gripping in its telling. Trust me, you won’t know what hit you after you finish it. Consider The Wrong Way Home for any kid who is ready to doubt everything they ever knew about narrators.
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3,332 reviews6,490 followers
May 9, 2025
4.5 The Wrong Way Home was completely and totally unexpected. This is one of those books where revealing too much about the plot can spoil moments of surprise and connection. Though it's my first time encountering Kate O'Shaughnessy, I instantly understood/realized why people enjoy her other novels. Her writing is captivating, engaging, and tackles complex topics in a way that make sense for younger readers. To be honest, I'm not sure that I've read a book quite like this for children and my heart broke for Fern every step of the way. This was another title that I read for my Newbery reading project. If you want to know more of my thoughts, be sure to check out that video: https://youtu.be/3GO5U8MopY0
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891 reviews8 followers
July 8, 2024
I was liking this well enough until I came to page 194 where we meet a “gender-fluid” librarian named Wren who “educates” Fern after she asks her if she is s girl or a boy. It’s in there just to be in there it doesn’t advance the story at all, and neither does Babs having a “wife”. I skimmed the rest of the book after this.
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126 reviews17 followers
February 2, 2025
A book about a 12 year old unwillingly being rescued from a cult—this was not a gap I realized existed in middle grade novels. The revelations occur slowly to our unreliable narrator. This part was believable to me.

I’m definitely in favor of exposing kids to difficult topics through books, but I don’t plan to recommend this book or giving it to my kids. The cult-leader character was sinister enough to be convincing, but as an adult, I kept trying to read between the lines and wondering what other crimes he’d committed relating to the vulnerable members of the group. Had this been for a YA audience, this could have been explored more and the novel wouldn’t have felt like we got the “young readers edition.”
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1,406 reviews78 followers
September 10, 2024
✰ 3.25 stars ✰

“Dr. Ben says there are truths about what society is doing to the world we have to accept.

That it’s not a question of believing, it’s a question of accepting.

I guess I never realized what—or who—we believe in could ever be a choice.”


What I think the author captured really well was how twelve-year-old Fern had been so conditioned into thinking and behaving in a certain way, that when she became aware of a whole other side of the world - away from the isolated Ranch that she had grown up in - her reaction was realistic. It's not so much her naivete and her innocence that was believable, but also her anger and rage at dissolving the conditioning that she had been privy to. It made for some very volatile confrontations with her mother, who finally took the bold decision to leave the place that she felt was harming her family, rather than protecting it. It's a bold example of how cult-like doctrines becomes so ingrained into one's system, that the moment the choice of one's God-given birthright of free is given back to her - it can only serve as a reminder of what has been forgotten and for how long one has been deprived of it. 😤

A small voice—so small it’s almost not there—tells me, You never would have seen this if you had stayed at the Ranch.

And I’m not sure I like the way it makes me feel to know that.


There is certainly plenty to unpack and re-adjust to; to have to see the good and bad and ugliness of life that Fern was kept unaware of, which comes also with the thrill of wonder at even the simplest thing of using Google. Her innocence to these surprises of what she had been deprived of were depicted well; it is also interesting to see how the environment played a big part in her accepting that there was so much more to offer in life, and had she stayed on the Ranch, she would never have been able to experience it. 😢 It's that war within herself of trying desperately to find a way back home. It helped that through her interactions with a new school and the library and its facilities, meeting a vast variety of identities, getting a new job, she starts to note the difference between what is visible and what actually lies beneath the surface.

Something that also stood out for me was Fern's conflicting emotions over her new experiences; it is with a doubtful rejection, as well as reprimanding herself for enjoying the tastes and delights was a convincing example of how strong her conditioning has been, that it is a struggle to desensitize what has been done to her. I liked that there were those who either ridiculed and mocked her for her indifference, and those who were eager to help and show that she was not alone in feeling ignorant about things. 'There are so many things I don’t know that I don’t know that I don’t know them.' 😟 She's been so wired to think and operate in a certain way to follow rules, that it is a lengthy process to let go of that feeling. To draw the line of what has been permissible to her now is alright to feel, rather than feel that it is dangerous to feel that way. It was with strong emotion that her interactions with the new people in her life allowed her to experience things that her sheltered and closeted life had prevented her. 😥

I’m sorry,” Mom says. “I’m sorry you’re hurting. I’m sorry if you feel confused. But I’m doing this to protect you. It’ll make sense to you. One day.”

I start to cry again. “I won’t ever forgive you. Now or ‘one day.’


While this story is about a young girl rediscovering herself with her interactions in a new world - opening her eyes to new things, it is also a story about a mother and her daughter, and how they relearned what it means to trust in each other as family. Her mother had made that decision to isolate them, when she herself was alone and abandoned; that inclusion is one that helps Fern understand why her mother chose to leave then, and what led her to escape, before she deprived her daughter of what it really means to live a healthy and happy life. 🥺 That regretful feeling, highlighted in her childhood memories at what their life could have been if she had not trapped them in a cult for so long, was vividly captured. I know it is not for us to disregard those who live in sheltered communities with their own set of ideals and principles; it's having the wrong people serve their leader, with misguided intentions and wrong actions, is what prevents it from really becoming a home. 🫶🏻

And it was a positive feeling to see Fern realize the depths of love her mother had for her; how despite her resentment for taking her away from the Ranch, she knew that she was always only doing what she did was best for her daughter's safety. 🫂❤️‍🩹 The ending is a suspenseful one; as Fern senses the cracks of her disillusioned method of living choices, it becomes a war of still seeking out a way to return home, while also entertaining the thought that there was something amiss in what she had grown up thinking. When the choice of freedom is given to her, the author grips you with whether or not her conscience will know if the sacrifices and risks her mother took to first bring them to the Ranch and for them to leave was worth it. ✊🏻

Most experiences you’ll have in life will be a mixed bag. The good and the bad tend to be swirled into every experience you have... It can be your choice to take the good with you and leave the rest behind.

There were some drawbacks to this, however, that made me feel less inclined towards it. In the first book I had read of this author, I had noticed that it had felt unnecessarily long for a middle grade read; sadly, it was the same case here. I found my attention span waning and getting bored with the redundancy in which the author had Fern be introduced to different aspects of life that she was not privy to before. I mean, if I was getting bored, then just imagine how a ten-year-old would feel if this were not an assigned reading! I also thought that it became rather overstuffed with information! 😩 I know that it makes sense that her getting this knowledge was a side track to getting back, but getting so crammed with all this knowledge! I felt it was not necessary to cover every little detail - a few would have been more than enough to allude to the idea that the cracks in Fern's ideology were starting to appear. It was hard to believe that in less than three months she could so easily adapt to everything and accept that this was normal, compared to the normal she had always known. 😮‍💨

Despite my own conflicting thoughts, I felt that it was an impactful and different one. Rarely have I read a middle grade that deals with a cult, and how a young person has to decide if her experiences on the outside are better than what she has always known and believed to be true on the inside. It's also a strong glimpse of how she sees what had always been law belonging to one man, was not the case in the real world. There is a strong difference between right and wrong, and she was able to see that she was allowed free will and thinking. To break free of that chain was perhaps the best take-away from this that what had started off as The Wrong Way Home eventually turned out to be the right one. 🙏🏻
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Author 25 books574 followers
June 26, 2025
Reading this was such a healing, mildly triggering experience. 🤍

If you know anything about me, I spent time in a cult-like church and have spent years working through that. This book was so honest, empathetic, and accurate about the experience, though the MC obviously went through more than I did.

I loved the friends and good adults she was surrounded with, and the town was so welcoming and sweet. Also, yay for books and librarians! I was rooting for the MC the whole time, and the end had me so nervous and proud. 🤍

I definitely recommend this empathetic, beautiful book.

CW: Lying, fear, danger. Mentions of off-page death. Discussion of killing animals. The main character has a lot of anxiety surrounding certain food, chemicals, and medicines. A prominent side character is gay and a background character is non-binary.
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2,182 reviews109 followers
April 27, 2024
Twelve is a hard time in life to question everything you know about what is morally right and wrong. For Fern the two dominate adults in her life, her mother and the Dr. Ben, the leader of her community, are suddenly at odds. Her mother breaks away from The Ranch, the only place Fern has ever called home, in the middle of the night and drags her across the country. Now she is out in the world full of toxins, vaccines, and wicked novels. Fern will do whatever it takes to get back to her only known safety.

The author does a masterful job of weaving the complexity of right and wrong through many different perspectives. For middle-grade, this is a book about the power of cult thinking, without getting too dark.
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1,154 reviews2 followers
December 25, 2024
2.5 rounded up. The reason for the rounding up was the conflict and the very end. The protagonist and Bab’s are strong characters. The weakness of this story is that we don’t get a long enough look into the cult- everything is told rather than shown. Young readers are not going to get enough from this plot to understand the allure of cults. More of the story should have been on The Ranch or at least used flashbacks. Instead- 80% of the story stagnated leading up to the very short climax and conclusion. The rising action was very slow and boring- over 100 pages could have been cut out. Also, the author inserted a nonbinary character and used it in a way that was cringy and not authentic at all. I wish authors would quit doing that in order to get books on LGBTQ+ shelves to sell more books.
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637 reviews142 followers
April 4, 2025
2.5 ⭐️

I love books about cults and this book had so much promise! The prose itself was good and I felt like it tried to handle the nuance of good and bad being mixed in experiences. However, there were inconsistencies in the plot and I didn’t really feel the danger of this cult. We leave the cult before we ever really figure out what they believe or we know anything about it. Fern’s extreme environmental beliefs are praised by adults and even quite a few kids, which sends a really confusing message about the cult itself. The ending felt so over dramatic and unrealistic. I won’t say more, because I don’t want to spoil it, but I was just shaking my head.
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Author 26 books75 followers
July 16, 2025
Really good and really important. Also very stressful near the end. A fascinating look at a girl who grew up in a cult learning to view other perspectives and embrace the world. Her devotion to the cult was incredibly realistic and also terrifying. I loved how she always had a desire to protect the earth but learned to do it in a way that wasn’t just beneficial to herself. And I loved the relationship with her mom, who felt responsible for bringing her daughter into that situation and was trying to make things right, even if Fern hated her for it.
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542 reviews49 followers
May 24, 2025
This was sooo good! An intense topic for a middle grade book, but I thought it was handled so well. I've never seen a kid's book talking about the complexities of leaving a cult. I loved all the characters here, such good queer representation as well!
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474 reviews34 followers
September 3, 2023
Title: The Wrong Way Home
Author: Kate O'Shaughnessy

Review:

"The Wrong Way Home" by Kate O'Shaughnessy is a poignant and heartfelt coming-of-age story that explores themes of self-discovery, trust, and the pursuit of one's own path in life. At its core, it's a story about a young girl, Fern, who must grapple with the revelation that the life she thought was noble and ideal might actually be built on deception.

Fern's journey begins at the Ranch, an off-the-grid, sustainable community in upstate New York, where she has lived since the age of six. She admires Dr. Ben, the leader of the Ranch, and believes in the values and principles of the community. However, when Fern's mother abruptly takes her away in the middle of the night, claiming that Dr. Ben is dangerous, Fern is faced with a profound and disorienting change.

The strength of the novel lies in its exploration of Fern's inner turmoil as she navigates the treacherous and toxic outside world, which is in stark contrast to the sheltered environment she knew. O'Shaughnessy skillfully portrays Fern's determination to find her way back to the Ranch, but as time passes, she begins to question the authenticity of the life she once cherished.

Fern's character is relatable and endearing, making it easy for readers, particularly young readers, to connect with her. Her journey of self-discovery and her internal struggle to determine what she truly believes in and values are central to the narrative. It's a universal theme that resonates with readers of all ages.

The author's writing is evocative and immersive, allowing readers to feel the emotions and experiences of Fern as she confronts the unknown. The story's pacing is well-balanced, capturing both the urgency of Fern's desire to return to the Ranch and her evolving understanding of the world beyond it.

As Fern grapples with her choices, readers are presented with thought-provoking questions about trust, the pursuit of individual happiness, and the willingness to challenge one's beliefs. These themes add depth to the story, making it not only an engaging adventure but also a reflective journey of personal growth.

In conclusion, "The Wrong Way Home" by Kate O'Shaughnessy is a beautifully written and emotionally resonant novel that speaks to the universal themes of self-discovery and the quest for truth and authenticity. Fern's character is a testament to the resilience and courage of young individuals as they confront life's uncertainties. This book is a compelling read for both young readers and adults alike, offering a message of hope and empowerment in the face of life's unexpected twists and turns.
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386 reviews5 followers
April 2, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️As many of you know, I am an avid Newbery Medal book lover. I became very interested in this award when I discovered, as an adult, that many of my favorite childhood/ teen books had won this prestigious prize. A Wrinkle in Time, The Witch of Blackbird Pond, Island of the Blue Dolphins, and The Giver, to name a few! But I also realized that there are many gems in the pages of the Newbery Honor books, too! And I also discovered that, in some cases, I liked an Honor winner even better!
This book is one of those cases! I read the 2025 winner first, and was very happy with it! But then I picked up this book yesterday—-and finished it yesterday!
This is the story of Fern, who has lived happily for half her life in a “futuristic self-sustaining community” with her mom. Then, late one night, her mother wakes her up and tells her that they need to leave on a special errand for Dr. Ben, the charismatic leader of their ranch. But the actual reason for their trip soon becomes clear—her mom is escaping the commune. Fern is upset and confused. She doesn’t understand why her mother became disenchanted with Dr. Ben and their lifestyle. She hates the outside world, where she is bewildered and embarrassed by all the things she doesn’t know or understand. She just wants to go back, but, as time goes by, she begins to see that there were things about The Ranch and its leader that were not what they seemed. I was fascinated by Fern’s dilemma, and the author does a great job exploring the internal conflicts that she faces when confronted with everyday situations that we take for granted. Especially when one of her new classmates asks her what it was like living in a “cult”. The story is very thought-provoking, and would make an excellent book club selection. I loved it.
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2,273 reviews45 followers
February 18, 2025
LOVE books that center around leaving a cult. There are no two ways around it. I'm obsessed by it. Cults and how people could even be a part of one--for whatever length of time--fascinates me. I just don't understand the reasoning. But that is what adds to the adventure.

So here we meet Fern who is about to more or less become initiated into the "farm" where she and her mother live. Only thing is under the cover of darkness, Fern is awaken by her mother, the two of them take a taxi to a car waiting for them, and then just drive. Drive under the cover of darkness to the ocean and a new life.

You would think Fern would be in favor of this. But no. In fact, Fern wants to return home to Dr. Ben and the life she knew. Under the guise of being content will she actually be figuring out how to use the internet, look up addresses, discover things like fiction books and the topic of conservation....it's a story about discovery and redefining what "home" is. Because, as the title leads others to thing, maybe there IS a "wrong way home."

I loved the setting and all the characters found in this book. It is one I will go back to time and again!
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590 reviews36 followers
September 14, 2024
4.5 This book fills a huge whole in the market that I’ve never even considered: middle grade books about cults. This one was very well done and nuanced. Fern was given the space to process and deprogram from her experience, as well as to mourn the changes in her life. As a middle school librarian, I hope there continue to be books like this, especially slightly aged up from this one. This is the exact type of topic middle schoolers would eat up if the cover/protagonist/writing were a little more mature. As is, I would say the sweet spot for this one is grades 5 and 6.
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94 reviews3 followers
April 17, 2024
Interesting concept, mediocre execution. I think that it should be - at the very least - difficult to tell what an author’s personal beliefs are, but Kate O’Shaugnessy’s are very clear in this book. The ending was also a little too perfect.
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Author 7 books107 followers
March 28, 2026
Kudos to O'Shaughnessy for tackling a tough subject with nuance and in a (I think) child-appropriate way, which I'm sure was an extremely challenging tightrope walk. At first I wasn't sure; adults reading this will be like, "girl, please, this is obviously a cult, RUN," and the plot feels frustrating and slow-moving as a result. And I initially wasn't sure if middle-grade readers would get those same red flags or understand that Fern/Frankie is a somewhat unreliable narrator. By the end, I think that yes, this works well, for the right kid at the right age. Some middle-grade readers will have zero trouble with this, others might be thrown for a loop. I admit that the whole Spirit of the Sea subplot didn't work for me and felt like it should have been cut, and I did want to shake Fern/Frankie violently at various points, so this was a 3.5-star read for me, but I rounded up to 4 because I feel like it could be great for the right reader.
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1,486 reviews26 followers
October 1, 2024
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5. Welp. @colbysharp never steers me wrong. Gwen and her mother live on a ranch, cut off from society. Their leader, Dr. Ben, pores he’s the dangers of the outside world. When he announces that it is almost time for Fern’s rite - something usually for members at age 15, when she is not quite 12 - her mom leaves the community and takes her daughter to the opposite coast. There, Fern is introduced to mainstream society and attends school for the first time since she was in the first grade. As she grapples with all the newness, she yearns to find her way to what she thinks is of as her home. But what if she finally is home? Despite the young age of the protagonist, I think middle school students will enjoy this. The young main character dealing with bigger issues reminded me of Fighting Words. Will be recommending.
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936 reviews14 followers
March 25, 2025
I’m coming at this a bit critical (anybody surprised? 😆) but while there is a lot to gleam from stories like this, I really hate when a book pushes every agenda down my throat for the sake of just throwing it in there.
This also wouldn’t be a book I would hand to a kid without reading it with them. Overall character development was good and interesting. Would make for some good discussion.
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Author 7 books10 followers
March 22, 2026
I finished this lovely middle-grade book at the beach today, and it was such an interesting and unique read! I thoroughly enjoyed reading it, and I loved Fern's character, all her friends, and the little town that Fern and her mother are staying in!!

It tackles hard topics in what I think is a tactful way, as the main character is unwillingly rescued from a cult and must learn to decide for herself what she thinks, what she believes, and what she thinks is right or wrong, rather than what she has been taught to. Kate O'Shaughnessy's writing is descriptive and vivid and it really brought the story to life! My favorite character is undoubtedly Fern (also Babs is a splendid one too!). Least favorite would undoubtedly be the villain, who is a most horrid fellow and we hates him forever.

There were a few parts of the novel which I did not enjoy reading (there is a background character who is nonbinary, who I just felt was just shoved in and not at all useful to the story. *sigh*), but aside from that, it is still a wonderful middle-grade book that I found very interesting. Four out of five stars from me.
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1,566 reviews31 followers
January 10, 2026
3.5 stars rounded down. This was an interesting premise for a middle grade book and I think the subject matter was handled really well. How does one do cults for kids without being too scary? The author managed it. I think a child reader would have been taken along for a ride with the plot twists and narrator’s unreliability. But as an adult, I saw everything coming from a mile away. The main character was frustrating to me. Overall, interesting subject matter well-presented for kids (the target audience after all).
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5,261 reviews5 followers
April 13, 2025
This was one of my least favorite books I have ever read. This year's Newberys have stunk.

A kid needs both a mom and a dad. The author completely dismisses this concept. There are pretty much no good examples of strong, caring men in this book.

No principal would say, "Joining mid-year isn't ideal." And school basing grade placement solely on age and not checking for student knowledge is incredibly foolish. Also, any school would already have new student form packets already made. They would certainly not take a couple of days to make up. The author seems unfamiliar with how a school works.

It's not believable at all that Babs is known everywhere she goes and treated like a celebrity. That kind of character only exists in movies, not real life. Everything she says sounds like something only someone in a movie would say.

The writing is unnatural and awkward. The thoughts the main character has are pretentious, and it becomes annoying reading from her perspective.

Sometimes there are completely unnecessary details. A character can't even sit on a chair without the narrator talking about how someone at Brainwash Ranch taught her all about carpentry and now she's an expert. 🤦🏼‍♀️

As someone who struggled severely with mental health issues and had to be hospitalized and do group therapy before getting better, I am completely intolerant of a book foisting mental illness on children, pretending it's not mental illness, and encouraging children to accept this lie rather than making sure people get adequate mental health help. It makes me angry.

I felt this book went from bad to worse, living in one extreme situation to now living in a completely different but equally extreme situation.

It occurred to me about 200 pages in that the author has no idea what real life is actually like and instead wrote a book about all the popular ideas people who have way too much time on their hands and don't work hard enough have made up in the last few decades. 

Native people also did terrible things to settlers. It goes both ways. And if we keep holding onto grudges and bad things from our past, those grudges will ultimately destroy us. 

Why does it take 10 minutes to hang an orb in a window? That defies common sense. 

Running off with an adult you barely know? Not a great idea to promote to the children reading your book. Yes, Babs is nice, but still, weird.

I appreciated that Eddie had the sense not to believe in ghosts, but I didn't appreciate how disrespectful she was to her parents. 

While I don't think the ranch was a good place, I don't think there was anything wrong with some of the ideas. It is true that we're overconnected and overstimulated. It's because of our phones. Phones can be good, but they can also be really, really addictive and bad. And I do prefer to wear clothes made of natural materials, because who wants plastic touching your skin all day? And processed food is junk. It's okay to have it every once in a while as a treat, but it's not good for you. 

I felt bad for Eddie's parents. Are there people out there that pursue such outlandish ventures when they go through tragedy? To me, that's what happens when you don't have faith in a God who is bigger than yourself, who ultimately uses hardship and tragedy for our good even when we can't see it and night never see it.

The librarian says she just moved from San Francisco a couple of months ago. That seems way too convenient. This plot just isn't very well thought out or good. It's just random stuff thrown together to support the author's ideals.

The narrator just happens to see her teacher's insulin pump, so she magically now thinks modern medicine is good instead of evil. Again, way too convenient. (Don't get me wrong, I am super thankful for advances in medicine that keep me and some of my loved ones alive.)

Shirking your responsibilities when something bad happens to you is a HORRIBLE message to send to children. 🤦🏼‍♀️ Sometimes you fail a test. Sometimes life is hard. You can't just skip out on work for something like that.  Truancy is also not an acceptable response to this scenario. 

The oldest redwood trees in California are over 2000 years old. That part of the story was clearly not researched.

"I guess I never realized what - or who - we believe in could ever be a choice." And here we have the nonsense that you can make up your own truths and believe in them. 

It really stinks when someone who has some okay ideas ends up being a villain, because then it makes all their ideas look bad. So Ben is actually a bad guy, not a shocker. But taking care of the environment in and of itself is not a bad thing. Eating healthy and avoiding white sugar isn't a bad thing. Our family mostly uses honey or maple syrup instead. If you're extremely rigid, obsessive, or controlling about those things, that's not great, but those things themselves aren't bad.

The rummage sale sells everything. Because that happens. 🙄

And then Eddie just happens to fall off the cliff because of a prank Babs is playing on the town. Way too many unlikely things happen in this book, and everything fits together way too perfectly. I also really wonder what the chances are of hurting your spleen but not breaking any ribs or having a collapsed lung or something. 

As someone who geocaches frequently and finds geo trails, it would not be hard to find a narrow path hidden by a branch or bush. 

So I really didn't enjoy this book at all.
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895 reviews14 followers
January 31, 2026
Did I love a middle grade novel about leaving a cult? Yes I did. I could not put this down to the point that I read it while walking on my hated walking pad (Melt, snowcrete! Melt!) I’m so curious to hear how middle grade readers are receiving this book because the content is a little unusual—I’m not sure how much exposure middle graders have to cults. I loved that it was made clear that there was no shame in being ignorant for Fern or her mom as they were both trying to learn more. I also appreciated the scene with the nonbinary librarian, but I see from the reviews here that some people would rather their children be in a cult than know there are different kinds of people in the world.

I wish there had been something about therapy for both mother and daughter in the book, and more resolution for what happened to the Ranch. 4.5 stars
64 reviews1 follower
August 27, 2025
Read this with my 10 and 13 year old sons and we were hooked on the story. It teaches a lot of empathy because in the beginning they didn't understand how she could fall for a cult but over time, it is a bit slow at times, but it is believable that she needs a lot of time to start to change her mindset and unlearn things.
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1,376 reviews
April 21, 2024
5++++! This was one of those books I could not put down and when it ended, I wanted more! Perhaps my favorite part of the book was Fern's reaction to reading her first novel. Such a wonderful story, great characters, California setting. Don't miss this one!
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3,749 reviews86 followers
January 28, 2025
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for allowing me to read an advanced copy of this title.
What if you were raised in a commune? What would happen if you left? Fern's (aka Frankie) Mom does exactly that, moving Fern across the United States from New York to California. Adjusting to life in a California beach town is nothing like Fern's previous life. No longer living in a sustainable and wellness focused community (no sugar, artificial additives, clothing made from natural fabrics, taking care of the environment), she's not sure what to do or not to do at school. Her Mom is changing too. Could returning to the community (aka commune) be the answer to Fern's problems or is it time for her to move on to a different kind of living? Who has her best interests at heart; Mom, Dr. Ben the leader of her old community, Eddie a girl from school, Babs her Mom's godmother, Mr. Carlson a teacher and kindred soul who shares her interests in taking care of and improving the environment or someone else?
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February 7, 2025
This is a Newbery Honor book that I had trouble putting down. It is the story of a girl and her mother who flee from a cult and try to rebuild their life. The daughter doesn't understand all of what is going on and wishes to return. It is an interesting read as an adult as the author gives you some insights into what the daughter is thinking and doesn't give you much from the mother's point of view. It would also make for good discussion with a kid about how people get sucked into situations that most people would avoid.
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