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320 pages, Paperback
First published March 17, 2013
MIA KELLY




“…sometimes we figure things out and then life changes and we have to figure it all out again.”
“And so it began, my secret and suppressed obsession with the sensitive, tortured, artist soul. An obsession I was still fighting tooth and nail and one I wouldn’t admit to anyone, namely myself.”
“There are at least five swear words I like better than fuck. My favorites are compound words like apeshit, craphat or batshit, but above all, my numero uno, all-time favorite swear word is assclown, without a doubt. Asshat runs a close second. I must say, very few things give me greater pleasure than calling someone an assclown when they really fit the bill. I love it more than puppies and baby seals.”
“My real fear was that I would fall in love with Will or that I already had and then he would just leave me alone, broken and pathetic.”
“He looked so pathetic standing there, rejected. He corrected himself a couple of times when his body made involuntary movements to reach out and touch me. He was fighting the urge just to simply take my hand or kiss my cheek. I didn’t know why I was being so harsh… The charade and the constant touching created so much confusion. I couldn’t tell anymore what we were to each other.”
”Just let me kiss your mouth,” he whispered, his eyes pleading.“
“Don’t be silly, Will is no dummy.” She paused for a long second. “He’s in love with you.”
“How do you know?”
“I can tell and anyways, he told me. I believe his exact words were cosmic, soul-shattering, air in your lungs kind of love.”
“He buried his face in my neck and pulled me into a hug. I threw my arms around him and whispered, “Never let me go.”
He tightened his grip as his mouth moved to my ear.
“Never.”








Sometimes it takes the love of others to show us who we really are.
“I’m surprised that you can’t see what everyone else can.”
“The pain of losing someone is always worse when you know you could have prevented it.”My heart not only broke for Will during this part of the story, but for Mia as well. I was an emotional mess. I wanted this couple to pull through more than anything. Mia hurt Will in a big way. She feels terrible. She’s not really living anymore, her friends are concerned. A lot of time passes before she can finally get herself together. And she is willing to do anything to make it right between them.
‘Love life and life will love you back.’





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"You have to teach your heart and mind how to sing together...then you'll hear the sound of your soul."




Seriously, the way she . Yep, that made me really *really* dislike her, a lot. I even think Mia might be one of the most frustrating female characters I've ever come across. Still, she had some good qualities too and she was a remarkable musician. I do understand why it was so hard for her to let people in and let herself be vulnerable , but still, it wasn't easy to read the way she treated Will and some of her other close friends sometimes. Luckily, towards the ending, she really changed her attitude and I ended up understanding her reasonings much better.
Will
"Hey, little firecracker, you like taunting me, don't you?"
From the moment, Will and Mia meet on the plane, there's an easy banter between the two of them. They often tease each other and make each other laugh, but at the same time they can also be open to each other about their past. Because their each other's best friends for a long time before evolving into something more they really get to know each other's deepest secrets and they really just want the other person to be happy. It was refreshing to read a story that wasn't about insta-love/lust but about a slow-building kind of love, based on a solid friendship.
"You're beautiful and amazing and you have a special soul, Mia. You deserve the best."
*SWOON*

I really loved Will. He was sweet, caring and always trying to make Mia happy. He was always there to support her and stand by her no matter what. It was obvious he had deeper feelings for Mia but he never pushed her into wanting something more. Instead he gave her all the time she needed to realize how she really felt about him. Will was a very talented musician on the verge of major breakthrough and I loved how he still tried to makes as much time for Mia and how he showed her his true feelings through his song lyrics.

I also loved the many music references throughout the story; especially the ones of the song called Sweet Thing by Van Morrison because "sweet thing" was the nickname Will often gave to Mia.
"And you shall take me strongly in your arms again
And I will not remember that I even felt the pain
And we shall walk and talk in gardens all misty and wet with rain
And I will never, never, never grow so old again
Oh sweet thing, sweet thing oh, my, my, my, my, sweet thing."
~ Van Morrison's "Sweet Thing"
"It's a fool who thinks love will set you free. Love equals a morbid and relentless fear of losing the other person. To love is brave and Will was the bravest person I knew."










"Whatever you need me to be, I'll be! Friends? Fine! Best friends? Great! I'll do it, because I want you in my life more than anything I have ever wanted."

Will could dance and if I remember correctly, someone told me once to stay away from a man who could dance.
"What do you want to do?" I asked.
"I just want to get wasted with you and find out if there is a god," he murmured into my neck before tugging on my earlobe with his teeth.

It's the only way to know you're really in love, when you ask the question would it be harder to watch him die, or to know he'll watch me die? Is there more mercy in being the one who does the watching or in being the one who does the dying? It's when you realize what mercy-killing actually means, it's when you actually care to the point of tormenting worry. It's not roses and white horses, it's fucking brutal and it can send a person running for the hills. To love is brave and Will was the bravest person I knew.
"Wilbur, I want to have like a million of your babies."
He looked happier than I had ever seen him.
"Really? Should we start now?"
"Definitely."
For Jackson: The best damn dog in the world. RIP, Buddy.

♥"Your antics are cute, Will." ♥Cute and adorable, Wilbur (yes that's his real name!) sits next to Mia on her flight to New York (♥ fate is amazing ♥) Mia is his flight distraction; they have the same 'cool' taste in music.
"I had no desire to be his humdrum history......it took every fibre of my being to refuse his touch in that way."Mia loves Will but is scared of his outlook to life, his free and easy spirit. She would rather be his friend in his present and future, than a lover of his past. I believe her parent's past relationship has an effect on Mia's judgement in this situation. The author cleverly interweaves two love stories, her parents and of course, Will & Mia, both stories had me in tears at times. ♥

"You have to teach your heart and mind how to sing together... then you'll hear the sound of your soul."







Maybe it was fate that I sat next to her that day, or serendipity, divine intervention, who knows?
"I love this."
"It's a lotus flower."
"I know."
"It symbolizes purity of the heart and mind."
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I haven't taken it off since...

