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309 pages, Kindle Edition
First published June 15, 2014


JAVIER IS BACKKKKK!!!!![]()
As far as the women are concerned, there is a saying: "If I want you, I will have you, for better or worse. If I can't have you one way, I'll have you another way. And if I can't have you, no one will have you, that will be the end of you, and there you will be buried. Simple." -El Sicario*shivers* Luisa, a former beauty queen, is caught in the middle of two feuding cartels. She's married to the leader of the largest cartel. A wicked man who has no regard for women as human beings. Through a series of events Luisa ends up in the hands of Javier who is looking to gain some power from her husband. As a pawn in their battle, Luisa, proves she is no doormat in this war. When you play with the Mexican cartel...you win, or you die.
"Because life is a game and we're all just trading cards. We play the right hand to get ahead. Death stops the game."
A devil and an angel.


The life of Luisa Chavez was really and truly over. There was only Luisa Reyes now. And she was about to live a life of pain.Luisa wants nothing more than to get away from Sal and his cruelty. What she never expects is to be kidnapped by Javier’s men while trying to escape Sal.
“It’s not easy to have confidence in who you are, to say fuck it, the world thinks I am a monster because I am a monster. And I don’t care.”
“You can never run away from yourself, you’ll just go in a circle. There is no escape from this life because this is your life and you are what you are. And there is nothing wrong with that.”
















Karina Halle

"I have a lot of respect for beautiful things, you know. They are usually the most dangerous.”
"I was caught between beauty and depravity."
"I was but a woman in a man’s game – but if I could have that rare chance to be part of the game, I felt like nothing would be able to stop me."
Karina Halle



"My darling. You're going to be my undoing."
"Fantasies were for young girls who had no idea how the real world worked."
"I have a lot of respect for beautiful things, you know. They are usually the most dangerous."
"I want to destroy beautiful things before they can destroy me."
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"Good or bad, there is great power in knowing who you are and owning it."
“There is so much power and influence in money and drugs that it makes me wonder why anyone would bother going straight.”
“She needed to appreciate the art of violence, the beauty in fear, the fragility of her own life.”
“Why do you want to break me so badly?” (…)
“Because I want to destroy beautiful things before they can destroy me.”
I kept asking myself how it was possible that I was faced with a story filled with darkness, depraved and evil characters, brutality, evil, violence and still managed to find something good and beautiful in it as well!!!!![]()
Luiza Chavez’s character development was absolutely amazing. She goes from being a good, caring and moral person to someone almost unrecognizable at the end. What she endures in the hands of depraved men is inconceivable and to see her strength and courage is truly admirable…![]()
Married to a sadist and kidnapped by her husband’s rival drug cartel, led by Javier, she continues being abused, tortured….even having Javier’s name carved on her back with a knife…broken physically but not her spirit…![]()
She would endure pain, rape, violence but she would never give up being free from this depraved world around her….![]()
What I found interesting was that Javier, supposedly the strong and feared drug lord finds himself not in control. With Luiza, he sees a possibility in having someone loving you, despite your flaws and weaknesses….![]()
This is not a sweet and cute love story. It’s a gritty, dark, provocative, unconventional tale that absolutely grabs you from the first page.![]()
You may be shocked, stunned, freaked out, angry, disturbed….you want hearts and all…no you won’t get that here…you will get something more than that!!!![]()




















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Pawn: The weakest piece on the chessboard, yet the only piece that has the ability to become stronger. It is dangerous and versatile.
King: The most important chess piece of the game. No material equivalency can be applied to the King because his "loss" means the end of the game, therefore he is considered "invaluable"
En Prise: A French term meaning "in a position to be taken".
Smothered Mate: A form of checkmate where the King is unable to escape check because his own friendly pieces prevent him from moving.
Queening the Pawn: In all cases of queening, a pawn is “queened” once it has reached the opposite end of the board.
Queen: The strongest piece on the chessboard.
Endgame: The part of the game where the King should come out and fight.
5 stars*