So happy that I picked this up!
This first book in a series has to do a lot of heavy-lifting. We need to understand the characters before their journey and after it, what pushed them apart and what brings them together, the stakes and the secrets, the crew and the community, the enemy and what’s been lost to them… all done quite well. Parts of the book likely will feel slow to some as we first spend time at home, then time at sea getting to know the crew, and only finally make it to the really big action, heist, and rescue at the very end. However, we needed the time to get the character and relationship development really going because it wasn’t going to happen back at home.
My only qualm about the ship portion is that I couldn’t quite figure out the timeline. I know at the end of the trip there was a comment on how long it had been, but even then it seemed like it had been longer yet put into an impossibly shorter amount of time, but I may just have a bit of time blindness on a personal level, so is it really a qualm with the book? There are a lot of crewmates to know, so only by the end did I think that I really figured them all out!
Overall, I loved our 3 main characters and wish them well on their personal journeys away from guilt, restrictions, and dysphoria and into fighting demons and maybe death itself. The revelations toward the end make me want the next part soooo badly!! But I’ll wait until it’s ready!
4.25* is what I’ll go with!
Warnings for death/murder, torture, drowning, violence, injury, body horror, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, abuse (including child abuse), emetophobia, religious harm, religious abuse, implied cult indoctrination