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208 pages, Paperback
First published July 15, 2013
I was never as good as the best fly-fisher, tracker, marksman or dog-trainer. There was always too much to do, so many different disciplines that to master them all was impossible. It was enough for me to be the bumbler, Mr. Nobody from Nowhere, who loved it all and never gave up, not once. Maybe there’s a kind of honour in that.
To the Swahili-speaking peoples the lion’s long roar and finale of descending grunts is said to be “Nchi ya nani? Yengu. Yengu. Yengu” Whose land is this? Mine. Mine. Mine.” It’s stunning up close, especially if the cat is using a rock, hard ground or some other object to work his wall of sound.
If you ask a mad-keen fly-fisherman what the toughest river fish in the world might be on a pound-for-pound basis, you’ll get a variety of answers – dorado, tigers, Saratoga, barra. Few will name the Papuan black bass, which is a pity. By any measure they may be the dark horse of the bunch. It’s only their remoteness and difficulty that has kept them out of the limelight.
Everyone has a choice like this, in some way, at some stage. It’s a battle between the head and the heart.
It would be impossible to match that kind of income locally. If we took it we would never again have to worry about getting a new car, or fixing the hot-water system, or retiling the bathroom . . . the thousand and one cares that wear you down. There were other advantages too. The job offered a new beginning after some hard times. On the other hand, life in a sprawling industrial city wasn’t the dream we’d been working towards. VJ and I talked about it all night and got lost in the details, but in the end realized the only advantage the offer had was the money. It was that simple.
Nothing else about it was better than the dream we had been pursuing. There didn’t seem to be any point to slaving away to make more money to buy a place we liked when we already had one. Some would call it foolish but we stayed.
When shall we live, if not today?