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Kindle Edition
First published September 4, 2012


My heart thumping in my chest as I’m brought back to him, to Mayson Holt, the boy who stole my heart, broke it and disappeared from my life five years ago. The man who I do not allow myself to think about. The man who still owns a very large piece of my soul.
"You make me lose control in the best possible way. You bring out the best in me, you make me feel things in a way I never imagined."
"I'm a hopeless romantic, I guess. I'm always thinking of Happily Ever Afters."
“Could he be the one? Could he be my soul mate?”
“Desperate to stay in this moment with Mayson, I'm once again pushing away my true wants, my true needs. My heart sinks as I realize just how much of myself I’ve been keeping from him, simply afraid of making him run for the hills. And so, I cling desperately to this beautiful man before me, and hold back my questions, my concerns, my fears.”
“... you still love him, too ... I can’t compete with a memory ... I don’t think anyone can. You will always remember Mayson the way you want to remember him. Over time, you’ll forget all the bad stuff and focus only on the good. You’ll focus on ... the future you could have had with him if things had been different. How can you and I possibly have any sort of future together if you are clinging to the past?”
“He understands me. He loves me for who I am. He knows the deepest voice in my heart and he cherishes me for it. It has got to be the best feeling in the world.”




“Oh yeah, I forgot that you wanted to be a teacher. That’s awesome!” How could he forget that I wanted to be a teacher? Did I mean so little to him that he couldn’t even be bothered to remember my life’s passion?
It’d been three weeks since Elise’s wedding and he still hadn’t called. I was stewing in a very big way and Morgan knew it.
“It—it’s been a while, sorry.” Little did he know, it’d been a very long time. Our last time together had been my only time. I hadn’t let anyone else into my bedroom, or into my heart since we said our goodbyes years ago. “I’ll go slow,” he said, smoothing my hair, pushing it from my forehead. “I promise.”
The next morning, I woke early to the sound of birds chirping outside my window. The alarm clock read 7:00 am. I rolled over smiling, but found an empty pillow. Mayson was no longer in my bed. Had he left me?
“I have to get back to campus. There’s a problem with the plans. They need me back as soon as possible.” His tone was dismissive. It reminded me of how he could be when we were still in school. A chill ran down my spine.
“You know I would love that. But I sort of promised my parents that I would come to South Carolina for Thanksgiving, and they aren’t quite, um, ready to meet anyone yet. My mom is big on family-only holidays. My older brother had a habit of bringing around a lot of different girls to family holidays and Mom finally drew the line. I’m really sorry.”
“Mayson was my boyfriend. I didn’t know a thing about Brynn.” She gave me a knowing smile before shaking her head. “I love my son. God, I love my son. But, he’s always been impulsive and extremely self-absorbed.“I still love him. But, this kind of betrayal, I don’t know if I can ever forgive this. It’s too much.”
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