The book is a first person account of a middle aged family man Niladri Bose as he delved deep into his angst ridden childhood and youth and remembers horrific events and incidents involving close family members, the death of a elder sibling, the loss and subsequent trauma sending him on a downward spiral that sees his life's trajectory go downhill. #pentopublish2017 Individual chapters thereon chart in minute detail the various twists and turns his life that has gone off the rails takes as he finds and loses all that is dear to him. The vivid first person account of the protagonist who has now become a rolling stone and his travails through diverse cities and professions is filled chock-a-block with roller coaster emotions ranging from love, lust, anger, jealousy, loss, despair et al all building up to a grand climax where he revisits the horrors of the past. It ends with the protagonist coming face to face with a n ugly truth that finally sees him burying the demons of his past and moving towards a brand new life. It's a moving saga of love, lust, and romance, of lost ambitions and a once beautiful life getting lost in the cesspool of life's harsh realities as see through the eyes of a typical middle class Indian boy stepping into youthdom.