Oh my god, BOO.
Can I give this less than one star? Until about halfway through, I felt as though this deserved a solid, resounding "meh"...but oh my god, it got so much worse.
I came across the audio version of this book on my Overdrive app, looking for something to check out from my local library to get me through a few evenings worth of cooking and cleaning and then the following days of driving to and from work. I chose quickly, and I wasn't expecting a masterful piece of literature. I'd never read any of Elin Hilderbrand's books but they are constantly popping up on Amazon and Goodreads. I figured, what the hell. I enjoy having stories read to me while I cook and clean and drive so this fit the bill well. Whatever.
Okay, so the story begins in a somewhat trite manner - summer on Nantucket, children, coming of age, firsts, blah blah blah. Then - tragedy strikes!! A girl dies, her twin brother almost killed, two other kids injured. What follows is the narration from all the characters involved about trying to piece together what could have caused Penny to drive herself to her death - almost claiming the lives of her brother, boyfriend, and friend at the same time.
So, here's my problem. Does it make me a terrible person to hate a dead girl? If so, count me among the terrible people because OH MY GOD, shut the fuck up with your whining Penny. This girl is too fragile to even be alive so in a fit of rage over something someone told her on the night of graduation she decides to END IT ALL but wait - there's more - she does so with OTHER PEOPLE IN THE CAR. So, let me get this straight. Because you can't handle OMGLIFEANDALLTHEFEELINGS, you're going to almost kill your brother, and injure two other people? Is that right, Penny? You couldn't have downed a handful of pills on your own, you had to almost KILL OTHER PEOPLE because you were enraged?
Ugh. So the whole book people are all: "Oh Penny, why oh why did you do what you did?" And I'm like...hold up. She ALMOST KILLED HER BROTHER and no one is pissed about how selfish this is? If I had to hear from her enabling mother, Zoey, one more time: "Penny's heart is/was made of the finest bone china" I was going to drive my own self off a dune somewhere. Really? She was just too sensitive and delicate to even live life? Should have checked her ass into a psych ward somewhere.
Then there's Demeter who is so banal and pathetic I can't even waste too much time on her. Budding alcoholic, doesn't want to accept blame for essentially causing the accident, used sensitive piece of private information about Penny's mother as "social currency" (LOLWUT) to basically manipulate Penny into liking her and talking to her when instead - SPOILER ALERT - it just shatters Penny's bone china heart into too many pieces and she has to KILL HERSELF. I mean really. REALLY ELIN????
Among the other insipid, predictable characters there's Ava. Oh, poor Ava. Penny's boyfriend's mother who is still heartbroken over her dead son who died of SIDS 4 years earlier. Oh, and Ava's husband is totes banging Penny's mom and Ava like, can't even function as a normal human being because she's too sad about her deceased baby and then, the kicker, she's SO ANGRY at her husband because he was *GASP* at work the night the baby died of SIDS. Yes, folks, SIDS. The completely baffling and inexplicable syndrome in which a baby just dies for no good reason but THIS BITCH ruins her whole marriage/her sons life being angry because her husband was at work that same night. I just cannot even.
I could go on and on but this was already disjointed enough. It boils down to this: BORING BORING PREDICTABLE AND BORING. Plus, it was like 239472394 pages too long. The author repeated "but....Penny was dead. She was dead" over and over and OVER AND OVER again for what, dramatic emphasis? WE KNOW SHE'S DEAD. If I had a dollar for every time someone was all: "but wait, Penny was dead" or "but she would never sing again. She was dead" I'd quit this and every other job I may possibly ever have because HELLO MILLIONAIRE. Waste of time. Unless you like reading predictable stories about affluent white kids doing the exact same shit you did when you were a teenager. *Yawn* I've heard this story before, like a hundred times.