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256 pages, Hardcover
First published March 1, 2014

I can't imagine one of those. How awkward would it have made Aidan? Some electronic thing strapped to me. A small tube inserted in my skin. I shudder at how weird and gross that would be. Attached.
~Thank you Albert & Whitman for sending me this copy!~
I've been teetering between rating stars since I read it. There wasn't anything really wrong with it, I just didn't fall in love with the story. I couldn't really get into the characters. This is dual perspective, so we get a good feel of what's going on inside each of their heads.
Kate was diagnosed with diabetes a year prior to the start of this book, and it's been a big adjustment for her. The one person that has been with her through it all has been her boyfriend, Shelton, who promptly breaks up with her on the very first line of the very first chapter. Six weeks before prom (total winner, right?). Kate feels betrayed, Kate feels upset. Kate gets depressed, Kate tries to make him jealous with her best friend, Jen's cousin. Jen's cousin, Aidan, was honorably discharged from the army at only nineteen after losing his right arm from a bomb. What does Aidan think of all this? That Kate is an obnoxious high school girl. I half agree, and half disagree.
She has every right to be hurt about the break up, they were together for a year for crying out loud. But, where she is extremely childish is on her health. She doesn't keep up with her insulin, lies about her numbers, basically deciding that if she pretends she doesn't have diabetes, that it will go away. Smart thinking Kate. She really irritated me with her health. Diabetes isn't something you can just do whatever your childish heart desires. I mean, I understand in a way, that she doesn't want to tell the whole world about her diabetes because she doesn't want everyone's pity, but she acts like diabetes is like the end all, be all cancer that's going to kill her. Yeah, you have to make tough adjustments. Yeah, you have to give yourself insulin shots for the rest of your life. But come on, diabetes? Kate was overdramatic about the entire thing. Too many times, I found myself rolling my eyes and thinking "grow up, Kate."
Aidan was a much, much more interesting character to read about. He didn't join the army because of obligation, or for the benefits, or the money. He joined the army because that was his career. That's what he wanted to do with his life. And now, because of some bomb, he is without his career, and his dominant arm. He's coping with the loss of his arm, with the life he planned out. He's coping with the loss of his dignity and dealing with the guilt of surviving while his superior did not. He has to learn to live again, to drive again, to dress himself, and how to eat, and how to do menial tasks all over again.
The two of them hang out because Kate wants to abandon her responsibilities, and it's not long until they fall for each other. Yeah, they're love story is cute. But, in all honesty, I wasn't swooning at all. It was all so, blah. So boring. They sleep together, and it was so lack luster. Like, that's it??? I didn't feel any depth.
Kate passes out because she didn't give herself enough insulin, and because she refused to let Aidan, whom she slept with, whom she supposedly had feelings for, someone who was supposed to be open with him, that she had diabetes. So she gets hospitalized, and after Aidan finds out what happened, he goes off on her in her hospital room. Rightfully so, in my opinion. Could've avoided it all, Kate.
There were parts of this book that felt so cheesy, so odd. Take when Shelton found her in the hallway and administered her insulin, for example. Like, um, unrealistic much?
This book was short, and lacking. I finished it quick, and forgot about it just as quick. I forgot I read it and forgot to write my review until I looked at my reading challenge. I think the most disappointing thing about this book is that it does not take place in summer. Not even the end of the book is in summer. Prom doesn't even happen in this book. Maybe I'm just picky, but I was kinda hoping that a book with "summer" in the title would actually take place in the summer.
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