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Who’s blackmailing the high-profile televangelist whose son was famously cured of his homosexuality fifteen years ago? Now in 2009, that ought to be ancient history.

It seems there’s no secret to protect, no crime, not even a clear demand for money—just four threatening letters using old Enigma songs from the 90′s. But they’ve got Reverend Howard Richardson spooked.

Proudly fifty and unhappily single, gay PI Russ Morgan has made peace with being a psychic empath, and he’s managed to build a decent life since getting sober. As he uncovers obscene secrets shrouded in seeming righteousness he might have to make peace with a sword of justice that cuts the innocent as deeply as the guilty.

54 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 28, 2013

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Lloyd A. Meeker

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Having led what can only be described as an irregular life, Lloyd A. Meeker can honestly say he’s grateful for all of it, and he’s got stories to tell.

Born and raised in an intentional community in rural Colorado, he’s been a minister, a light aircraft pilot, an office worker, a janitor, a drinker, and a software developer on his way to writing novels. A Dodgers fan and three-time cancer survivor, he’s practiced and taught subtle energy healing all his adult life. He’s sung in church and rainbow choirs, and currently channels his passion for music into learning the octave mandolin. He and his husband met in 2002, and live in Montpellier, France.

His titles include Traveling Light, Russ Morgan, PI, and Stone and Shell. His novel The Companion was a finalist in the 2015 Lambda Literary Awards.

Meeker's novel The Companion was named a finalist in the 2015 Lambda Literary Awards.

He is also the author of the titles Blood and Dirt, Traveling Light, Enigma, Blood Royal, and A Cape of Good Hope Christmas.

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Profile Image for Nancy.
559 reviews860 followers
October 2, 2015
Cross-posted at Shelf Inflicted and at Outlaw Reviews

Even though I was assured this story was a standalone, I’m a stickler for order. So I purchased and read Enigma, the first Russ Morgan mystery, and was even more excited to read the second in what I hope is going to be an ongoing series.

Ellis Landry hires Russ Morgan to find out who vandalized his sister’s marijuana grow. What starts out as a simple investigation of a vandalism incident turns out to be much more complicated as Morgan assesses the dynamics of the Ellis/Landry clans using his empathic abilities and, as other facts and feelings begin to emerge, he decides to carry a firearm.

When Russ is not unraveling a tangled web of lies and deception, he is scared of his developing relationship with Colin Stewart, a paralegal he met during his first case, and a man nearly half his age. Russ has achieved sobriety, but still deals with pain from his past. Fortunately, Colin is very patient and mature for his years.

This was a clever, engaging, and thoughtful mystery that deals with toxic families and the fragility of new relationships. I loved the first-person narration of this story that allowed me to connect with Russ on a deeper level and I enjoyed alternating glimpses of his professional and personal life. He’s a very likable, well-rounded character who is easy to spend time with.

I very much look forward to more Russ Morgan stories.

*Book provided by author in exchange for an honest review.
Profile Image for Nancy.
559 reviews860 followers
October 1, 2015
Cross-posted at Shelf Inflicted and at Outlaw Reviews

Enigma's ethereal new age sounds never really appealed to me, so it was not until I came across this story that I paid closer attention to their haunting lyrics and became curious about why they were so meaningful to the mysterious blackmailer threatening Reverend Howard Richardson and his family.

Rhys (Russ) Morgan is a 50-year-old private investigator recovering from alcoholism and determined to get his life back on track again. He is also an empath whose skills come in handy while interviewing the uncooperative and evasive Richardson family and their self-important, overbearing attorney, Andrew Kommen, who promises Morgan a hefty fee for solving the case quickly.

Morgan’s investigation leads him straight into the web of the troubled and deeply dysfunctional Richardson family. The ambitious Reverend Richardson takes great pride in the fact that his son, James, was cured of his homosexuality and is now a husband and father of three children. James has also worked hard expanding his father’s ministry into Latin America. Morgan’s unique ability helps him see through the subterfuge and realize that all is not well with James.

I loved this story for its exploration of Morgan’s past, the problems he currently faces, and the ties between his current case and his own life. His character is extremely well drawn and I’m very much looking forward to learning more about him and seeing his growth in future stories.

The mystery was easy to solve, but I can easily forgive that because the story is so wonderfully thoughtful and engaging. The lies, the truth, and the pain that is revealed here is heartbreaking, shocking, and unforgettable. The one thing I can’t abide though, is one of my major pet peeves. I really hate one-dimensional villains! Even though the truly evil villain does exist and fits well into this story, I needed just a little more complexity in his characterization that would have made this a 5-star read for me.

Best enjoyed while listening to The Cross of Changes.

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2,931 reviews492 followers
September 10, 2015
Murder on the Ranch.

Aptly named story in this rural Coloradan tale of family infighting, a failing ranch, and fatal consequences. Russ Morgan gets hired to investigate an issue of vandalism on the Ellis ranch, but that's just the beginning.

Personal, confidential tone to the storytelling with the first person narrative that works well. Russ is an honest, straightforward man: no bullshit, no showboating, and to the point. He's not perfect, but he's a damn fine man.

Nice little mix-in of his personal life that's woven throughout the mystery. Just a bit that carries the down time as events are proceeding and information is processing. Non-graphic, but it helps to round out Russ's personality. Also, the personal reflection and Russ's philosophy on life is very rural western in its viewpoint and helps set the story firmly in Colorado.

Real humdinger of a twist at the end, which I really appreciated and made me smile. Not cozy, and lacking the urbanism of a hard-boiled detective novel this travels a middle road giving the reader the benefit of both. This is my second Meeker novel and I'm pleased to have found an author the I can turn to for a good yarn with a likable MC.

3.5-4 Stars, rounding up for being in the perfect mood.

Overall, a dependable diversion.

Favorite quote:
I kissed the soft-spiky top of his head, feeling my solitary life ready to scatter into chaos.


~~A copy was provided to me for a No Glitter Blown review~~
~~~Reviewed for Hearts On Fire Reviews~~~~
Profile Image for Vivian.
2,931 reviews492 followers
August 24, 2014
Like a dirk, short and deadly.

Well wrought story of an empath private eye and a case of revenge. Nicely done short story that touches enough truths to tingle the nerves. Overall, sharp and to the point.

Favorite quote:
On the other hand, I believe deeply that at least once, maybe twice in a man’s life, he has to choose between his own truth and all the stories the rest of the world tells him about what he owes others.
Profile Image for Ami.
6,357 reviews484 followers
October 5, 2015
3.5 stars

Pretty much introduced by it via my timeline, when my friend Didi added it to her current read. I was in a mood of mystery (having just devoured a mainstream mystery for the past week), and I thought this could be a nice option.

I liked the writing, it was straightforward and smooth. No purple prose on sight. Russ was a good protagonist; in his 50s, a recovering alcoholic, I found him likable, which was important since the story was written solely from his perspective.

The mystery solving -- well, I would like it better if I was 'included' in the investigation, so to speak. Russ' empathic ability, in which he could tell people's aura (and this case was solved after Russ was able to match the aura that he felt from one of the suspects with the blackmail letter), kinda kept the clues for himself.

Sure, I was able to make guesses based on Russ' interviews with potential suspects along with his own thoughts, but it wasn't the same. Having said that, the mystery itself was good, and while I could guess the perpetrator, it was always nice to know the motive behind it.

For those of you who are looking for romance, you will be disappointed. No romance in this. This is a gay mystery fiction. But, there are little seeds of attraction planted for romance, in form of a younger man, an assistant to the law firm. So maybe romance IS in the horizon for the next book.

PS: The younger man's name is Colin. Russ' last name is Morgan. Colin Morgan ♥ ♥. And my heart just goes pitter-patter *lol*
Profile Image for Ami.
6,357 reviews484 followers
October 7, 2015
I always enjoy a 'closed-murder' books -- meaning that the victims and suspects all stay in one place. Probably influenced by my reading a lot of Agatha Christie back when I was younger. Murder in an estate/house full of guests, on a train, or even on airplane. The limited space helps quickly eliminating suspects and motives while still gives way to open dark secrets. Therefore, the setting of Blood & Dirt definitely adds to my pleasure of reading it.

The mystery is pretty straightforward, the perpetrator and motive believable. Murder is not cases that Russ is familiar with -- and I like his take towards it. I don't know if it's his age or his history with alcoholism but I found Russ to be quite logical and pragmatist in dealing with the Ellis and Landrys alongside the local law enforcement. Russ knows his limitations and he's not planning to be a lone guy cowboy taking charge of the vandalism case as well as the murders.

In relationship fort, it seems that Russ is finally willing to move forward with Colin. Although half his age, Colin is an 'old soul' and I think he will be good for Russ. But in any case, I treat this book more as a mystery book (rather than romance) and for that I'm pretty satisfied.

Thanks for bringing this into my timeline, Didi
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2,197 reviews340 followers
September 2, 2013
This story is all told from Russ's POV.
Russ is a PI with the ability to tell things about people and objects by their aura.
He is 50, gay, a recovering alcoholic and lives with regrets.
He has a case to solve and I found the case and the story it revolves around well told, but tragic all around. There is NO romance in this story, the door is left open a little, but who knows where the next story will lead?
I don't, but I really want to find out.
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2,509 reviews97 followers
October 1, 2013
Another preparation for GRL!

Wonderful read all around. Nice pacing, interesting mystery, no sex and perfect length. Nothing's missing. Now I'm waiting for the follow-up.
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1,455 reviews
September 23, 2015
Wow, talk about going for a ride! This installment in the series has lots of action as Russ takes on an investigation involving a dysfunctional family and destruction of property. Murder and mayhem ensue as this interesting mystery grows in scope very quickly. Russ has his hands full as he uses his ability of reading auras and feelings of the people involved - very handy trick that! Hard to get away with a lie with him, but even so, with so many family members with differing interests involved, the motives are hard to pin down.

I really liked how Russ dealt with his investigation, always calm and putting the pieces together. Even better, he finds himself VERY interested in Colin whom he met at the law offices who helped hire him. Colin is very interested in Russ, but Russ is having trouble getting his head around this May/December pairing.

Just loved following Russ on his investigation, his voice always calm and thoughtful. The marijuana operation was really interesting to read about and very timely in today's world. Many twists and surprises in the mystery kept me guessing throughout as to who done it. Great story. Highly recommend.
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1,730 reviews206 followers
March 26, 2020
"Russ Morgan, PI" is comprised of two earlier works - "Enigma" (2013) and "Blood and Dirt" (2015) now published in one volume by NineStar Press.

"Engima" is a novella (about 60 pages) introducing Rhys (Russ) Morgan, a 50-year-old former alcoholic private investigator, who reads auras. Russ is tasked with uncovering who is blackmailing televangelist Howard Robinson's son James, who about 15 years earlier had been miraculously cured of the "sin" of homosexuality via a conversion (read torture) camp.

We get a resolution to the situation, but it is secondary to the nuanced development of Russ' character and past. Russ is trying to overcome the wreckage alcohol brought about in his life:
In my case, I'd driven away a smart, gentle, loving partner by hiding in a bottle and hadn't seen much of love since I crawled out. Maybe I never would. But I wanted another chance at it now. I may have been fifty, flawed, and a little psychic, but I was as real as I'd ever been in my life. Some nights I wanted another chance at love so bad the longing was a metallic tang along my tongue.
In "Blood and Dirt" (roughly 190 pages), Russ is hired by Evan Landry to learn who trashed his sister's (legal) marijuana grow on their Colorado family ranch. Russ is thrown into the middle of an extremely dysfunctional family feud that turns deadly. Meeker does a great job of keeping us involved in the mystery, yet again the best thing about the story is Russ' character growth.

In the throes of a new relationship with Colin - who is 26 to his 50 - Russ has to confront his own ageism (As Colin tells him: "Maybe there's nothing you can do about what other people think, but you've gotta take care of your own shit. [...] You've got to, because you're the only one who can.") as well as realizing while he lost the love of his life, maybe there is more than one right man for him, and maybe that is Colin.

I'm so glad I discovered Meeker and feverently hope he continues to share Russ Morgan and his cases with us. Darn it, I want to see Colin and Russ' relationship grow and deepen, and I hope that Deputy Sheriff Heath Baker pops up now and then (and that he finds his own love). 4.5 stars and a Recommended Read!

I received an ARC from NineStar Press, via NetGalley, in exchange for an honest review.

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1,536 reviews87 followers
October 4, 2015
Copy of this book was kindly given in exchange for fair and honest review.

There's a good chemistry between Lloyd A. Meeker's work and this reader, that's for certain. I loved this book!

I actually stopped halfway through chapter one, scooted off to buy and read Enigma, the prequel to this one. And boy, was that my better idea ever - that one certainly didn't disappoint.! Although I have to say I like this second book much better.

That saying, Blood & Dirt could totally be read as a standalone. Any aspects related to the first book (it's basically down to one person) was summarised tidily here.

Months after the case that introduced him to paralegal Colin Stewart, Russ Morgan still was struggling to accept the much younger man in his life. At the same time, a new vandalism case he took on escalated into murder and Russ found himself involved in the thick of it all.

The lead character was far from perfect. A former alcoholic who had been sober for sixteen years, Russ had more than his share of failed relationships. Being empath also played havoc to his state of mind; though he conveniently used that ability as private eye.

I thought Russ was rather out of his depth this time though. Murder was not his usual forte; and it's quite a lesson for him to learn there's some boundaries to his aura reading capacity. How in his haste to rush the case he might cause other's death.

Case-handling aside, I thoroughly loving our PI's progressing relationship with Colin. Don't expect any steamy scenes here as there were all off page. But this couple actually talked, discussed any misgivings either one having.

There's a couple of quotes here that I like:
“Please don’t hang onto that old pain just out of habit. It will get in the way of what we could have now.”
“That’s the cool thing about partnership, you don’t have to be the only source of answers.”

I definitely would look for more of Mr. Meeker's books.
Profile Image for Ulysses Dietz.
Author 15 books728 followers
August 16, 2020
Russ Morgan, PI
By Lloyd A. Meeker
NineStar Press, 2020
Five stars

This is actually an anthology, but it’s only two parts: a long short story, and a novella, both of them centered on Rhys (Russ) Morgan, a Denver-based private investigator, a recovering alcoholic, and a fifty-something man who has finally found some sort of peace in his life.

I wish Meeker had written more Russ Morgan books (maybe he will?). Morgan is a great character: quiet and intelligent, emotionally damaged but largely healed (as much as any of us are). Oh, he’s also an empath, giving him the ability to read people’s auras, to sense their emotional state, and to detect lies and deception. Useful in a PI. What always strikes me about Meeker’s writing is that he can use spiritual and even paranormal details in a way that makes them feel mundane and normal. Clearly, Morgan’s psychic gift is an incredibly helpful tool in his investigative arsenal, but it’s also no big deal.

The two parts of this anthology are linked only by Russ Morgan and Colin Stewart, a young paralegal at a huge Denver law firm. His role is peripheral but also critical in both stories, as it is he who awakens Morgan’s heart to the possibility that, even at fifty-odd years, his emotional life might not be over. The overarching plot connection between the two stories is Morgan’s apparent specialty in working on cases involving seriously dysfunctional families.

“Enigma” tells the story of a powerful evangelical minister beset by vaguely threatening letters drawn from the songs of the 1990s rock group Enigma. The evangelist’s son was “saved from his unnatural desires” many years before, and it is believed a plot is afoot to damage the ministry (and all the money and power it embraces). Morgan’s thoughtful intelligence is at the center of this cathartic story, and I was impressed by his diplomatic patience at working with people whom he despised and who despised him in turn. A man deeply aware of his own flaws, he uses his empathic gift to unravel this fairly straightforward mystery.

“Blood and Dirt,” however, is a different kettle of conundrums. A rich, arrogant gay man, a successful Denver chef, hires Morgan to find out who trashed his sister’s marijuana grow on the family ranch in rural Colorado. This sucks Morgan into a morass of dysfunction, all tied up in a failing century-old ranch and a group of adult children seething with jealousy and mistrust. When what seems like an act of petulant revenge turns into murder, Morgan must brace himself and his empathic gift to sort out the killer and to get to the bottom of an increasingly ugly situation. Once more, Morgan behaves with astonishing patience and restraint, given the way near strangers are willing to treat him when they see him as a threat to their status quo. The reader—like the young Colin—see just what a deeply good man Morgan is, even when he doesn’t always see it himself. This is a powerful, fascinating story.

I’d love to see more of Russ Morgan someday. These stories were really good, well-written, and focused on a character who could bear a lot more exploration.
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1,082 reviews178 followers
October 4, 2016
Dang, this series is not bad, but I really really hoped for more smexy times, and sadly there was NONE.

So Russ is now sort-of-dating Colin, who we met in book one. He is quite a bit younger than Russ, but a great character with some energy and some wisdom.
Though Russ is going back-and-forth, unsure that being Colin is smart, since he's so much younger, and Russ is scared that he will be left (again) by his younger partner.
Unfortunately ALL the smexy times are fade-to-black, which was a huge disappointment for me! These two were great together, and they made me smile, but *UGH* I wanted to know how they were in bed...
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In this book Russ is hired to figure out who smashed up Sara's hemp production on a ranch in Mesa County.
He is hired by Evan, the brother to Sara, and the suspects (including Evan and Sara) are their 3 step-siblings and their step-dad.
This family brings dysfunction to a whole new level. Most of these people are horrible, and they fight and back-stab and front-stab, left and right... It was kind of crazy, but kind of great for the story.

Not only is Russ investigating the sabotage, all of a sudden he's also investigating a murder, while missing Colin, and trying not to flirt too hard with the Sheriff.
This book, like the first one, was a nice, cozy mystery, and I was entertained. But the lack of smexy times and the sort of... Lack off 'energy' once in a while in the book, meant that it wasn't as big a hit for me as the first one.
However I will definitely read the next one, and this was great for a cozy sunday afternoon on the couch in MM-land.
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Author 15 books728 followers
July 3, 2016
Enigma (Russ Morgan Mystery, #1)
By Lloyd A. Meeker
4 stars

A short story published for (and rejected by) an anthology, picked up by a publisher as a stand-alone…and worth it. Meeker is a good writer, who expresses authentic human emotion in what he writes.

What do I love about this story? The main character is gay and over 50. He’s not in love, and he’s not despondent, but he has a past and he carries regrets from that past. But he’s content. He’s even happy.

He’s also an empath, and gets embroiled in a very ugly (but bloodless) case that involves a terribly dysfunctional, rigidly Christian evangelical family.

A modest tale of regret and redemption. According to the author, it was never meant to be the start of anything—and yet it has sired a sequel, which I’m reading now. Russ Morgan is a man I want to get to know a lot better.
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254 reviews20 followers
August 31, 2013
Rhys “Russ” Morgan is proudly fifty and has one or maybe two regrets in his life. As if this wasn’t enough he’s also single. Oh, and an empath – which is actually pretty useful for his job and his current case.

The story itself focuses mostly on the mystery, which gave the whole book a “mainstreamy feel”. It’s definitely not a romance, but I’m not sure what will happen in the future. :)
The mystery wasn’t so hard to figure out and my only niggle would be the “religious theme” – but that is just my personal taste!

What I really liked was Russ’ voice. Even though he’s an empath and a PI, he was charmingly ordinary and at the same time a little bit mysterious.

A really good start for a new series!
Profile Image for Dee Wy.
1,455 reviews
September 23, 2015
If you like a good mystery and love to see the good guy win big in the end, you'll love this short story. I'm excited to say that this is the first in a series and book two is already out, so I can continue on immediately.

I've been a fan of Marshall Thornton's series Three Nick Nowak Mysteries and have read all published to date. But I have to say that Mr. Meeker sets the bar a bit higher in this first book. I think the blurb is enough to tell the reader what to expect the story to be about, the ending though is a gratifying surprise. Kudos Mr. Meeker, I'm a fan. Highly recommend! $2.99 on Amazon.
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357 reviews162 followers
September 17, 2015
This bite-sized story originally submitted for an anthology introduces us to the character Private Investigator Russ Morgan. For an introduction to a new character it was just the right length to give the reader a feel for Russ. He has a talent in as far as he is extremely empathetic and can sense auras around people giving him a slightly paranormal edge to his investigations and this helps considerably in judging people's' intentions, whether they are telling the truth or not.

In this story he is confronted with a classic case of blackmail. Reverend Howard Richardson has a lot of secrets that he doesn't want the public to get their hands on or hear about. This is where I hate the so called commercial side of religion. Full of hypocrisy and do as I say but not as I do. Seriously, religious bigotry at its worst. Here he is raking in a fortune preaching high morals but practices none of them himself, you're archetypal wolf in sheep's clothing who preys on people's' beliefs to make a fortune and doesn't really care two monkeys about the pastoral care of his flock but only the lifestyle it provides him. Pay enough, pray enough and all your sins will be forgiven that is unless you're gay. Here there are horrendous conversion therapy camps and this is where he sends his son to make an example that the gay can be prayed away! Poor James, when we get to hear what happened to him my heart just bled for him and the psychological cruelty of it all. Obviously with the blackmail starting this could threaten to bring his whole dynasty collapsing down around his ears. His lawyers hire PI Russ Morgan. Has James fallen off the righteous road? Are there more hidden secrets the good reverend is keeping from us? Well, all I can say is there are a lot of revelations that left me disgusted at the hypocrisy of this man and his evil intent just to earn money.

I liked Russ a lot!! Why? Well, we have a mature gay man around 50 who has also battled his own demons against alcohol in his past and won. But more than that it is refreshing to read about a character who is not twenty something, ripped with bulging biceps, perfectly formed triceps, pumped up and always as horny as hell. Maturity brings a certain sovereignty with it and this is extremely evident in Russ. That for me was his attraction right there! Some people do get better with age I reckon. For me the older Sean Connery in the film The Hunt for Red October was a lot sexier than the young Bond version. So yes, I’ve fallen for Russ for sure.

When he meets Colin the young mid-twenties assistant to Kommen, Rev. Richardson's lawyer, he is obviously flirting with Russ but the doubt creeps in for Russ of what can such a young man possibly see in someone my age. Well, I guess we would all ask that question but the attention can be flattering and Russ enjoys it for what it is and just enjoys the company of the young man. Not sure where this is going but would definitely like to find out in any further books.

I really liked this little warm up story that will lead to more Russ Morgan mysteries. The writing is tight, the narrative and characters engaging. The plot perfectly paced for a short story. Also a big fist bump for the outcome when Pastor Richardson gets his just rewards served up on a cold plate of revenge that had me whooping with joy! YEESSS!!
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616 reviews59 followers
November 8, 2013
4 Stars
A "Live Your Life, Buy The Book" Review

Russ Morgan lands himself a gay hating client. Oh joy. Russ has the “privilege” of being the detective chosen because he’s gay and has knowledge of the subculture. After signing a bunch of legally binding non-disclosure agreements Russ learns a local televangelist believes he’s being blackmailed because of his son’s gay past. And it is a gay past. He was cured of being gay and of course now someone is out to attempt to discredit him and destroy everything the televangelist has worked to build. The only problems seems to be everyone is lying and hiding something. Being an empath makes solving the case a bit easier for Russ. Being an empath also made being an alcoholic easy for Russ. His past troubles are keeping him from moving forward despite longing to regain the kind of relationship he’s lost. As the case progresses, Russ easily spots obvious clues to which the other’s have blinded themselves either because of faith or a misplaced and egotistical sense of infallibility and pride. Unfortunately, every Christian should realize pride goes before destruction.

This was a superbly written story that packed significant character building for Russ into 18,000 words. I would be tempted to say that was the whole point of the story. I’m quite okay with that. One thing with which I wasn’t quite okay was the unreserved badness of the bad guy. I found him to be ludicrously over the top. I will happily be among the first to admit the overwhelming majority of religious leaders are crooks in one manner or the other, but this man was nothing but a crook. In every way possible he was bad. There was no shade of gray to make him compelling. He was bad and could be dismissed. Whereas Russ was nuanced and interesting, some of the other characters came off as two dimensional and vaguely stereotypical. Given the quality of the writing I found myself disappointed in the characters who were not Russ. But Russ was compelling, and I find I can’t write the story off. I will most certainly be interested in the next installment of The Russ Morgan Mysteries.
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648 reviews
October 27, 2016
WOW, that's one incredible novella that I highly recommend to everyone! Lloyd A. Meeker's message in this story is short, powerful and succinct.

I rarely if ever put suggestions to author's but re-telling this in a back story, in it's entirety and making it a long and detailed novel would make for one amazing story and read. Especially those horrendous pray the gay away reconditioning correctional facilities that operate in your country, the US of A. which are still operational in most states but not all thankfully.

I've seen documentaries on the aftermath of victims from them and other different camp correctional facilities for troubled teens that were made into fucking Reality TV shows that made me sick to my stomach. Ranging from the LGBTQ+ community and also troubled teens, violent teens, teens with criminal records, teens with anger management problems and eating disorders. The list is endless and terrifying and every single one of these camps is responsible of murder in my opinion. I've even seen shows where kids are flown in from other countries as their respective governments will never permit them to operate within their own countries. If that doesn't say something is seriously wrong because they are nothing short of outright child abuse, then I don't know what else will.

Since the scrutiny of them has fallen into the worldwide spotlight they are now popping up in other countries, even here in Australia a few years back but all the bigger Organisations to help us gay Aussie's pray the gay away have since left or most likely gone underground. This is thanks to our AMA, Australian Medical Association who vehemently and publicly opposed them but I'm sure there is underground operations of these sick organisations operating world-wide.

Here's an Australian article from 2014 which was updated in July 2016, scary! Undercover in a gay conversion camp It's a conference really, but it's in Australia.

Thanks for Enigma, it was awesome, RANT OUT!
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3,191 reviews85 followers
April 2, 2020
"Russ Morgan, PI" has two previously published stories combined into this book. "Engima" and "Blood and Dirt."

"Engima" is a novella that introduces Rhys (Russ) Morgan who is a 50 year old private investigator. We quickly learn that Russ is a recovered alcoholic who lost the man he loved due to his drinking. In this case he is hired to find out who is blackmailing a televangelist who has a gay son who was supposedly cured in a conversion camp. There is no real romance in this short story but we learn quite a bit about Russ and his ability to read auras and how that helps him solve his cases. It's an interesting mystery with secondary characters that are intriguing. There was actually quite a bit of emotion packed into this novella and I really loved it. Russ is a complex character that I connected with and wanted to see more of. He's complicated, with an interesting backstory and his ability to read auras was fascinating. He's also a lonely man and the author's ability to convey that was increadible.


"Some nights I wanted another chance at love so bad the longing was a metallic tang along my tongue."


"Blood and Dirt" is a longer story with more romance although the mystery is definitely the forefront of this book. Again another very interesting mystery with secondary characters that stand out. A few twists and turns and questions that kept me turning the page without putting the book down. This book also has a romance story between Russ and a much younger man Colin who we briefly met in "Engima." If I'm honest I didn't love Russ and Colin together as much as I wanted to and found the mystery and the family dynamics of the Landry family more compelling. I also really loved Deputy Sheriff Heath Baker and would love to read a story focused on him as well.

I enjoyed these stories and the complex character that is Russ Morgan and hope to read more from this author.

A copy of this book was provided to me by Netgalley and the publisher with no requirements for a review. I voluntarily read this book and my comments here are my honest opinion.



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2,372 reviews40 followers
September 30, 2015

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My first thought after reading this story was “Why the hell didn’t I read book one first?” I really should have, not that it’s imperative that you do but it would have given me some history of the characters that I would have liked.

Blood and Dirt is an enjoyable read. It’s a little bit paranormal with a psychic PI who reads aura’s and taps into people’s emotions. It has a little romance that isn’t the driving force of the story but very sweet none the less. I would have loved to have read a lot more about Russ and Colin and I think I’ll be grabbing book one to see what I missed. The mystery is predictable but I was intrigued enough to keep reading to find out “who done it” for sure – in case I was wrong – also it’s written in a way that didn’t make me feel like I’d read this one before.

The writing is smooth and the pacing is excellent. Even though the ending isn’t technically a cliff hanger if I want to know more about Russ and Colin’s relationship picking up book 3 when it’s available will be a must.

I highly recommend this story to readers that love a mystery with a bit of romance woven in.
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1,536 reviews87 followers
September 28, 2015
3.5 stars

This was a nice introduction to psychic PI, Rhyss (Russ) Morgan, a 50 yo empath who could read people's aura. A too short a mystery sure, one so simple yet deeply rooted and rather sinister. But Mr. Meeker's writing style's certainly clicked with me.

I read this in preparation to read Blood & Dirt next, and this installment give me hopeful feeling!

PS: this book had me digged into my old CD collections and play Enigma's Return to Innocence. And now that song keep playing inside my head...
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244 reviews9 followers
October 11, 2015
Just a little conflicted. I knew from the blurb that there would be some angst and I usually avoid reading about religious themes in MM stories. Too frustrating and painful. This wasn't actually that angsty as the story was really short and things wrapped up fairly quick thanks to the MC's convenient psychic powers. I was glad they did, but the overall story was still melancholy and depressing seeing all the lives destroyed. Colin was adorable though and the promise of something more is enough to keep me reading. (And yay for older MCs)
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2,509 reviews97 followers
August 31, 2015
I liked this second book in the series very much! Especially the quiet, understated way of writing. Can't wait for the next book!
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1,638 reviews26 followers
March 24, 2020
“It is not the power that corrupts but fear. Fear of losing power corrupts those who wield it and fear of the scourge of power corrupts those who are subject to it.” ~ Aung San Suu Kyi

Russ Morgan is a private investigator who uses his intuitive gifts to help him solve his cases. Russ is also an empath, someone capable of literally feeling what another person is feeling, to put themselves in “other people's shoes". With all the discomfort this can cause, sometimes Russ wonders why he does this job when it's so emotionally and physically draining. It's times like these when he has to remind himself that those of us who have these extra-sensory abilities have a responsibility to use them. Then he is approached to solve what seems to be a simple blackmail case, but, in truth, no case is ever as uncomplicated as it seems and this one is no exception.

Besides being an empath, Russ is also gay, which may or may not be a problem, especially in a case involving a “cured” homosexual. Russ is also a recovering alcoholic; drinking caused enough problems in his life, including losing the love of his life because he couldn't drink. Russ is in his 50s now and is lonely, but still feeling guilty about the one who got away. At the office of his client, he meets an attractive young man named Colin, who is more than helpful and obviously flirting. Russ is sorely tempted, but taps those feelings down telling himself that this beautiful twenty-something young man is way too young for him. Russ does find that Colin is nothing if not persistent and not easily dismissed. His sharp perception of other people sometimes clouds his ability to sort out his own life because, if he lets them, the bombardment of information affordable to him can be quite confusing and unsettling. Russ has been doing this work for many years and is practiced in putting things in perspective by stepping back and regrouping.

Andrew Kommen, the lawyer who hires Russ, is a pompous ass who enjoys asserting his assumed power over others. He's not successful with Russ who can tell the difference between what Kommen says and what he's feeling. Fortunately, Russ can turn his abilities off if necessary. Kommen works for Reverend Howard Richardson, who is even more offensive with a condescending attitude toward everything. He is threatened by a series of notes left in private places, notes that become more threatening as time goes on. They are coming from someone who knows his son, James, whom the reverend placed in a reparative therapy camp years ago to “cure” his homosexuality. His “recovered” son now has a wife and three children. James's recovery is a big feather in the cap of his father's ministry; one he needs to keep. The investigation is convoluted, with seemingly everyone under suspicion and confused except for Russ, who is calmly processing the information and forming his own opinions of the case. Russ is certain he knows who the culprit is, but when the notes become life-threatening, Russ knows he has to make his move and solve the case before someone dies.

This is a well written mystery with an outstandingly crafted main character. Russ being the narrator enabled me to understand what he's thinking and feeling. It also was a great vehicle for letting me see what he saw as far as other people's auras and emotions go and it was all very fascinating. I loved Colin and am looking forward to seeing him again because I doubt he will give up on Russ and I don't think Russ will be able to deny that blond green-eyed elf forever.

For those of you who enjoy a mystery starring a new, gentler, different kind of P.I. with a psychic twist, you may enjoy this story. Thanks so much, Lloyd, for introducing me to Russ and his unique perception about investigations.





Blood & Dirt

“There is no fire like passion, there is no shark like hatred, there is no snare like folly, there is no torrent like greed.” ~ Gautama Buddha

One of the most dangerous situations law enforcement officers face is domestic violence. Going in, officers know they're at a disadvantage and dealing with people who either love or hate each other or both, and may turn on the officer in a second due to their of their conflicting emotions. When Russ Morgan takes a case in which the culprit is someone in the client's family, he knows it's risky, but still decides to accept the assignment. When Russ gets to the family ranch and experiences the degree of animosity the family members feel for each other, he has second thoughts; but Russ doesn't give up easily and forges ahead, determined to solve the case.

Russ finally gives in to Colin's charms and they began spending time together. The longer they are with each other, the harder it is to be apart. Russ still has serious concerns about their age difference, but Colin calls him on it, asking Russ if that's just an excuse and not the real reason for his hesitation. Russ wants to be able to love Colin the way he deserves to be loved but fears he can't. Despite the difference in their ages, they find they have a lot in common. Russ opens up, telling Colin about the lover he lost due to his alcoholism. Colin listens patiently, then reminds Russ he's no longer that man and their relationship is a completely different situation. While he's away, Russ finds he misses Colin more than he thought he would. Especially with all the venom surrounding him, it makes him long for a quiet, comfortable night together.

Discovering who trashed Sarah's marijuana crop proves to be a difficult job. Wading through the evidence and abundance of emotion, Russ's limits are tested, but fortunately, through his experience and training, he can cope effectively. His gift for reading auras comes in quite handy, telling him when the suspects are thinking and feeling something different than they say they are. With so much strong emotion flying around, Russ takes his firearm with him, fearing he may need it. He's expecting some kind of confrontation at any minute. When tragedy strikes, Russ is extremely relieved he heeded his own advice.

This is a complex mystery, which had me considering that everyone may have committed the crime. I tried to follow the clues as Russ laid them out, but kept running down the wrong path, but it wasn't frustrating; it was exhilarating. I was on the edge of my chair for most of the book. Russ had me suspecting everyone! I even wondered if “the butler”—which in this case would be the cook—could have been responsible. I was delighted to see Colin made an appearance and happy to see that they are making progress. I come from a very close family, so the dysfunction of this family was sad and disturbing, but Lloyd did a fantastic job of defining the characters with their many flaws and warped thinking. If you like a book about dysfunctional families, both physical and emotional destruction, private detectives, hot cops, and beautiful law clerks, then this may be the story for you. Thank you, Lloyd, for making me feel and think.

NOTE: The first editions of these two books were provided by the publisher for the purpose of a review on Rainbow Book Reviews.
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2,307 reviews232 followers
September 18, 2022
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I was surprised how short this book was, never check page count and expected a full length story.

It's hard to pin the genre.
It's not really a detective story despite the setup, there's no real mystery or detecting. The detective sees auras and solves at a glance picking up a nice fee for it. I found it equally obvious.
There's no romance either, the promise of a possible dalliance at best.

The voice of the book though, is solid. A fifty year old, dry alcholic, detective. The pov is fairly prosaic and refreshing for that.

It's all very understated, no big drama. While freeing for some, the true villain doesn't get full comeuppance though the cracks could widen. And always innocent get hurt.

Felt I'd read a longer story, like how you can read a lot into things that aren't spelt out. The characters felt real and deeper than the page.

For the writing and pov voice 5*. But overall I need more detecting than a quick Google of song lyrics to rate higher.
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1,082 reviews178 followers
October 4, 2016
This one was quite a nice surprise, but too short. However there is a second book, which made it okay.
For fans of Tyler Dilts I think this one will be a hit. I love TD, and Lloyd Meeker has the same feel, though in a MM-setting.
(JUST saw that there is a new TD book out... I know what I'm reading next!)

So Russ (Rhys) is working as a PI. He's an empath and is able to see people's auras, so there is a wee aspect of 'fantasy', but for some reason it never felt unreal in the plot and setting.
He's hired by a lawyer named Kommen (*snicker* that's the danish word for cumin) representing a televangelist, to figure out who's sending threatening/not-so-threatening letters to the televangelist.
The televangelist is one of those people believing in conversion-therapy and he sent his then 17-yo son to one, and *HALLE-LU-JAH* the son was cured...
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Russ is a very cool character. He was an alcoholic, but is sober today and a great MC. He's smart, he's collected and he's kind of fun.
I really wish this book had been longer, that we had some smexy times and that the ending was more 'grand'.
But all in all for such a short book, fun mystery, great characters and a great beginning to a series.
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