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308 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 15, 2014
“Don’t get all flowers and hearts on me, Brad. You knew what this was when we started.”
“Yeah, I knew what it was when we started, but somewhere along the way things changed. I love you Mabry.”
I was stupid to have thought I could have something casual with him seeing as how he affects me, mind, body, and soul. There’s something between us, a deep connection, as if we were supposed to find each other in this life.
Not being wanted by someone you love is the worst feeling in the world. It makes you feel as if your very existence is pointless.
“I know you’re scared, so am I. But we can do this together. We’re not alone anymore. Now we have each other. I don’t know what the future holds. All I know is that I need you in mine.”
“Do you think it’s possible to love someone before you’ve met them? Because I think I’ve love you my entire life.”When things from the past come into the future, it changes everything. Especially when the one big thing that changed Brad happens to be something that connects directly with Mabry’s life. I would have never guessed they’d have this ‘connection’, but it makes Mabry reevaluate everything. All the changes she was starting to make, letting Brad in a little, everything stops. She shuts down. Brad doesn’t know what to do. His past has come right back and bit him. He regrets so much from his past, but there is nothing he can do to change it. Oh how he wishes he could...
“I do. I’ve been waiting for you my entire life.”
“Do you think it’s possible to forget about the past and change into a completely different person?”Mabry has to decide if she really feels that a person can change, if Brad has changed. If she can live with his imperfect past and move forward with him.
“Thank you for saving my life.” “Thank you for saving mine, Sweetness.”






























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”Do you think it’s possible to love someone before you’ve met them? Because I think I’ve loved you my entire life.”
“I know it is because I’ve been waiting for you my entire life.”
”If I had known you were going to be in my future, I would have been a better man in my past.”

WAMFU!



"True happiness is when you contentment and joy deep in your sould, no matter what problems are swirling around outside of you. People underestimate that feeling. It's such a simple short word, but it holds so much depth and power. When it's been absent from your life for so long you forget just how precious a gift it really is."
“Do you think it’s possible to forget about the past and change into a completely different person?”
"Do you think it's possible to love someone before you've met them? Because I think I've loved you my entire life."

Not being wanted by someone you love is the worst feeling in the world. It makes you feel as if your very existence is pointless.
"I want to love you so bad," I say.
"Then love me," he whispers.


"If I had known you were going to be in my future, I would have been a better man in my past."
“Thank you for saving my life.”
“Thank you for saving mine, Sweetness.”
"Mabry, there's nothing in this universe that could happen to keep me from you. I don't know how not to love you."


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Brad Johnson grew up privileged with every material possession in his reach. His parents were divorced and made it know that he wasn’t wanted. He never had a real relationship—not really. He used girls for sex, and quick gratification. He has no desire for more, until he meets Mabry Darnell. He is so deeply in love with her and goes to great lengths to prove he is deserving of her.
“Maybe he tried to stay away, but craved her so much that he couldn’t think clearly. He needed that connection with her. He felt lost and lonely, and couldn’t imagine his life being anything but miserable if she wasn’t in it.”
“I want to love you so bad,” I say.
“Then love me,” he whispers.
“I do love you.”
“Thank You. You won’t be sorry,” he says, choking on his words.
“Nice tie.”
“Thanks. Do You recognize it?” Her eyes meet mine. “It’s the one I used the night we place Fifty. Remember, I tied you to the headboard and ate ice cream off your body?"

