Wow. This book had my emotions all over the place! I love when a book, a story, can make me feel and this book definitely delivered! I laughed, cried, gasped in disbelief or excitement when something was revealed or I put something together.
This book continues on with plots and characters from A Word So Fitly Spoken and A Bond of Broken Glass. I highly suggest reading them in that order because even though A Bond of Broken Glass says it can be read as a standalone it has characters and plot points from the first book in it. Maybe you could be okay without it, but I think I understood more of that book since I read A Word So Fitly Spoken first.
A character from A Tune To Make Them Follow is mentioned in passing but that book is not imperative to understand this book. However, I believe that you will need to have read all 4 of them before you read the 5th book that is coming out.
Back to my thoughts on this book.
Blaise and Nox both have led difficult lives. Their stories pierced my heart. Check TW before reading:
- Kidnapping
- Brief torture (minor imo compared to other books I've read but be warned anyway.)
- Pedophilia (briefly revealed in a minor character NOT a main character and it is not expounded on or detailed, just briefly alluded to.)
- Rape (only mentioned, not on page)
- Emotional abuse of a minor (evil stepmother kind of emotional trauma)
- Loss of child
- Stillbirth
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Nox and Blaise truly seem to understand each other. Though they've had different trials and tribulations, their histories allow them to empathize with each other.
- loss of parents: Nox kidnapped, Blaise parents died leaving her to be raised by cruel stepmother.
- Nox was taken from his parents, Blaise had her child stolen from her.
- Both were children preyed on by adults: Nox caught the attention of the late king but thankfully nothing happened before the king died. Blaise was raped by a servant in her stepmother's house resulting in a baby.
- Both were blackmailed by their caretakers: Nox has to do whatever the queen says bc she has his sister prisoner too, Blaise is forced to work for her stepmother to earn the location of her baby.
- sharing their bodies against their will: Nox with Farin's spirit, Blaise with Cinderella.
- Both hurt people they cared about: Nox hurt another prisoner who was a father figure when Farin was in control. Blaise hurt Ellie when Cinderella was in control.
"I’ve known what it is to be loved, and loved abundantly, but this is new. This is not what it is to be loved. This is what it is to be seen...All I see is a male swathed in darkness who searches my eyes and finds a mirror. Because when Nox looks at me, he sees my pain, and he does not look away." (Blaise pg 226)
“The pain never goes away. It’s always there,” I say. “I know,” he says, and I know that, too." (pg 227)
"Nox furrows his brow, and there’s something like glacial rage in his expression. “Those people took your child from you.” I recognize it then, where the rage comes from. That Nox knows what it is to be taken from one’s parents. To be stolen away." (pg 228)
“You don’t see me any differently?” I can’t help but ask.
“Of course I see you differently,” Nox says, and I can’t help the way my heart takes a dip in my chest... “How could I not, after what you’ve been through? Would you have wanted me to see you just the same?” My throat burns, and I shake my head, understanding now. “No.” No. I wanted him to see me. And now he does. (pg 229)
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I enjoyed Blaise as a lovable side character in A Bond of Broken Glass, but getting to know her in this book endeared her to me even more. The development of her character is well done in my opinion.
"I wasn’t supposed to be the villain. But I guess that’s what I get for not being content with my Fates-given role of lovable side-character. Maybe if I’d known my place, the Fates would have gifted me a love story of my own." (Blaise pg 17)
"As if there could possibly be another Blaise in all of Alondria. As if she’s simply a test subject, not the girl who’s survived rape and abuse and having her child stolen right out from under her, and after all of it, maintained the ability to flash that beautiful smile and coax laughs from everyone else." (Nox pg 242)
"There’s that part of me... it’s tired and worn and a little trampled. But it has learned to stand on weak knees, learned to love without expectation of return. It survives, and it manages a laugh or two along the way." (Blaise pg 311)
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Then there's Nox who was kidnapped as a child and held prisoner for 12+ years.
"I still as she runs her fingers through my thick hair... just like that, I’m a child again. Cold and confused and utterly terrified of the female sitting before me, touching me like she thinks she’s my mother, like she has a claim to me...The queen trails her hands down my face and cups my cheek. The touch is so eerily tender, so revolting I want nothing more than to lash out. To rip this female to shreds for daring to stake the right to tenderness toward me. For stealing my mother’s place, though it wasn’t hers to grasp." (Nox pg 73)
The queen stripped his identity from him and tried to force him to live as a replacement for her dead son in her delusional version of reality.
"I’ve spent the past nine years acting as the vessel of another without my permission. I’ve been called by a name that is not my own, touched with hands that are not meant for me, adored by a heart that has no business claiming my affections." (Nox pg 251)
She blackmails him, forces him into fae bargains...
"She has something over you, too, doesn’t she?” I say. “Otherwise, you’d leave...I don’t know what it is, but you have something to gain if you succeed. Something to lose if you don’t.” (Blaise pg 95)
...forces him to torture and experiment on people, forces him to murder against his will, forced him to be the subject of a magical ritual that further stole his body and identity from him...
And yet despite it all, Nox is able to hold onto his true self deep in his core..
"...you changed me, Nox... you reminded me of the goodness in the world. That there’s life outside these palace walls, and that it’s worth hoping for.” (Gunter pg 135)
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Speaking of character development...
I'm dying to know what happens to Nox and if Farin is truly changing or just playing the long con. I'm so excited for the next book! I believe he could change, only time (and the next book) will tell. He was cruel in the first book but could get better. The queen aka "Mother" was lovable and someone I was so sympathetic towards in the first book and now she's cruel, psychotic, and delusional.
"I’ve long since learned the queen’s peculiarities are not to be questioned. One cannot reason with a person whose reality abides upon a different plane. Within a different realm." (Nox pg 249)
I think the author is doing a good job with character development, going both directions towards good and bad.
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Trying to wrap up my thoughts... good character development, good world building, interesting magic systems, interesting plots with good twists and revelations... I'm having so much fun reading this series. I really like this author's writing style and the way things flow and how things are described. I like how the main plot from the first book is flowing through all the stories, and each books individual plot and characters are tying in. It's all very well written!
If you've made it this far, thank you for following my excited rambling and I hope you enjoy the books!