5/12/25: this is a book of all time and I am going to cry have you ever considered that ??
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ND Wilson when I catch you
MORE WILSONISMS! death by living!!! love and laughter!!!
"Cowards live for the sake of living, for but for heroes, life is a weapon, a thing to be spent, a gift to be given to the weak and the lost and the weary, even to the foolish and the cowardly ... When mothers lay down their lives for children, when brothers die for sisters and sisters for brothers, when fathers die for wives and children, when heroes die for strangers on the street, they do not pour our their blood because the one they save deserves such a sacrifice. Nah, lah. Love burns hotter than justice, and its roar is thunder. Beside love, even wrath whispers. Not one of us snatching breath with mortal lungs deserves such a gift, and yet every day such a gift is given. To love is to be selfless. To be selfless is to be fearless. To be fearless is to strip your enemies of their greatest weapon. Even if they break our bodies and drain our blood, we are unvanquished. Our goal was never to live; our goal is to love. It is the goal of all truly noble men and women. Give even your life itself. ... There is only one Rupert Greeves, Cyrus Smith, and many undeserving fools who need him. He walks the boneyard path, following in the steps of the one Mortal from whom even the Reaper fled in fear. That path runs between headstones, down through the lightless cold of lonely loss, through the dark valleys where death was borne down to the black soul river and the final battle line. Only love can set a man's feet on such a path. Only love can see him through, into rest and the hot light of the sun."
^ niffy being 19 and insane, p 314-315
"What can you do, dragon, to erase the life and the laughter I've already lived and already laughed? What can you do to frighten one as foolish as me?"
^ cy being 13 and insane, p 430
i legitimately can't believe niffy shows up in this book like he's such a crucial part of this series to me and he pulls up in BOOK 3??? what a chad actually
my favorite part of this book is rupert desperately trying to die alone to save everyone else and cyrus, 13 years old and utterly insane, going "nope lmao!!" and defying all his orders so everyone can die Together
mfw the Christianity is in everything and far more blatantly than in any other book of Wilson's lmao Quick!!????!!!!
so many deaths. I had a crashout the first time I read this book and i stand by it still--so so many deaths--one gut punch after another. screaming sobbing crying et cetera
the actual Empire of Bones is cool thumbsup I wanna visit Lemon is kind of the goat ngl
Idk man I'm sad teehee at least SB is coming out actively!!
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feb 2021 - mildly regretting rereading this because i cannot get closure < / 3
p. 60 (paperback)
"Cyrus Smith," Rupert said, "you and I were raised in a world where good men feared only the darkness of other men-and that is enough-where children could laugh at nonsense dragons in nonsense books, where monsters and giants had long ago been chained and hidden away in the deep places, devouring no one, so thoroughly defeated that even wise men and women believed magical to mean the same thing as imaginary. But the dark truths that lie beneath the myths and legends and storybooks are now erupting. We and the world will see the beginning of such... magical times. And, please God and all His angels, may we see them end.
p. 277
Rupert Greeves, Blood Avenger of the Order of Brendon, Ashtown Estate, was a protector, a guard, a shepherd. Rupert Greeves was no general. Generals spend men. Generals expect sacrifice from those who stand with them. Shepherds do not lead their sheep into battle with wolves. They fight alone . . . The only life Rupert Greeves would gladly spend was his own. Only that path offered him peace of soul.
p. 431
"What," he asked the world, "can you do to erase my laughter?"
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october 18th, 2020: i didn't get the flipping newspaper thing for silent bells bc i'm broke and i'm forever gonna regret it bc like. BRO SILENT BELLS I'M GOING CRAZY- (why did this thought just randomly come into my head it's been literal months)
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oh my gosh i love love absolutely love this series—a friend got me to read this after i had finished 100 Cupboards and well i'm glad he did bc this is EPIC
i can't wait for #4 to come out now!
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Feb 2019 - Oh, I've definitely read this more than twice, but I already forgot all the dates so I guess I'm not bothering with filling them in hmm
THEORIES! The longer Silent Bells takes to come out, the more absolute theories I'll find, and so far I've found a lot.
Wilson's writing is sheer beauty and glory and oh GOD the ending T_T
also I put "Leon" & "FuzzyMoldyCheese" into the Yggdrasil ship bot on discord and got a 95% I'm highly pleased with myself
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"Rupert?" Niffy snorted. "Rupert's dead, mate. The Abbot's dead. My brothers are dead. We're all dead. Now tell me why your pocket's glowing.