Steve McCaffery is the author of over twenty-five books of poetry and criticism. He has twice been awarded the Gertrude Stein Award for innovative poetry and twice shortlisted for the Governor General’s Award. His poems have been published in more than a dozen countries. A long-time resident of Toronto, he is currently the David Gray Professor of Poetry and Letters, University at Buffalo.
to plan ahead is to punish yourself to not plan ahead is to punish others
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january 2
you can find many excuses for a poem but only one reason for a word
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january 3
every verbal process is a form of irritating interference reading interferes with writing writing interfered with other writing
we touch therefore we see
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january 4
to desire is therefore to define is therefore
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january 6 1752 b.c.
because the flexion of language is in the rhythm of the body memory locates us with a wrist inside the brain
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january 7 1259
Rev. Thomas Malmbury leaps into a pool of burning gasoline
to write is to reach a surface through the holes named things
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january 8 1943
Knowledge declared to be a venal sin by the fourteen monks of Wearmouth
a motion? e motion!
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january 9
poetry is an open box with four sides around apples prose is a box bottom with four sides on a table top to stop apples falling out
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january 10 1344
Wichlaf, Bishop of Kingston, celebrates Easter at Croyland
the dream of the written is always to be somewhere else
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11:45 pm
Last Supper in Galilee
what the mind invents the stomach detaches
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january 15 1679
St. Bridget's tooth deposited in vaults of Vouvray Cathedral
at its most liquid occurrence the sentence is not an ocean but the movement of a female wave into paternity
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january 16 984
Herstmonceaux castle destroyed
art should always intend to be wrong
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Thursday 9 am
art exists because a postman brings it art stays alive because the dustman takes it away
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january 18 1392
Hippocentaur found preserved in honey
once upon a time twice inside a space
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january 19
what poetry is
inner tension in attention
what poetry isnt
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january 20
eden
the tree which isnt me becomes a mystery i cannot understand and so i know it
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january 12 1298
Marcus Herennius struck by lightning
the best way to become yourself is to stop being who you are
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january 22 1976
Theophrastus invents the sea-pen
consider the page not as a space but as a death occurring in the gap between 'writing' and 'wanting to say'
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january 23
writing speaks to itself through those silences and losses writing never is thereby it both requests and requestions the thing it wants to be
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january 25
i think the head is the place where i am not destined to place me and i think the book is where i do not think this disappears
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january 26
consider each book to be a failed body then read the bible on the premise that authentic sex is not between a man and a woman bu between the eyes and the ears
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january 27 1705
Henry Mill invents the typewriter
the writer writes the reader writes upon the writers writing the writer reads
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january 29
where being kills becoming what does it mean to be able to breath
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january 30 1824
Charlie Chaplin born
napoleon is dead bu a poem is a relationship spelled relationship
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january 31
grammar is skeletal words are glandular
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february 1 211 b.c.
the essence of the sign is to be a margin emerging
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february 2 1501
First traces of morcrocastebazasasteverestegigeligoscopapondrillation detected in morderegripippiatabirofreluchambureluraquelurintimpaniments
no word is a freeing word
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february 3 1804
Anselm, Bishop of Lucca, assumes the name of Alexander
one names to attract and one attracts to effect dispersal dropping a name abandons a way of thinking
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sound always listens to the thinkers listening
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february 5 1809
Milton enters Blake through right foot during visitation at Felpham
ex pression (something set free) im pression (something free sets in)
he who rides a tiger can't dismount he who can't dismount must keep on washing he who keeps on washing makes straight for the laundry he who makes straight for the laundry tires of woolmongers he who tires of woolmongers completes his personality
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march 4
language as poetry poetry as action action as futility futility as utility + f f as freedom
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march 5 1918
outlive the outline
not listening not speaking not closing
not opening not coming not going
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march 6
inspiration leads to bad breath
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march 7 1934
Kenneth LeBel jumps seventeen consecutive barrels
equivalence:
destiny destiny
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8:45 pm
words: the moment the heart stops the movement the voice begins
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march 9 1328
the fool in the poet the key in the door the lock around the lock
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march 10 1754
solitude (the one that writing is) is a dialogue between two mirrors
one mirror in a space the other on a point
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march 11 1894
Graf Zeppelin II dismantled
to read the road you must first park the book
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march 12 1529
Charlie Chaplin dies
performance is merely where the book changes its name
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Tuesday
define writing as the reinvention of words define reading as the obsolescence of the reinvention
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errata:
for 'speech preserves the power of the speaker'
read: 'you made me speak and now the word is in your mouth'
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march 16 1902
Franco Prussian Alliance formed
do something predictable and respect most the things you no longer believe in
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march 18 1923
Frank Sinatra baptized
to be rooted in anything one must be rotated in something
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march 19
great poems are read from the bottom up
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march 20
to ground yourself in words always lean against your reading and balance on the weight of what you dont know
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Saturday
Thomas Hardy observed on southern edge of Exmoor
the reader is always destined for a writing as part of the cosm(et)ic rule of illegibility
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march 23 1877
to write that the cloud is the rains answer to itself is to read how the rain is the clouds other question
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march 24
write to neutralize read to infect
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march 25
Coleridge found dead again
unthink the thinkable
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march 26 1731
Agriculture first developed
one writes to forget one shits
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march 27
syntax sublimates the violence that every single verb might whisper but that I might noun you
is a frame
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march 28 1689
South Africa introduces apartheid
provide the context and the concept will always happen
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march 31 2 pm
there is no voice and yet there is no silence because writing always hears itself as the sound of its place there here of its herd
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april 1
the first word is always two words
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april 2 1839
World's first fully steerable radio telescope installed at Dwingello
in actual seeing a thing do you construct a barrier to saying it?
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april 3 1266
tongues then words then abstract ruins then materials
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april 4 1578
dont struggle to name the thing but to move all things into naming then struggle to remove all naming by finding a placement for the eye inside the mouth remaining nameless
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april 5
the facets of the eye must engineer all objects into parts to disconnect them from their loss of fact in class
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words which follow words leave unnecessary spaces
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there are four moments to the mouth that speaks: a theory of saliva the moment of sound the praxis of refusal and a memory of shape
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april 7 1006
anything this is is this
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april 9 1760
Beatles first recording
ending a sentence ends an epoch
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april 9
JF Kennedy assassinated
when the brain tires of image it invents itself
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april 11
John Cage destroys the concept of silence
saying the word the
hearing the word word
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april 11 1699
Dryden's MacFlecknoe published
first define good writing as a form of bad reading then earn the right to write
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april 12 1815 5:22 pm
the disappearance of the write will be the earth's last geographical event
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7:46 pm
Adolph Hitler born
the worst has passed and the rest has also been
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april 14
writing allows us to forget reading allows us to forget that we've forgot
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april 15
a dull mind is always preceded by a bright larynx
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april 16
music should be seen and not heard
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april 17 1168
Sextus Aelius complete the Tripartita Treatise
with reading you absorb tradition with writing you destroy it
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undergo to overcome bu stand under to understand
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april 19 1953
to laugh is to reach equivalence
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6:35 pm
if the face is an energy then the mirror is a tool