OTP GAME TOO REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know why I had so much trouble with this last year, unless perhaps I was so repelled by Master Eremis that I just ollied right out (to my past self: that's fair. Dude is 500% ollie-worthy), as this time around I just about blasted through it. Truth be told this is fairly standard swords-and-sorcery fantasy with thinly sketched supporting characters and a great deal of emphasis on the usual Fake Europe Fantasyland political machinations with the bad guys fairly obviously such to the reader and many of the ~revelations~ re: characters' motivations not so much deep as (to jack a joke from Bob's Burgers) deeply dumb, BUT YO: TERISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW. TERISA. Terisa, I LOVE YOU
What elevates this book from a three or even two star rating/the horrors of mediocrity for me is that so much of it is bound up in the emotional and personal growth of the heroine and main POV character, Terisa. She begins the book trapped in habitual passivity, a lifestyle encouraged by years of neglect and outright abuse on the part of her parents, so much so that even in a dream (that, as this is That Sort of Fantasy Novel, proves somewhat prophetic) she cannot act in her own defense; by the end, it is Terisa who drives most of the positive action, Terisa who does so purposely and with narrative agency - Terisa who argues on Geraden's behalf, Terisa who confronts people of power, who comprehends and acts to counteract plots others have not understood, Terisa who is seen as a threat by our obvious bad guys not because of what she might be but for what she is. And when her prophetic dream becomes a reality well into the book, it is not Terisa who must be saved: it is Terisa who saves Geraden. So, dang, yes, I am just so excited and so happy that this book is what it is with regards to Terisa, that the subject of her agency is the propelling force at the heart of this book.
Tying into that: I hate Eremis a LOT, so so so much, I don't often hate anyone or anything, but I definitely hate this guy and if he doesn't kick it in the next book I'm gonna be so fricking mad. Dude is a burgeoning rapist - he definitely assaults Terisa - and while it's a difficult subplot and one I did not really enjoy in the sense of YEAH, THIS IS THE SHIT I LIKE, I did appreciate how Terisa's understanding of and reactions to Eremis' advances on her evolved. That is: Eremis repeatedly takes great advantage of Terisa, touching her, kissing her, assuming control of her body in ways that are enormously disrespectful and alarming even before he purposefully ignores her rejection, and for much of the book Terisa, having been educated by her parents to accept the attentions of others without commentary, does latch on to him, thinking that Eremis will define her and that the liberties he takes are things she wants even when she is uncomfortable - but as she becomes more cognizant of her own identity and capabilities, she recognizes her discomfort, she recognizes what he is doing and trying to do to her, and she rejects him. And again, I don't like this subplot, it wasn't necessary and there were many other ways in which Donaldson could have achieved the same effect without utilizing sexual violence, but I can appreciate how it ties into Terisa's growth.
Geraden, btw, the dude hero, is WONDERFUL, like, he is a total beta man, he's repeatedly described as being puppyish - eager and kind and thoughtful - and while he totally loves Terisa, like, a LOT, like from first sight, dude is totally like Aladdin spotting Jasmine in the marketplace all WOW [sighs wistfully], he never once forces his feelings on her. While he dislikes Eremis' role as a suitor it is framed as a dislike based not in jealousy so much as a genuine concern that Eremis is dangerous. Like - how to explain it? He's not selfish. It's just really nice, how sweet he is, how he encourages and supports Terisa, how he is everything Eremis and the sorts of male leads Eremis represents are not. He's respectful. He's protective without being possessive. He listens to her; he cares for her and about her. His love is not a demand, but a gift. Yeah.
SOME OTHER STUFF!!!!! I'm going to be honest, a lot of the political machinations in this book were a) rote or b) kind of juvenile, and many of the supporting characters do very silly things. Saddith, Terisa's maid, is consistently slut-shamed and the ~tragicomically mad~ Adept Havelock's unending sexual commentary is hella gross and hella unwanted, BUT I also loved Myste and Elega, the princesses, very different in temperament and want but neither of them shamed or punished for their decisions. I'm very excited for what roles Myste and Elega will play in the second book, and I do hope they have roles to play. But I'm most excited for Terisa and Geraden!!!!!!!!!