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288 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1959

"Every one of us, in his own particular way, is a protestant against the rat race of modern commercialisation, against the faster and faster scuttling through an endless succession of sterile days that begin without hope and end without joy. Each of us has somehow managed to stumble off the treadmill, determined to do his own work in his own way...
"They, too, have protested, made a definite stand, refused to submit, declared for individuality, and retired from the rat race."
"A wistfulness fell on everybody. Now, in retrospect, those long months of difficulties, discomforts, boredom, and forced propinquity appeared singular for their richness of adventure, discovery, enthusiasm, comradeship. This fair and sunny island, glittering in its blue setting like a many-faceted jewel, was different from that island where we had waded through torrents, watched for a sail like castaways, seen great thunderstorms splitting the mountains with Homeric flashes, where we had been cold and discouraged and hungry or ablaze with the brightness of private visions, where in the pallid beam of a kerosene lantern we had talked whole nights away."
"Was it for this that I so gladly renounced the pleasures of material success? The assurance of the monthly cheque? The visible achievements? The automobile, the well-dressed wife, the comfortable apartment at a 'good' address, the tidy, well-mannered children going to tidy, well-mannered schools?"
"We are poor, but we have been poor for the last two years - poorer, indeed, than we are now, with a house of our own, and enough money to live for another six months or so even if we should earn nothing more. Those two years of poverty have been the most eventful, the most enjoyable, the most exciting of our lives; we have felt richly defiant and adventurous eating lentils and wearing darned sweaters and thumbing our noses at the jeremiahs who had said we couldn't do it."
"I thought today how beautiful my children have become in this deeply natural world, thin, brown, hard creatures, still unconscious of their own grace or even of the extravagance of beauty in which they move and have their being: for them it is no more to be observed than the number of times their sharp little breasts rise and fall breathing it in..."
"I was glad we had chosen to live in the sun. To live in the sun is reassuring. All is open, all revealed. Here are no deceptions, but the bare truth of things. I think that no beauty has ever been as true for me as this beauty of rocks and sea and the beauty of the mountains that rush up between the blue and the blue, skirted only with austere white terraces of houses simplified to the purest geometry of planes and angles.
"It seems to me that we have become simplified too, living here, as though the sun had seared off the woolly fuzz of our separate confusions: the half desires irresolutely sought, the half-fears never more than half-vanquished, the partial attainments half-rejected in perplexed dissatisfaction. Shedding so much we are stripped to our bare selves, lighter, freer, and impoverished of nothing but a few ridiculous little self-importances...
"Everything, you would say, is as it should be under the sun. Ant, gull, child, man, woman, is each fulfilling the imperative of its being."

"It had never occurred to me before that there must be a whole nomadic tribe of young men which moves across Europe with the changing seasons on a defined trail where the camping places and waterholes are fixed by custom and the big-game areas clearly marked. It is clear, suddenly, that this island is one of the summer camps, a stopover place to rest and exchange stories and information about the year's trail.
"Something about Sykes Horowitz now becomes much clearer - his odd familiarity with foreign cities and foreign tongues and that gypsyish quality of being at home everywhere and nowhere that used to rather charm me...
"They have read the reviews of the latest books and the latest plays, and talk knowledgeably about action painting, erotic symbols, psychosomatic disorders, the doctrines of nihilism and existentialism, and collage...
"Their letters, I have noticed, have sometimes been re-addressed five or six times. They live poste-restante."
"So they go round and round and round, treading the same old beaten track, the clever young men, the witty young men, the careless young men, the oh-so-European young men, the sad young men, who are looking for Gertrude Stein."
We are poor, but then we have been poor for the last two years - poorer, indeed, than we are now, with a house of our own, and enough money to live for another six months or so even if we should earn nothing more. Those two years of poverty have been the most eventful, the most enjoyable, the most exciting of our lives; we have felt richly defiant and adventurous eating lentils and wearing darned sweaters and thumbing our noses at the Jeremiahs who had said we couldn't do it. So why should one now have a hard knot in one's heart - not so much of fear, but of outrage, of the wildest indignation? What is this protesting cry of anger and disbelief that wells up in one's throat? Why, it is very simple. It is only that one has come face to face with the plain bleak realisation that perhaps we are to go on being poor!
To accomplish anything it is obvious that a talent is not enough. You need a motive, an aim, an incentive, an overwhelming interest be it ambition or fear or curiosity or only the necessity to fill your belly. You need a star to steer by, a cause a creed, an idea, a passionate attachment. Something must beckon you or nothing is done - something about which you ask no questions.